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sigh. havent been blogging, but EXAMS ARE OVAAAA. =))
well. some stuff happened during this week. had to hold my... my.. depression... for like. five days? welllll, i guess i've been hurt quite thoroughly, that suddenly, it dont feel so painful. contradictory, thats what happens when something just cuts u right, down, the middle, and u're helpless. all i could do was scream at him. (note. that 'him' aint the usual him i talk abt) i screamed, i shouted, and i screamed again. he wanted to change his mindset, and to correct what he said. thought abt it and its like. he was so reluctant, why bother. and besides, i'd always be vulnerable to stuff like that that's gonna happen. only thing is that it happened between me, and one of my dearest friends. so now, i sorta lost my self control, my sanity, AND my someone so dear to me. just. great. innit. allll that ive been asking for, is just for someone, infact, all my close friends, to not be like him, but i guess... stuff do happen. he used to tell and confront me on how he thinks nick doesnt treat me the way i treated him. and that he thought it was stupid of me. but i guess i didnt mind. but when it came to him, i just couldnt do that. i hated the thought of him, the thought of what he did, and just feeling how i felt. i wept, cried, did everything that i wished might make up for that emptiness in me. but. it didnt work. it never does. and to think i always thanked the Lord that i had such a GREAT friend. i guess everything was dashed. maybe i deserve it. maybe i dont. sigh.
haha. rob's leaving, had his last class just now. thank goodness i had john and glenn to keep me company just now. or else i'd probably had gone home, and felt all gloomy and sad. ohhh well. oh glenn, if u're reading this. i like ur shirt! haha. prettie nice. =)
oh welllss. going for bs tmr, then to west coast park with. kates. AhErm. haha. yeayea. better run now i guess. =) cya.
"Shards of me, too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter. But big enough to but me into so many pieces."
ciaoz!
one more week to go. after this week, it's F.I.N.A.L.L.Y my break time. after eons i tell ya. sighhhh. but im just so afraid that i wont do well, i wont get into rp, and it'll be sucha blow. lets hope the marking aint strict. lets hope i studied the right stuff, and the right way. AaArRgGhHhH. danm stresssfulllllllll. okok shall blog next time. gotta go mugg.. again.. haish.
hmm. i saw the article. "Laments of a girl from RGS"
im not gonna write out a whole letter rebutting whatever they said. but ive just got some stuff ta say.
As said, that rg girl was prettie much a student of the sch in the mid-80s. and such, i believe there had been many changed since then, esp as the generations switch, and pple tend to be a lil more open-minded nowadays. and there're many changes regarding the education system, namely the new throughtrain prog.
There's one very last thing i'd like to clarify, is that if the papers, and author of that article, feels that mg or scg provides a more... well-rounded education. then they must be really wrong. as rg's academics have always been pretty strong, i must say that theres no lack of different kindsof cca-s. aesthetics programme, and in fact, it IS an all-rounded sch, esp since they excel in academics. that makes it strong in cca, and academics. this does prove that it does provide an all-rounded education, doesnt it?
i woke up realllllyyy early this morning to go for piano. on the way back, on the overhead bridge. it looked down at the cars, moving ever so quickly. it makes me wonder how fast life in spore moves, really. everyone seems to be in a rush, a hurry, and they never stop by to appreciate whats ard them. its a waste. dont cha think? the place we live in's like so.... urban-ized. so commercial. other than one's job or education, i dont believe one'll stop by a park and..smell the flowers for eg. just to break away from the traffic of life, and to see for oneself what God really made for us. pity, pity.
as taken frm vanessa's blog.
filiae melioris aevi
Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
To find that you're not there
I wake up every night
To see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight
I never seem to win
I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
Oh baby, so I can let you go
I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To save what's left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity
wow. its been eons since i blogged. no mood larh. sorrae. kay.
shin's concert
haha. it RAWKED big time. my voice got so sore i couldnt fall asleep, cause everytime i swallowed, my throat would just like. die. haha. but its so damn good. rock concerts are the best to go to yeah. but im still dying to go for blue's. well, there were like spesh guests. tony(HAHAHAHHAHA TONYYYYYY) sun, the 5566 guy. cyndi, whoever she is. and TOROOOO!!! haha. im madddddd bt torooooo. haha. this chinese craze will fade in a sec larh. but im still on it for the time being. TORO"S SUCHA BRILL DANCER, MY GOOOOOODNNESSSSSS!!!!!! its like. LUSH. -swwwooooonnnssss- the papers said lead singer, shin, had a 24k golden voice. WOOO. i totally agree. his voice is so clear, so distinct. chris looked soooo hooottttt~~~!!! tomi looked sooo gooood toooo!! and xiao huaaa!! =)))) hahahha. kk done wiv that.
sunday
mm. went for service. kate did the puppet thing. HAHA. so farnie. rawks k. mm. it was jings bday wasnt it. haha. then after service, rushed to e airport to send ling off. wah. zai. she thought the flight was 11 something. when it was actually 1+. haha. oh yeah. ah jay came for service. hahahahhaaha. -lips sealed- kayyyy.
yikes. i cant think of anything else actually. hummmmmmm. okay lar. leave it to next time. =)) ciao.
heyho. wow. im kinda getting hooked onto friendster. its not how it shud go. haha. okay nvm. its been boring these few days. just keep muggin just keep mugging~~
aniwae, im prettie much dying to watch a movie. with whom, everybody knows. but becuz of my stupid mugging fest, everything has to be postponed to december! and that's not fair! cause that means i only have one month, when everyone has two months! -.- shite.
somehow, ive been dreaming that im in wales. kate. dont ask why. with da cool sand and the bluuuueee bluuuueee sea. oh. i also dreamt that i was lee's best bloke man! =PpppppPPppp rawks muh world. u noe, id better continue studying yeah. cya.
kk. look at my new layout!!!! soo coooll!! made it myseellffff. with ling's frontpage. okok. TESTIMONIAL. thanks for letting me use the paint to do my abstract crap art. and the frontpage. soooo coolll!! then helping me correct the html, so it workss!! YEAH!!!!
okko. came here for.. uh.. physics tuition. quite cool. but didnt do much. =\ just sit ard the slack like shit. hahahhahaahahah. okok. then we went online, chatted with ah lian ah lian arh. okok. i mean yonglian. haha. thanks for everythin man! all the sharing of ur funkay but tragic experience. and thanks for hearin us out, mate! haha. rawks yeah. and KENNY ROX. kyle's so ugly. =PPPPPP kay.
then we went to do my layout! yayyyy. so cool right? hahahha. i wurveeeee it. hahahhahaa. okok. then after that went to awtch holland V. aiyah. it's getting from draggy, to draggier. -_______- damn sian. then after taht was gao siao xing dong. haha. ling was infaCtuated with josh ang!!!! woooo!!! newwssflaa-ash. haha. okay. then we watched halfway. then she started going CANNOT CANNOT!!! LATER jiu4 qing2 fu4 ran2. -___________- stupid. then i cannot see my show le. -.- nvm. anyway. then logged on to my account, hoping to urm, talk to.. him. but that bugger wasnt online. -____-grrrrr. then i was talkin to wu chean and bj. haha. that joker. very kan cheong spider. ahhaaha. welllllsss. im glad i gottit outta him! and now, im the second person on the face of the planet wh knows! ahhaahhahaahahaahaha. =PpP
kay then ling went to blog, and i created havoc with her bouncy ball. SO FUN CANX. ahahhahaahhaha. started knocking down everything. aiyah. but worth it larh. at least there was mention in her blog.
k larh. im done here. sooooooooooo. *pray pray prays that he'll accept what i sae. pleeassseeeeeeee*******
ahhhh. havent been bloggginngggg. kay nothing to say actually. just more of whining.
ahhhhhh. robbbbbbbb's leavingggggggg!!! my teacherrrrrr!!! leavinngggg. arhhhhhhhhhxxxxx. cannooooooooootttttttttt. CANNOOOTT!!!! okay. a lil of an intro.
robert vince. one of the nicest pple in the WORLD. the whole. wide. WORLD. such an excellent dancer, funny, corny, funky tour main choreographer for aguilera, samantha mumba, and janet jackson. and i, we, jitterbugs, students, all had the priveilage to be his student! aqquiantance! frIEND!! grrrrrr.
they told us rob wanted to leave, yeah. but from what we see, he really wouldnt mind comin back. and when we told him what we heard frm the counter pple... well.. like leona or something. it's like he got so damn friggin hurt!! n we all felt soo horriblleeee! jess, adis, and i... were almost in tears man.. seeing him liddat. ARHHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHHH rob u cannntt leaveeeee!! cannoootttttt dui xia wo bu guannnn!!!! that stupid pat loooooo!!! he's gonna like feel so damn highclass again. brrrrr. brrrrrr. robbb u cannttt leaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ everything'll be in a mess, i wont be able to do my turns properly, n im not allowed to crack jokes in pat's classssssssss!!!!!!
ahhh. i think im just gonna cry. grr.
not sure if i've already got this song here, but here goes.
say goodbye
In the years to come
Will you think about these memories that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regerts
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
All hail the Funk!!! You are among the Funkiest on
the planet, so funky people can't go near you
without becoming instantly Funky. You could
break before you could walk, and your first
words was freestylin'
How Funky are you
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omg. everything got deleted. i feel like killing myselfff!!! ahhh no mood to type out whatever again. will do it soon i guess. SIGHHHHH. tmr tmr.
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