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okay didnt haf time to blog yesterdae, so now's a sum up. =D haha sho i had bs. i was there at.. 445. lemme see... 45 mins late.. hehehe. den i did worship till lyk uh. 515? den went ta meet jess and heeren. wahh den we had sakae at heeren. i muz sae the pple there are actualli veh nice leh. budden we still veh cheapskate. we lyk uhhh. hid the plates cuz we were sho sian. and we ate the softshell crab but it ish veh gross. sho yarh. den haha. we lyk ran off and they were lyk.. uhhh..... i mean afta we paid larh. =P okae den went to marche for dessert. whoa their cakes are good kay. =D had kwite a feast and jess was sho damn contented wiv her bread and butter pudding. i fink that's what it's called larh. kwite good i muz sae. den afta that wantedto buy uhhh lyk sins chocs. budden they were kwite ex and lyk we were veh full. so hrmm. didnt go for ballet under the stars in the end. didnt feel lyk. oh oh. den we saw lyk this person. jess' ex classmate. gawd. she's sho damn o-biang. she was wearing sum weird spag-ish top and uhhhsum golden-ish striped skirt.. zhen de shi gross leh. we were lyk. o____O yuck? oh den she recognised jess. den she oh harloe!! den talk talk talk. den she told jess. lyk hey uve changed kwite a bit. and jess said lyk oh u too. and u noe wad she did?!?! she BOWED lyk bend down and acknowledge and said thank you. jess wanted to tell her. it was meant to be an insult ya noe. haahhaaah gawd. wad a loser. aniwae we were lyk sho grossed out. okok den i went back to church, and not interesting le.
todae leh. went to church at lyk 750 for dance performance. man. halfway, e hoop dat we were dancin' wiv, got caught in my fren's hand and i was lyk. uhh where's my hoop?!?! shoo malu!!! rite in front summore. yucks. hrmm den we had service for a short while till we went to lyk change back and take off our makeup larh. sheesh. den i taught kate sum steps for the dance dat we were spose to choreo. and we thot of an idea-to stay back afta YZ ta lyk practise more larh. okok in yz was kwite farnie. we had weird games dat were kwite gross. lyk forfeit was to eat uhh bun FILLED to e brim wiv salt. ryan ate it... WAHAHAHAHA. den there was sum "electric chair" thang. we were lyk... uh wadeva larh. den uh uh we went to da back, kate and i that ish, and lyk listened to da music we were spose to choreo wiv. woohhoooo kwite nice i muz sae. den uh rambutan came and everythang. sho afta yz we DID lyk go practise. jux that it was sho hard to find a room we wasted kwite a bit of time. den still went opposite and uh lyk buy food. went back, ate, den practised. budden i muz sae that our collabo, ish damn zai. maybe cuz we're lyk bez frens and we think along the same line. but it's jux sho zai. it's sposedly mtv style worship dance. and it's hip and fun. =D it's gonna b lyk sho much betta than esther and corinne's dance. esp corinne's. sho jumpy. i'll get asthma soon man. den came back home, had a nap, woke up wiv a sore eye and sore throat. sho here i am now. down wiv sores. and still writtin muh blog. ahh well. i think i'd betta get going. later~
aiyaaaa. van. shuddup larh. =X dun suan me liddat larh. -________- cuz at least uve got a blind bf who fell for u mah. =X haha i'm more choosy. hehehe. aniwae. yarh. man.it ish sho frriigggiinnnnn boooorrrinnggggg.freak man. last nite i was sho damn bored i started crying. den called my mum in japan and told her i was so damn damn bored. haish. i wunder if i sld go for ballet under da stars tml. i mean i'm reallli looking forward ta dinner wiv jess. cuz we'll crap till we die. haish. budden. b.u.t.s. ish a bit too late. ahh well. im miraculously watchin mvp qing ren. partially cuz muh mortal bugged me to watch since she's a bball freak. and oso it's the last episode, jux watch once larh. but man. the guys there look practically gay. =X ahh well. man. the duan chenfeng guy ish damn ugly. hahaha. ahh well. kwite stupid i muz say. brought together by a posta? uhhhho okaaay. anithing larh.
oh yarh oh yarh!! i watched lyke this mtv fanatic thang and it was BLUE!!! AHHHH!!!! the gurl's sho fricking lucky!! getta get hugs and kisses from dunk, lee!!!, simon and ant!! ARGGHH!!! nott faaiiiirrrrrrrr!!!!! sheesh!! ahh well. mum's comin back tml, but i've gotta go for bible stardee and stuff. wunt be able ta see her for kwite awhile. o___O hope she can sure my boredom and not scold me. stupid sars lar. or else i can be having good food everyday man. den i wunt hafta uh. eat muh grandma's cookn which ish.. uh...a lways beehoon. and i hate bee hoon. so, ugh.
haish. i was talkin ta zh the other day, told him i lyk miss muh ex-classmates. and what did he tell me? ooo haha. im talkin to eve now. -______- helps alot bro. crazi guy larh. haish but all these craziness and uh... UGH ness of 6L, makes it the class dat i miss sho damn much. ahh well. carn do anithing. sho betta scram le. ciaoz.
stupid sars stupid sars stupid sars stupid sars stupid sars stupid sars.
shoot me dammit. i wanna die le. i carn go out. well i can. if i wanna. cuz mum's not in town. but i dun wanna go out when there's weird thangs flying ard the air and they are lyk veh easy to spread. they multiply. ahhhhhhhh shoooottt mmmeeee!!!! and lyk everything's canceled cuz of this stupid thang. oh and our june hols are cut short. well done government. u've done such a lovely job that we all HATE you. i mean look. we stardee our arse off and it's jux 11 days. moreover it's for prevention. and we didnt ask for the disease to cum. so dun punish us dammit. dammit!!!
haish aniwae i think stuff between nick and i are alrite le. at least i ain't worried. =D haish. stttuuppiiiddddd ssstttttuuuupppiiidddd sars. den i wanted ta go skatin, swmmin, everythang wiv lyk jess kate grace and all. and guess wad? it's sposedly dangerous ohh scary scary. sheesh. bite me man. i mean cuz of this damn thang, pple get chased outta obs, get i dunno wad da hell larh. everything's canceled. now i'm not even sure if i'm allowed to go ballet under da stars. why? oh oh. i noe the answer. cuz of sars!! shizz.
haish. nowadays veh tired. aniwae muh mum went overseas yesterday. and i went out wiv sharon for lunch at. uh. sakae. kwite fun larh. cuz we didn't exactly pay for everything we ate =S but nvm larh. hehe. den uh. yarh went for piano den to muh cuz's house. afta that, i went to haf dinner wiv muh cuz at nydc holland v. and so happened that one of her frens was working dere. apparently she had a crush on him for 8 months. and uh. yarh i muz sae. he's ok cute larh. okok dat wasn't veh interesting. todae, went for dental. lyk i removed my braces? my bro says i look ok. but i fink i look lyk a wabbit. rabbit i mean. cuz my teeth are WHITE now. not lyk uhh...metallic. veh odd leh. but at least muh teeth are realli veh straight now. tho i think it looks fake. rabbit rabbit rabbit rabbit. ahhhhhhh shit. aniwae. den i went out wiv jiaqi. =S okay larh. he's kwite nice. nice to talk to. jess i not u prolly think im crazy. but he dus make a gd fren. and btw. he ish still shorter than me. =X hahahahaz. J1 alreadi k. aniwae he's lyk good frens wiv ty's bro. and lyk uh. he told sumthin abt their family that i nv thot cld haf been true. ahh well. not gonna publicize it in muh blog. who cares aniwae. oh oh and he says tyron looks uh jap. =X HAHAHAHHAA. rite. too bad he ish lyk at obs. carn prove.
haish i wanna go watch ballet under the stars. wiv lyk jess grace and adis. thang ish. i oso wanna go wiv jason. argghhhh wad's wrong wiv me. oh and there's this acjc drama thang. called twelfth nite or smthg. looks kwite cool. jess wana go catch it? details are in muh sch's spd room. i can go find out. ard mid april i think. =X den we can stare at contruction pple who look at us. oh yarh it's at barker. yup. AGAIN. cuz they've got lyk a stupid new building, that every ACSian thang ish held there. ahh well. ok betta run. later.
[why do i try to cheer sum1 up when no one cares when im feeling down. and e person dussen appreciate it. why sld i waste muh time?]
When they push when they pull,
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change,
Can you lift your head high
And stay strong
Will you give up, give in,
When your heart's crying out
That it's wrong
Will you love you for you
At the end of it all
In life, there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity
Seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that
The one thing we should know is
Chorus-
Don't be scared to fly alone,
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door
Its in your hands,
The world is yours
Don't hold back and always know,
All the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for,
Spread your wings and soar
The boy who wonders is he
Good enough for them
Keeps tryin' to please 'em all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there the girl who thinks
She'll never ever be good enough for him
Keeps tryin' to change
And that's a game she'll never win
Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities
Seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing
We should know is
Chorus
In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her own reflection
Now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried
To be something beside herself
Now time has passed
And she's ended up someone
Else with regret
What is it in us that makes us feel
The need to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be
-i luv this song. by Chris A.
[feeling: still worried. but betta.]
haish he finally msged me. but i wasn't convinced he was fine. cuz his tone was rather. o___O ahh well. at least i feel more relieved. hrmmm. lets see. i went tachurch todae. was still rather down cuz nick hadn't msg me den. hrm den i went to look for corinne afta worship cuz i was bored. den i found jocelyn and jiselle there, with corinne. got the costume which looks =X. okaaaay larh. see we dance wiv this colorful hoop thang larh. so i was holding there. doing constant spins ard the room. and apparently it should look veh nice. but it isn't in muh dance. i juz did that sho i can feel dizzy. kwite fun to destress liddat. corinne. the teacher. she was lyk..uhhhh.. are u alrite? cuz afta i spin spin spin spin super giddy cuz i spun very fast. and i fell to the floor after i was done. haha. kwite fun. and i didn't noe till lyke when we went down to get a drink, dat jiselle and joce weren't exactly on talkn terms. which ish kinda weird. but. uh. nvm. oh den i dialed nick's numba for her to call wad. kinda for fun. and she was lyk.. AHH NOO!! den sum1 picked up. and cuz she's got kwite a sweet voice. she was lyk. hello may i speak to nicholas pls? den apparently it was him. and she was lyke hold on. den she started screaming at me asking wad to saeee... den afta that she said. uh juz called... to sae.... hi? -____- she had to repeat it thrice b4 he gottit. den she said. yarh. so cya around. and put down. kaoz. zai. ah well. den we juz talked larh.
haish. i still miss 6L as usual. but i carn do anithing abt it innit. haishh. i wish i got into an int. sch. maybe i wunt miss them so much. haiz. but e 3 pple i hang out wiv are kwite nice larh. eyeballs too. e rest. i dunno man. sab's alrite. yang2 ish kwite okae larh. haishh i dunno. i envy muh angel man. she misses a class dat ish in the same sch as she ish. sho it ain't that bad. and she lyked her sec 1/2 class. haish. i guess it aint as tho lyk i can change everything and go back to b4. and uh [turn back e hands of time.] =X haish. ok betta ciao le. cyaz.
god. i carn stand it. im going nuts. i carn fall asleep. i carn rest my head. i juz quarreled wiv the moz unreasonable and not sensible person. and it was a redundant quarrel. he asked for it. i was worried. and i've got all reasons to. and he's making it as tho lyk i sldn't cuz he may not care abt me, as much as he dus to me. argh unreasonable brat. get a life.
haish. i wanna cry. lyk cry my heart out. maybe it'll help me feel much betta. but i carn. sumhow i carn bring muhself to. and why do i wanna cry? cuz of everything. every damnthing. now nick ish adding on to muh tears. and i want 6L back. it was the class. i mean xue, u ppl will noe that i nv did lyk it when i was innit rite? but gawd. try being in rg. it kills. at least muh year kills. and gawd nick please go back ta normal i beg ya. lyk by tml if u dun talk to me i'll go mad. muh fren who came along will go mad too. cuz u juz didn't act u juz now.... plsssssss.
haish. todae. i wenta watch nick. ok started off. i was late. and so happened, when i was gonna sit down. i saw nick. yarh i was happy. BUDDEN. he was lyk sho damn cold todae. i dunno if it was cuz he was nervous or smthg and i noe he did seem nervous. but it was freaky. jess and i were lyk. o____O and i dunno. he juz didn't talk much. the most most was lyke 20 words. sho weird. den he had this comp. ok larh, he didn't do very well. but it was still fast loh. and again. he was veh quiet and cold. and lyk had to go lyk once he came back. i bot him lyk a drink. see so nice rite. =X not muh point. and a lot of pple were lyk encouraging him and stuff. i mean i cld see that lyk he was upset loh. lyk it showed in his eyes tho he tried not to show it. i dunno if tt's true larh. but that ish juz wad i deduce. n yarh. he barely laffed, smiled, or even talked. kinda strange. aniwae, xue if u read this, lyk try cheering him up larh. lyk i dunno whether he realli felt sad but uh it did look as tho.
haish nvm. den jess and i went ta sakae. food was okae larh. but the pple there haf attitude problems. haha. hrmm den we went down to cine. we saw utt. wha lao he's realli kwite cute in person. appealing larh. but whoa. yeah. didn't getta sae hi tho. den we went out to talk to dan. lyk he remembered jess. doubt he rmbs me. but he's kwite friendly. and jean's kwite ugly k. hahahahaz. dans alrite larh. okok den we lyk made up this rap thang. it goes liddat:
yoyoyoyo dan e man! we always seem ta catchcha when ya hit the mainland! and everytime, we start the band, u're always dere, to play the ching-CHANg.
haha DUN ask us how we came out wiv that. it juz came out. and it was sho damn farnie. ahhh well. took a cab back cuz i was sho tired. kwite broke now actualli. but gotta save up. planning ta go skating during e-learning. wiv nick i hope. =X kk cheerz.
hrmm let's see wad i did todae. im bored sho gonna to it this way.
::uh. in the morning, woke up at... 1030. abt dere larh
::mum scolded me for waking up so late. it isn't late k!!
::uh. had lunch. i ordered lyk the set chicken rice thang cuz there was the veg and my mum wunt scold. but she still did. arrhh well.
::actualli bought barley for the same reason.
::den on the way to "sch" as i told her. she scold and nag again. lala. got off the car and hopped on a bus.
::didn't noe where the bus was going, but sumhow ended up in town. sho good larh.
::lyk wanted to roam alone but called cy since he said that we need "catching up" sho lyk he made his way down while i stoned for awhile.
::oh saw yingsze and shuki. kwite cool larh. gaf them both a hug.
::den uh. saw the breakdance thang. not as gd as i thot it'll be. but aniwae. yarh. still zai larh.
::wanted to watch movie. budden no gd shows.
::hmmm. juz lyk walked ard. ate sum stuff. went to hmv to test cds.
::sugababes one was kwite good.
::den i had icecream and stuff. uh yarh den contacted jess if she wanted to go back.
::and yeah she did. sho left town? haha but in the mrt station. was veh farnie.
::we missed 3 trains cuz we didn't lyke the "look" of it. hahahahhaz. ahh wel. we ARE crappy.
::aniwae den decided where and when to meet tml to go toa payoh.
::den i told her to get off at clementi sho we cld talk more crap.
::ha but there wasn't her bus. ahh well
::den i had muh dinner 11. zai rite? and now i'm gonna sleep. ciaoz.
haish. i got sho pissed off wiv muh aunt todae, i almoz threw lyk a chopstick at her. gawd she's irritating. aniwae. afta lyk writing the entry i wrote yesterday. i muz say, i feel much betta. lyk it's all out of me. whether e rg peeps will take offense. that's another matter. ahh well. i can't wait for saturday. nick told me he prolly wunt be able to win e events on saturday. goo dude!! i trust u can do it! u crazi person who does everything well! hahaha. aniwae. war started this morning.. haha. america's juz lyke plain stupid. aniwae. i dun lyk talkin abt wars and stuff. i mean moz of the time. it's the innocent who suffer. ahh well. chunyee lyk commented on muh entry in his blog. can go read it. dunno why, but i sorta cried afta reading it. *shrugs* hrmm e day started off boring. as usual. i was sho damn guai. i actualli stardeed! haha i'm sho proud of muhself *egoooooo*. it's kinda lush how sumtimes, it's fun stardeeing, esp when u're listening to music. it juz goes wiv da flow. but nonetheless, dancin's betta. singing too. =D hee. yay. there's e-learning next week. and i wanna go escape wiv lyk. uh. jess and all. shauno. well hope all goes well and i can haf fun in a -not-sho-fun theme park. i mean seriously. spore. ish pathetic. i wanna moveeeeeee. but den again. i bu4 she3 de2 my frenz here. kate and all. lala. i'm sho blessed. to haf them as muh great frens, that ish. =D okee ciaoz..
you noe, i was lyk finking. i mean realli, no offence to anione, budden i was lyk asking candice they all whether they wanted to go escape, den i think think think. i imagined how it wld be to lyk go cruisin there wiv them. den i imagined being with muh ex-classmates. i mean yeah wiv hamsie and all will be fun. but with xue and all, everything seems lyk different. it actualli fits into place. lyk it's right u noe. as in it was right and not wad i've been feeling lyk this... 15 months. i guess. even if i were to go to ny, where they all are, it's not gonna be the same. cuz it's still gonna be girl-dominated, and there will not be the guys to add to the laughter. i mean. i realli do feel sad for myself, and the ny culture, juz dussen suit me. it's too... quiet, and.... old fashion-ish. conservative. yes i've met great pple in rg. but none from my class, onli in lyk choir or juz other classes. and it's juz wrong. i mean that ish not wad a normal sec sch person sld be feeling. far from it. i realli miss 6L, no matter how much lenard criticises it, it still means so much to me. i blame muhself for not appreciating wad i haf in front of me. i complained when i was in 6L. and how much i hate it. and despise it, and everything. now i complain abt rg. whether when i get out of it, i'll be happy, i dunno. but all i noe now ish that i've been so stupid. so dumb. even seeing yonglin ish a relief, ish smthg i appreciate. n in rg, pple are juz not lyk me. as in.dey aren't terribly outgoing, nor terribly quiet. and juz take for e.g muh cheerleading. in pri sch. wooohoooo all are welcumed. all are lyk encouraged to join. the more the merrier. in sec sch. it juz isn't the same. it's all abt the outlook, e style, e technic, and the skill. and moz imptly, the intelligence. maybe i'm juz not cut out for the sch, but which sch AM i cut out for? i grew up in an excellent environment, and i usually loved everything abt life. not eva haf i once despised life and regret it, lyk how i am now. and e stress, e pressure from every damn person. i noe i'm not the onli one feeling this. loads are. but it adds on. one thing i doubt ish that everyone ish made to excel in studies in arts. dat, i am. i'm supposed to. my cuzins are excellent in their ccas. one cuzin ish sum zai tennis player, the other, national jumper, or else, sum great vionist. and all the pressure ish put on the younger ones. and yeah. i am the youngest in muh whole family, internal and external. oh and they're all geppers. that i didn't accomplish. well they were disappointed, so be it. muh mum dussen allow me to quit violin, nor piano. while she ish more den happie if i were to drop one thing i love moz. dance. i've gotta be an athlete, a musician, and i dunno. singer? oh. and a trilingual. she dussen allow me to drop french. well i noe it's all for muh good. but i'm goodness sakes 14! it isn't as tho i can enjoy the aftermath immediately! and i dun need all this friggin stress! oh and smthg lyk. dun always listen to music. pop esp! i mean hellO?! i fink everyone noes i'm glued to music. lyk im addicted to it. anithing. from jazz, to classical. i appreciate all damn kinds of music. and she expects me to listen to classical. mozart and all. yeah i do. juz that it ain't muh favorite genre. so dun push it. and lyk since music ish an enjoyment to me, a relaxation, i wanna stardee and listen to it. it helps me. definitely. but u noe. as the newspapers say! and everyone else! listening to music and doing work ish BAD. hello? eva tried interviewing pple who find it helpful?!?! gawd. well juz wanted to sae how much i miss muh ex-class. budden it all links, and they are all connected, in every way. oh and they all say stuff lyk. esp adults. lyk oh u're juz a kid, how stress can it get. HeLlO?!?!?! when u were a kid. ur stuff were prolly juz playing pebbles and all. i mean it carn be compared. uh. aniwae i've crapped enuff. later.
[i really miss 6L. i realli do.]
yoyo!!! harloe!!!! hehhehe i'm sho happy. i muz announce this out man. nick got first for his national competition and now he's in da national team!! first in spore!!! yeeeha. this person siao le. topped the class for his term results, swims so fast. crazi. yup sho aniwae. when i went ta town yesterday, i saw this guy, LeEn, and he looks lyke wah lao. juz lyk tyron loh. i mean i noe him. sort of personaly larh. and he's kwite an okay guy larh. budden it was sho farnie. i mean when jess and i were walking towards the busstop, his frens and him were LOOKING. and it was sho damn cheezy. jess and i were lyke.. uh why are they looking, in this lyke eralli whispery and soft way. hehe. aniwae kinda busy now. talk later.
[dun eva fink it ain't possible to be smart and to excel in yer cca. cuz it ish!]
haish. had lyke this horrid day todae. but before i blow up. lemme lyk acknowledge muh bez pals now b4 i forget. cuz it makes me feel happier too.
kate-muh bez pal. bez bud. bez gal. and bez chum. gurl, u've been muh fren since i was 4. and u've always stuck ard and was there for me. all the time. and we've barely quarreled. u're prolly the onli person i'll trust whole-heartedly. u mean more to me than i mean to muhself. sho yarh. always be energetic n cheery. and may e lord bless u foreva.
nick-haha kid, u're kwite a joker sumtimes. and u always go on dates wiv lyke ur swimming pool and tennis court. tsk. no tyme for gurls who are oggling ova u innit? =P and haiyo, be done wiv ur experiments and plans larh. pity the gurls man. heeX ok. u're a genius and always stay that way. =P nv lose ur charm! hahahaz
eudora-yoyoyo! u ar, haf always been lyk muh beeg sis nagging at kate and i. haha. in a good way, of course. yarh and i'm sorrie if i haven't been talkn to u since kate got back. but we were lyke separated for 2 years and i hope u'll understand. but nevertheless u're still muh pal. and muh 'jie'.hee. take care ya....
bj-i guess he is and is not muh bez pal. ben, you were muh bez fren lyke the year b4 last? and i dunno if u still are. budden u've always lyke be dere, as a fren, a good one, lyk juz talkin to me at times. and yup. i dunt think u noe u do mean smthg to me but yarh i hope u do now. sorrie abt wad happened during exo. *ashamed.* ciaoz.
wheee those are muh bez frens. =D okee now i shall get on wiv wad happened today.
wah lao i tell ya ar. patrick loo can juz go n lyke DIE k. i mean i didn't do ani damn thang at the start of the class. and he was lyke screaming at me. i totally rolled muh eyes at him. den b4 we danced, i was lyke drinking water,den he was lyk making this sick face. i got kwite pissed off and i threw muh bottle to the floor.. den he went lyke. wah ATTITUDE HUH!. and his "attitude" was the super duper duper duper singlish type. ok den we danced danced danced, i was lyke saying. oh wad a suckup. and all. i mean wth. u're a damn teacher, u're there to wad u call lyk teach. and not scream at ur students. i mean i get scolding juz cuz i wanna dance every week. and when i get there, doing wad i love moz, i get screamed at. gawd i realli felt lyke crying. how ignorant those brats can be sumtimes and not to mention unreasonable. singaporeans are totally un civil and i dun think she sld be called sum paradise place. the pple here. are juz gross.
you get me high` 12:20 AM
yoyoyoyoyoyo!!! hahahaha i'm sho happy!! i went for exodus todae. and it was good! oh ok. at first, my fren and i saw zhi jian. well we noe him from tyron's web but yarh. not personally. budden we KEPT seeing him. and i fink he thot we were stalking him.lyk please lah. u? hahaahz oh and he's a pref.. -____- it isn't lyk he's ugly or smthg? but he juz seems kinda proud. aniwae. yarh den we went to lyk the seats, which were upstairs.. kwite good. sho i got seated. n i happened to look back cuz the pref led me to the wrong seat. and voila! bj was lyke up there! i was lyk// -______- uh oh. den ok i needed ta get lyk a drink. budden dunno why i didn't lyke dare ta sae hi to him. sho we lyk walked past him.. and i went go go go run run run. i fink it was kinda loud and muh fren was lyke.. uh... and she said bj gaf me lyke the look lyk, eh why isn't she talkin to me. smthg liddat. cuz i juz ran... RUN FOREST RUN!! haha that didn't juz happen. den afta that i felt sho damn bad. i didn't even haf the thirst to buy lyk muh drink animore. den jess lyke caught up wiv me and told me lyke the look on bj's face. yarh sho i went back up...(afta much hesitation.) and argghhh he was lyke.. hArLoE... his tone was lyke.. so NOW are u gonna talk to me? hahahaz. den ok. we went back to our seats. and i was lyke looking back, hoping he'll look ova so i cld signal lyke sorrie kinda thang? budden he didn't, and he went outta the auditorium. sho lyk i was lyke -_____- and msged him. den yarh yarh. when the interval came. i lyk saw bj, turned ard and RAN. and muh fren was lyke pulling me. den i was lyk jumping, saying. i said sorrie alreadi!!! and i guess he heard it? and he happened to walk past see. and jess looked at him in lyke this "haiyah" way. and den bj did the same and started laffing. dun ask me why.den wad happens ish i noe this guy called gareth and i wasn't planning to noe him aniwae. budden bj was lyke... oh cum i'll intro larh!!! and i was lyke.. NO. i mean it seems desperate innit? and i dun needa noe him, and i dun wanna. it's juz sho damn daft loh. haish. budden haha i still feel bad i didn't exactly talk to bj. he msged me and said.. run summore larh!. -____- haish. onli wana make me feel bad.. jess u oso. haishhhh. and exodus was good larh. as in u can tell they put in kwite a bit of effort. juz that they were kwite off key and times. ahh well. no one's perfect. and same goes for musicals. =P k gotta sleep. nite pple.
todae was prolly the bez day of the term. no. all the days i getta go out wiv muh ex classmates are the bez days of the term. haha i went out wiv nick todae. to haf lunch and get his sch U. ok we haf lunch at long john when sum weird person came up and took his tray away. and we were lyke. uh..... wad? haha den we went ova to shaw towers. oh and druce was at cine. -____- budden i heard he went home shortly. how weird. yup sho we went to bibi n baba. and oooo the acjc sweater. the gurl's one. ish sho nice. haha i'll go get sum1 to buy it for me. yup den afta that i tried vanilla coke, which dammit tastes lyk coke, waste muh cash. aniwae it wasn't much. den i suddenly thot of lyke neoprint. cuz nick other than the p6 yearbk, i dun haf a single pic wiv him actualli. and he had lyke this strange haircut. hahahahahaha realli weird. budden he didn't wanna!!! no matter how i persuaded, he didn't agree. den in the midst i suggested lyk uh take neoprint then we take cab, i pay. cuz he onli had two bucks. den negotiate on and on. decided that i'll take a cab home, drop him off, den we take neoprint on mondae. -____- i dunno whether it'll happen or not. cuz knowing nick. i dunno larh. =P yarh den being us. we talked kwite a bit.. den laff laff laff.. den go home. hahahz. even if it was lyke wad... 130-3. he had trg. it was still betta than going out wiv lyk anione else. other than kate and da 6Lers. haish yarh. sho had kwite a bit of fun todae. =P ciaoz.
haha i forgot ta sae this yesterday. i took a cab back form candice's place. and gawd. the driver was sho irritating!! i didn't noe wad was e name of the highway i wanted ta go. budden i knew how ta get there and the driver was being such a bitch k. lyk we saw the sign n it said PIE jurong. den i was lyke. uh yarh. that turn. then he was lyke. oh!! PIE LARH!!! SAE SHO LARH!!! and i'm lyk.. uh i didn't noe the name of the highway. den he started going. oh PIE ar..go straight can bring u to tuas!! bukit batok! lalala. and i'm lyke. uh ok... den he said. AYE can bring u to a lot of places ar. and will link to BKE lalalala!! aiyah sho irritating leh. and i was lyk.. wadeva. i juz wanna go home. den he started telling me wad road leads ta where and stuff. UGH.
aniwae. tml's swim carn. ugh. and i haf a lit test, oh and as usual, i failed muh math. again. irritating man. i've nv passed a single math test in this term. sho irrritttaaattiinnngggggg. haish i really hate rgs. not juz the pple, not juz the classmates. but the damn standard. i mean why make it sho hard? esp if moz of us aren't gonna take Os. fricking irritating leh. and they juz make us feel bad abt ourselves. wad's the use? gosh. den eoy will be juz as tough. haish screw larh. aniwae i carn wait to lyk see hu ish gonna win american idol. i hope kim c does. she's got such a great voice. aniwae i've got a lit test tml. betta get goinggggg.
[talk abt dance? u can't talk abt it. u dance]
haha yeah. lionel ish realli damn damn zai. dunno how he does it oso. pat ar. yucks. screw him larh. i mite cum k? budden he's realli got on muh nerves. haish aniwae. had a battlefield trip todae. *YAWNS* sho damn tiring k. VERY VERY tiring. go here go dere. shoot me larh. these kinda stuff oso want us to do. the bez time was in the bus btw. urgh. den dunno sae wad ceremony thang. made my mum wait, in the end, i had to use muh own pocket to money ta take a cab back cuz it was faster. sigh. and why on earth would u wanna bring 7 classes to a damn cemetary, when there's spose to be PEACE. i muz admit fort canning was kwite interesting, and the rest. bleahs. sho dammit tiring, gonna sleep le. cyaz.
why ish every damn entry in caps!! ARGH! forgettit.
haish. juz now wen i was at the com lab, chris slatter, muh science teacher, was sittin' next ta me.....and he was sitted in between two or three other gurl teachs. i mean he got there first, den they joined him. desperate? or wad? haish, and we're having sum werid battlefield trip thang tml, from 8-5. shoot me man. seriously. aniwae yarh jess, if u're reading this. i dowanna go for dance on sunday larh. kinda wanna go out? haha wanna cum? den get grace, adis.. and lionel? =| i dunno larh. that guy's too busy with either being too enthu or flirting wiv olivia. =P haha. too bad he's lyke this veh gd dancer. ahh well. everyone wld kill to haf his talent. =P that reminds me. i can't rmb his website. do u? gosh i cant wait for the hols ta cum. den i can go out and haf fun. hoping ta go out lyke everyday, den at nite, cum home ta stardee. that'll be life. wanna go out wiv nick. but i'm spose to dao him innit? aniwae yarh. confusing. cyaz.
[dance ish the hidden language of the soul]
sharon. do me a favour and juz shuddup tryna say that u're one of da cough cough ones. i mean pls loh. much that i dun fink lyk zan sit and uh lianne ngoi's chio, they'll win the miss spore universe loh. i mean seriously. they are realli diu lian. still haf da face to try competing.. tsktsk. freak man. tchs guys. are losers, retards, and juz freaks. god. i'll cum back to this later.
im bored. -yells ov boredom- ugh. i juz watched miss spore beauty paegent. -PUKES- as in seriously? if u were to grab anione in the streets of lets say. australia? they'll look TONS betta than half the damn population ov spore. seriously. i mean they juz look lyk shit. the bernice wong tall anerexic shit? her shoulders lyke lyk too broad for her body, shes too tall, and she looks lyk a freak. yup. and there're one more... carn remember her name. oh ugh. her outlook ish realli juz gross. seriously. i mean spore's standard ish bleahs low. haish muh controle tml, DIE larh. aniwae mj's thang tonite. haha can't wait to see that weirdo. k.
haish. lemme see wad i can talk abt. okae todae i went for church, and lao yu bought mi a bday cake! awww sho shweeet. hahahaaz. budden the thang ish dat, jason, didn't look lyk a rambutan todae!!! HAHAHA! i dunno whether it's good la, budden it's definitely not THAT revolting. yup well sho afta that, i went for dance. wtf man, pat was being sho dammit bitchy it pissed everyone off. other than e NTU pple who were lyke there, and they were SUCKING UP. sho pat concentrated on dem and we ended up getting scolding. frick lar. i'm lyk sho not keen ta go for dance animore cuz pat realli has pms. as in realli. he ish realli realli irritating when he's in a bitched up mood. and u can't realli predict when he's gonna b liddat. ugh. aniwae i've got controle tml, french CA.. sheet, dunno how ta do, sho beta go stardee. cyaz.
[daNCE ish an attitude]
As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever,from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever
Chorus:
You don't miss your water 'till the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water till the well runs dry
As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painfull times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever,from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever
Chorus
For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever
Chorus
You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'till the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around start cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'till the well runs dry
------> zai song. by craig david, you dun miss ur water.
haish. todae, had lyk a super long day. morning had founders day, and it was realli rather boring other than the pianist performance thang and when VIP performed..(vocally in power). den afta that. had lyk cheerleading till abt... 1230? wah den my feet hurt lyk hell. moreover afta that, went shopping until bible stardee started.. which was at 4... kao. den i ate marche and mrs field. kwite shiok. aniwae my bible stardee was at lyke ps? and my mum was lyke shopping ard in daimaru, got sum lush stuff. budden the highlight of that 'trip' to daimaru, kinda left me disgusted. well i was shopping at one side of the floor and my mum on the other, and i walked past U2. and i saw this tai tai, shouting at the maid, asking her to make sure her daughter dussen run ard and dun let her do everything she wants. WHILE she shops for clothes. and i mean.. the maid, carn be older than 20, while she runs ard with that ignorant kid. i mean i can't blame the kid cuz she's still young, budden if the employer noes it's gonna be liddat, DUN BRING E KID OUT! and therefore making the maid being lyk sum sorta tool. urgh pisses me off. when i was younger, my mum nv made my maid do stuff liddat. if this sorta thangs carry on, there're gonna be murder happening k. seriously, the maid will get lyke rebellious and who noes wad wld happen. haish. retarded sporeans, no moralle. aniwae. i saw guiyi cheerleadg todae. argghhh she's lyk such a great dancer, she sldn't waste her talent on cheerleading. lyk realli loh.. wad t!a!r!b!e!t! tarbet tarbet! lalallaa... awdeva larh. guiyi's not the type, and neither are moz ov muh dancerz. aniwae, i'm dead beat. betta arrange a date wiv muh pillows. ciaoz
[dance ish a delicate balance between perfection and beauty]
yucks. i can't believe i lost muh voice.. i LOST IT.. wen i talk, nuthin cums out, i hope it'll get betta tml. haish tml haf founders day, and there WASN"T a damn half day todae. rg's crazi. budden luckily we'll haf a holiday soon. :P cuz of da Os... aniwae afta founders day, i've got cheerleading wiv evelyn, ALONE.. gotta teach her the dance den she can teach da rest of da pple. haha we'l be lyk uh. 2 hadley cheerleads in the midst of waddle and tarbet. yucks. haish. todae, i was lyk so quiet in class, and i climbed the stupid rock wall? gawd shoot me. i climbed lyk kwite high le, den muh hands slipped. well it ain't surprising cuz muh hands were so damn damn tired. and suan. and when i got down, i cldn't grip anithing properly.. haish. sho irritating. i'm lyk realli reluctant to go for founders day tml, hafta wake up at 645 k!! den i've got lyke this looonnngggg daayyyy waiting for me. haish. i wunder if i pon, will i succeed... but it ISH founders day.. they WILL take attendance innit? haishhhhhh. aniwae i prolly will b going out wiv nick tmr.. at least i hope so.. havent seen him since... last saturday.. den we can take neoprint again.. haish that reminds me.. van ar van. ur bf looks different in every damn foto leh.. hahhahaz.. zhen de bu xiang wo yi qian de.. tsktsk..
wheee. i finally got pass muh math test. wasn't that hard. other than one friggin qn. this was lyke the first test i eva didn't leave out a qn. and i manage ta do the optional qn!!! cuz my mind was veh clear abt the topic sho it was lyke EASY. but i fink it was easy for everyone. hahaz.hrmm i quarreled wiv candice todae. i mean yarh i noe she's an athlete and i noe she runs fast. but u dun put pple down when they're not as fast as u.. besides, most pple carn run as fast as she can. but still, they can run. we had ta do sum 8 times 50m thang. and at first when ham wanted to run.. she was lyke sooo reluctant cuz she thinks that ham can't run fast. i mean hello loh? ham can run even faster than i can. and den lyk todae... i haf a math test lyk when? uh. 315. den apparently she said.. oh.. i dowan u to run. i want the class to win. ok firstly. that by itself ish insulting enuf. lyke uh. thanks?? andden i fink she tried to make it sound nice. oh cuz u haf a test later. i mean that came MUCH later afta she said the damn thang. it's sooo retarded. i mean candice, stop looking down on others. and constance i oso dunno wad happened to her man. it's lyk she's so dao all of a sudden. it's realli retarded in the sense that u i noe she tried to talk to me and cover up for candice, i didn't wanna hear abt it. she realli didn't hafta lyke dao me as her solution u noe. sho irritating. haish. i realli realli hate rg now. lyke REALLI hate it now. i mean it's juz so retarded, everyone's a snob and has got lyke strange characters wiv dammit ego. i realli wish i cld transfer? budden transfer to where? sigh..
you get me high` 12:57 AM
hahhaha man i was realli lame enuff to actualli copy out the whole damn story. ahh well. who cares. and uh const. ur entry mite be uh.... too extreme le rite? hahaz. frick la.. i want da exodus tix. but kinda wanna gettit from gareth if he has it. sho i can start conversation. man that dude's realli kinda quiet. aniwae. i'm gonna embark on my taking picture frenzy le. haha it'll b sho fun. reason ish partly cuz i wanna noe how ta put pics lyk as a link and i need pics so my bro can help me. ahhh i dun terrible tavour html texts.. it's juz damn words. haish i'm gonna haf muh math test tml. die larh. hafing it at 3.. den muz rush for choir at 4. siao larh ang mui eng. she's veh desperate for me to take the test.. beats me why. juz strange. and her damn damn class ish juz so boring. boring until can die those kind. if we can stay awake, MIRACLE. aniwae i still fink i'm gonna fling it aniwae.. i studied muh arse off budden i juz looked thru muh books juz now, yi1 qiao4 bu4 tong1.aniwae yarh.. stupid eqs.. i think i carn watch charmed liao. sigh
lamisticated story. we did this for english.
e 10.30 bus to Kumily failed to appear, Everybody expected it to appear but it didn't. The information desk clerks shrugged at us and said it had most certainly left in our direction. Why it had never reached us was beyond them, and they seemed to haf very lil idea of what was going on in the rest of the bus station either.
we had three long hours till the next bus to observe this confusing terminus, and we cldn't make head or tail of it. Scored of different buses were arriving and departing all the time and each one, as soon as it drew up, was surrounded by a melee of Indians trying to guess where it was going, None of the buses had any destination posted, so the potential passengers were reduced to leaping up and down outside the driver's compartment sounting for information. By the time they had got it and had realised that this was indeed their bus, it was too late as the bus had left. There was not one bus which stayed in the station longer than thirty seconds. Indians trying to board these restless juggernauts were sent flying, briefcases, badded and all, back into the dust. With a crazed blast on the airhorn and a screech of burning rubber, one bus after another tore out of the station.
our long wait was made even more tedious by the arrical of a loquacious old Indian who gaf us his entire life history, plentifully sprikled wif sentimental reminiscences of his service with the Gurkhas in the days of theBritish Empire.
Our relief from escaping him onto the bus, when it at last appeared, was short-lived. A vas tidal wave of humanity swept aboard along with us. The next four n a half hours were spent squashed lyk sardiness on the back seats, and were absolutely torture.
Kumily lies at the summit of a high mountain plateau and is approached via beautiful green tea plantations, stretching for miles in all directions. With the approach of dusk, their earlier lawn-green hue gifs way slowly to a deep shade of pine. It was while i was leaning out of my window to observe this that the five Indians sharing my back seat toppled ova lyk a row of dominoes, each one asleep. I spent the rest of the journey helplessly pinned to the window.
At Kumily, we booked into the Lake Queen Tourists Home. It had a "luxury" restaurant downstairs but when we went down for supper, it was completely empty. We split up to search parties out for the waiter but we cldn't find him. Giving up, we went out into the street looking for another restaurant, onli to find that the whole town suddenly went black. A nearby magnetic storm caused a total power cut.
Later, we tried the restaurant again. Things start well enough. Kevin ordered fish and chips and began to enjoy himself finding the usual spelling errors in the menu, Then the waiter came back again. He had forgotten Keven's order.
He took the order again but then reappeared a few minutes later to sae that he had forgotten it for a second time. These consistent attacks of amnesia, however, did not disturb Kevin as much as his major crime, which was not serving a beeg enuf portion of chips and giving him a small black object masquerading as a fish fillet. "what's this?" Kevin asked, snaring dangerously at him
"It's fish and chips," answered the waiter.
Kevin swept up the plate and marched into the kitchen. "I want the complaints book," he told the harassed-looking manager.
"So sorry," said the manager. "I am not having a complaints book. We are not having complaints here."
Kevin thrust the plate at him. "Then gimme more chips," he said, "and you can replace this excuse for a bigger fish- a piece that's not burnt lyk this one."
Very politely, the manager demurred, saying, "fish not burnt."
This got Kevin going. "oh yes it is,"he raged, sweeping the offending cinder off the plate and waving it under the manager's bushy moustache for added emphasis. "This is a burnt fish."
"No,no" protested the manager, recovering the fillet from Kevin's hands. "It is burnt on the batter, i agree, but the fish inside is, most respectfully, sir, unburnt."
He passed the fillet back to Kevin, who stamped his foot and shouted. "this fish is bloody burnt!" before flinging it at a nearby waiter, The charred ember of fish was now rapidly going the rounds, being passed, thrown, fingered, dissected, picked at, tasted and returned to the cook, his assistant and a trainee waitress. Kevin waited until the fish had returned to him and then brandished it dramatically in the air, As the manager stretched out his hands to state his case, Kevin decisively deposited the burnt fillet in them and stormed off into the nite.
Stumbling back into out dark room, we could hear the bussing of mosquitoes. We went to bed. It was still pitch-black outside. All was silent. I closed my eyes. Long mintues passed. Then, Kevin's voice shattered the silence. "I can hear a mosquito," he announced. "I got undressed for bed, but now i'm getting dressed again." The lights came on a few seconds later.
I turned to look at Kevin. He had turned the fan on full blast, so we were pinned to our beds, and his body was now swathed in three layers of clothing and smeared with thick yellow mosquito repellent. Surrounded by a glowing circle of smouldering mosquito coils, his bed looked lyke a funeral pyre. On top of it lay Kevin, his arms peacefully folded over his jaundiced, over-dressed body, looking lyk a recently deceased eskimo.
wad a super lame story..... HAHAHHAAZ.
you get me high` 10:36 PM
haha okee. done. much that i dun lyk muh bro to b sitting in front of his damn com every single minute. he's a gd bro. teaches me stuff i dunno... and he's a genius too. ahh well. lemme be a gd sista and brag abt muh bro. =P well he's lyk super zai. realli veh zai. he's lyk the captain of da spore's national debating team and he's wad.. 18? super cool leh. he's going ta peru in august. to represent spore. hrmm. wad else. oh yah.. in the countless debates he has participated in. 90% of them, he won bez speaker. den oso da judge for da julia gabriel debating comp. it's lyke inter sec schs. sho funky k. hahahaha.
haish aniwae i've put in all da links dat i can think of for now. i realli cant remember ani others. yup. i think i might hafta do e retest for the math test and i realli eralli FEAR it. i mean it juz lyk totally sucks k.. lyke REALLI sucks. i hateeeee the equation thang and i can nv gettit.
hahaha i went ta constance's blog and errr she lyk immitated the convo between lucy and nick during muh bday party thang. and it's lyk sho farnie. lucy, i dun realli noe her. she's jiselle's bez fren, and how did i noe jiselle? it's one beeg circle. yup. and it was, according to const, a realli flirty convo. well at least on lucy's side. man. i mean she reali sldn't bitch abt sum1 she doesn't noe? aiyah but heck larh. her opinion. and nick was lyk so blur until i told him that she was hitting on him. heehee. and again, another blur look. aniwae at least nick turned up. prolly the person i'll change the party for if he cldn't make it. kate too. they are lyke muh bestest frens, and they're sho damn nice. rawks man. heehee. and yarh. so cheezed up k. he had a sorethroat so he cldn't eat the bbq stuff.. HAHA. i feel lyke a sadist, but nvm larh. and den when i was lyke realli tired, at abt 930 liddat. he was laffing at me k. *humph* haha. aniwae i think id betta go ta bed larh. ciaoz.
haish i realli hope this works. muh blog keeps hanging on me.. either dat or i'm juz super impatient cuz the page nv gets loaded properly or something liddat.kwite irritating. aniwae. i'll update when i'm done wiv the tag board.
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