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kelly.
haha okayy im bac. erm, i think ive been doing really strange things. i chat wit shi on friendster. leaving stupid testimonials for each otha. go out wit strange pple, and i dunno larh. maybe its the medicine ive been taking for my illness. interesting huh. mm, i think my bills are gonna be damn high this month. i talk on the fone like nobody's business. and i msg like crazee. dieeee. oh yeah, i really wanna know,
1.how some pple can speak properly in person, but when he/she's online, he/she cant type like how he/she speaks. haha. he/she.
2.how one can be tone deaf. interesting.
3.how one can not like music.
stuff like that. mm, been bored as usual. i left the strangest testimonial for glenn. ah crazee. crazeee. kate's going into obs next tuesday. hav fun girl, it rawks. or so i heard since i freggin didnt getta go. oh yeah and jess, YOU DONT BLOODY SUCK LARH U NEHNEH PERSON.
mm, shud i add this person to my friendster? hmmmm. i think ill call jess to ask. okay im stoning again. -stone- -rock- YOU SEE. IM INSANE. yeayea. hope i'll hav fun tmr. hope shauno comes. hope hope hope so. hope we all can hav lunch together at philly's. that place is just absolutely glorious. haha.
A Chance Wit You- Ger [such a cute song]
Just can't wait forever
I knew that you were mine, when I saw you
Though there's no way of me knowing you deeper
You don't even know I exist
I never want to make things harder
No, I never wanted anything more
But what does it take to get you just to love me
You don't even know me at all
But it's true
Whatever I do, I mustn’t give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you
All I know
That you understand the things that, I couldn't say
And forever now, I feel you know me too
Been wanting to know you better
But, my words don't even come out right
Now my head, just keeps on spinning around me
Can you fill the void inside
ahhhh. boreedommmm.
'Cause we roll like the sound of thunder
When it's only you and me
And can nobody take us under
'Cause the rest is history
haha! we roll like the sound of thunder. yeayea. thats stand up, by blue. its got a damn nice harmony, tho its like a rather fast paced song. oh wells. its cool. they're cool. oh yeah, i dreamt of lee last night. HAHA. leeeeee leeeeee. i was one of blue's dancers for their concert. and when their curtains closed (goodness, where did the curtains come from), then i'd be talking to lee and everything. he was like my best buddie or somethin'. haha damn hard to explain here. all i can say is that i wanted to take a cab home, but ended up in msia. -.- and my lee was gone. boohoohoo.
well it was flag day today. and it was dead boring. there were SO many pple doing flag day, it was scary. i mean everywhere you go, they're there! if i were one of those pple in the crowd, i'd be damn irritated. and its impossible for us to collect donations, cause everyone had at least met up wit one of those pple, and donated. and its like ARGH! -.- oh well. had lunch wit ling in yoshi. b4 we even went round collecting donations. argh. yeah so we had lunch at yoshi, saw xun and her friends. haha. kay larh. then i saw ivee wit some guy. i saw derek, but i didnt say hi. okay then we walked out. was going to start asking pple. but thank goodness i looked carefully. i was abt to go, "excuse me would you..." but thankfully i didnt utter a word. i looked up and saw the person i was going to approach.. someone i dont like very much. haha. damn odd. ah well. then we got so sick and tired waiting next to those uluated phone booths opposite heeren. so ling and i went to the back of somerset mrt. quite cool there larh. people were friendly, not so congested (and bad tempered), and like rather cooling. okay then i cant rmb what happened. we decided to move, and we went back to cine. haha. got my toga! but i think its one-two cm too small. ah shudnt be a problem. haha. okay so when we were going into cine, i opened the door, and waited for a few pple to go thru, just so i dont slam it in their faces. but none said thank you, and i was a bit like -murmurs-. so i jus went.... youre welcome youre welcome youre welcome. haha. then this guy was like, oh, thank you. :] i grinned and i went inside. haha. gawsh. i need sanity. yup. so it was damn boring. like probably the most boring 5 hours of my life. we were at paragon there. this guy giving out m1 stuff, made a deal wit us. he gaf us a bit of donation, then we help him throw away his m1 stuff. evidently, he didnt do a very good job giving out those things. and it sounded pretty reasonable. so we just agreed. haha. that was probably the most "exciting" thing. see i told u it was boring. okay ive got guests at my place. blog when i can.
ooh, hope i can go out wit nick on monday!! :]]]]]
signed, sealed, delivered, im yours!
Now there is no sound
If we all live underground
And now it's virtual insanity
Forget your virtual reality
mm, i just realised that my classmates are like HOW intelligent. and even so, they're good at like html. their sites come out so nice, makes me look like some small lil useless doooooofus. okay yuan, thats my word. u've got ur ultrasonic word. now this is mine. :] haha. ahhhh, boredom comes again. got quite a bit of hw, but nonetheless, the weekends are here! and we've got one extra day! ive got flag day tmr, and going to new creation(...whats that? teeenzeal? dont ask me.) wit cy, jess and hopefully shauno dauno. shucks, im damn tempted to scan up the neos i took wit jess and him, but im pretty positive there goes my head. haha. better to be safe than sorry!
okay, im going to start a futile attempt to write a tad cheemer. cause i think e way i write's like damn shallow. take note, FUTILE attempt. meaning it aint gonna be successful, means that im just a total failure. boohooohoo. okay nvm. ooh, i think i just made muffin angry. sorrae sorrae. erm erm. school was normal today larh. changed sitting arrangement. i mean im fine wit it and everything, but i wanna sit next to sophiiiaa. cause she's so cuutee. haha gawsh. i think im suffering from the lack of sanity. [okay kel, blog cheeeeeemly.] okay so where was i. yeah and pey was making damn a lot of noise. and there was one time when i started going yay jungy jungy! and clapping my hands. but somehow it was DAMN loud. and she's like. "kelly, behave yourself." im like. !!!!! OKAY! ANYTHING! boooooo. stupid height arrangement. stupid stereotype. boooo. see told u i dont like her. and i dont get half the things she's saying abt relations and functions. gotta go ask mdm ong.
my class' chinese standard's damn high. damn scary. as in, damn damn scary. i got the shock of my life today. and because they're so like.. profound, it's damn hard to keep up wit their pace. one minute its this, one minute its that. :[ ah. yesyes im bored, i kno. ermmm. we need to hav a cle journal. its like. absurd. as in, its understandable for philo, and a lil bit for lit. but why cle?! retard-ism.
great. im stuck to "superstar". haha. the lyrix are beautiful. well at least... i feel it that :P but it gets a bit draggy after awhile. but it still rawks. and its a great song to sing along too. tho it aint easy. oh yeahhh! american idol has been SO FUNNY! THE SHE BANGS GUY RAWKS MAN. click here to check it out. i still think ryan seacrest is like hot larh. haha. but lee's betterr. he's got looks style and sexah hair. :\ haha. sorry ripped that off from somewhere else. but lee's voice is just utterly amazinnnngg! :]
im beat. im off yeah. thanks for the compliments bt my new layout. teeheehee. :] cheerios.
ive gotta only a bit to blog. cause gotta rush to find more pictures for my lit proj. k ermmmm. fell sick last night. so didnt getta go to sch todae. :[ hav i said i liked my class quite a bit? people there all rather nice. :] lets see... flu, sore throat, fever. feel very paiseh. aiyah, but i cant do anything abt it. doc lim says i fall sick a lot easier cause of my hyperthyroidism thingy. ugh. ah well.
i got the music off my blog, but im trying to get another song up. ha. just wondering if i shud do it, cause it's a bit strange. kay larh. then i gotta put up the archives. :] yup. later!
Long ago
And oh so far away
I fell in love with you
Before the second show
And you’re guitar
And you sound so sweet and clear
But your not really here
It’s just the radio
Don’t you remember you told me you loved me baby
You said you’d be coming back this way again
Baby baby baby baby ohh baby
I love you
I really do
Loneliness
Is such a sad affair
Sad affair
And I can hardly wait
Oh baby no I cant
To be with you again
And what to say
To say
To make you come again
Oh honey
Come on back to me again yeah
I wanna be
I wanna be anywhere you are, oh
Don’t you remember you told me you love me baby
You said you’d be coming back this way again baby
Baby baby
Baby baby baby baby oh baby
I love you oh baby
Don’t you remember you told me you love me baby
You said you’d be coming back this way again
Baby baby baby oh baby
I love you
I really do
omg. theres music on my blog. and i nv knew. someone tell me how to take it awayyyy. it sounds like what i play on my piano. but. arhhhhhhh. i cant find the html thing to take awayyyY!!
you get me high` 12:19 AM
mm, changed layout. got a bit tired of the other one, tho i did make the other one. oh well. im really sick, and rather tired. its the rain. its getting just a tad too much.
went wit candice to watch bball today. didnt go out wit nev kor in the end. he was sick larh. anyway, i didnt hav a clue where spe was, so had to call jay. went to support nicholas lim. haha. capt of ri bball b div. hes quite good i must say. they played against peirce, who were just really good too. agressive playing. rough play. my goodness. they were all like pushing each other. oh yeah, jh was playing too. haha. quite funny larh. and quite fun to watch. but the rain killed it all. there were pple playing hockey in the rain. so hardworking!
oh yeah. apparently, barker played too. and bhock was playing, according to jay. but ah, missed it. ah welllll. it'd been fun to watch.
i hate it when ive got a sore throat and a runny nose. cause whenever i sneeze, my throat hurts. feeling like crap now. ahhhhhh. so irritatingggggg...
okay. i absolutely love my math tutor. she summarised all of what pey wanted to say, in like... one and a half hours. PLUS teaching me joint variations too. and i know every lil thing she's talking abt, not like pey. half the time, she doesnt know what she's talking abt, and we dont either. and besides that, she finished teaching me the quadratic eqs, and simultaneous eq. the emath ones. ay, pey shudnt be a teacher man.
urm, i dont hav much to say really. lemme think of something to sayy.. urmmm. our philo teacher is rather monotonous, and has a very stiff face. when he talks, his cheeks doesnt move an inch, unlike most pple. so u just see the mouth moving. damn strange. then he's damn soft.
ermm, i think im going to run. going out wit nev kor tmr. =P ciaozies.
Lord im thankful for my blessings
Everything that you gave
Times when danger was around me
My life Lord you saved
Where would i be without Your love
Where would i be without Your grace
You didnt have to do it
But im glad You did.
BASIC
[my name is]: Kelly
[people call me]: Kelly, Kel, Kelzo, Kelz.
[in the morning i am]: Tiredddd.
[love is]: Cool.
[if i could see one person right now]: :] slowly guess.
[i daydream about]: him. hee.
[tall or short]: Tall
[born]: 28th Feb 1989
[shoe]: 6/7
[school]: rgs
[sibs]: older brother (19)
[righty or lefty]: Right
[fav. word]: None in particular.. i think.
[fav. color]: Almost all the colors.
[fav. movie]: Moulin Rouge. Save the last dance.
[fav. song]: So so many.
[fav. show]: Friends, Who's line izzit anyway?
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[been in love]: Urm, yeah i believe so.
[lied]: Yeah, unfortunately.
[given someone a bath]: Is my dog counted?
[bungee jumped]: Nope
[broken the law]: Cant remember.
[cried to get out of trouble]: No.
[fallen for the wrong guy]: Yes.
[cut your own hair]: No.
[been mean]: Yea.
[stalked someone]: HAHA. i THINK so. for like... fifteen minutes.
[fought with parents]: Yes
[been sarcastic]: NONO.
[talked to someone]: NONO.
[huggedsomeone]: Yes
[laughed until you cried]: Yea.
[been so drunk you blacked out]: No
[skipped school]: Nope.
[kept a secret from everyone]: No. I think.
[had an imaginary friend]: No.
[wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: Yeah.
[done something u regret]: All the time.
[color ur hair]: Nope
W i T H T H E O P P O S i T E S E X
[what do u notice first?]: Face, Hair.
[turn on-looks]: HAHA. Nice hair. Nice eyes. Nice smile. ooooh like him! :P
[turn on-personality]: Caring. Nice. Kind. Godly. Sweet :]
[turn off-looks]: hmm.
[hair length]: Doesnt matter, as long as it's done properly.
[best height]: 180cm
[best weight]: Not particular.
[best article of clothing]: Collared shirts. Really lush tees. Oh, and if sleeveless suits him, why not?
W H O
[last called]: Jess.
[last emailed]: email arh. Rob?
[went to the mall w/ u]: Cant rmb.
[makes u laugh the most?]: Kate, Jess.
M O R E
[could u live without the computer?]: Nah
[like watching sunrises or sunsets]: Absolutely adore it.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional.
[trust others way too easily?]: Absolutely.
[is cheerleading a sport?]: Yeah.
[last time slept with stuffed animal?]: Alllll the time.
[bedroom carpet]: No carpet.
[would you shave ur head for $5000]: Nope.
[age for marriage]: Havent thought of it.
last film seen in theatre]: Peter Pan. LUSH.
[what do you eat for breakfast?]: Anything.
[bedtime]: Any time im tired.
F i N A L Q U E S T i O N S
[i love]: him.
[i miss]: him. and someone else.
[i fear]: lost.
[i need]: errrr. happiness?
[i wonder]: when he's coming back.
[how do you know it's love?]: I dunno. Feels like it, babe.
[i need to]: get over him.
ooh. boredom. ahhh. hee.
this is for u, ling.
you know, sometimes i really wonder whats going thru ur brains? cause much that u mean so much to me, half the time, i dunno what u're thinking. what i wrote yesterday, had no bit of intention to go against whatever u've told me. ur reasons, at least. i wasnt in a good mood. and i said nothing, but to just be upset abt the whole situation. is that wrong now? i didnt even say something against u. and what has backstabbing got to do wit the whole situation? yes, i hate backstabbing. i dont deny a bit of it. but why do pple back stab, most of the time, its cause they dont wanna go, YOU SUCK in front of ur face. and i say i dont want that. which means to say, i'd rather you, or one, to go YOU SUCK in MY face. but it doesnt mean that i cant feel hurt? and therefore just make a few statements like what i did, when im feeling like total bullshit?
if i knew she wld lyk... reacted this way... i cld have jux given another lame excuse. may b im a lil more hard-hearted den normal. if sumone din wanna do a proj w me fine la... ged another grp or do alone!
this really aint bt the grouping anymore, just so u know. u think that im upset cause i needa find another group? no. its cause i cant do it wit u. get the difference. i really wished we werent in the same class. i really wished i nv wanted to do rs, or the lit proj wit u.
i'll say it one more time. im not going against, or feeling upset wit ur reasons for not doing rs wit me. even if i was, i cant do anything. i cant force you. im just upset that i cant do rs wit u. izzit too much to ask?!
yuan, jess, kate, derek, dre, ben thanks for yesterday. and yuan, for ur prayer.
everythings so crap. so so crap. i know they always say life's unfair, or nothings fair. but this is just too far. it doesnt happen to anyone else. i realise, like every two days, or more oftenly, im always in like tears, and its just not right. i get scolded a lot more than a normal person, at my age, does. i get a lot more shit from everyone ard me, and everything thats going on ard me, does. i dont even know how to cope wit it. and my mum says its mood swings. everytime she says that, i just wanna slam a hammer down at her, cause it isnt. its HER. not ME. when she's upset, i get the shit. when she's angry wit my bro, trust me, i get more shit than he does. when im upset, i also get shit. its not spose to be liddat. now not even one of my best friends wanna do a project wit me. and it means so much if she does. but she just wont oblige. im just this gross creature that finds a friend in everyone, but its just not vice versa. no matter what i say, it wont carry any weight. even when i beg and plead. i giv up. i really do. i really cant take anymore.
im really one who's taken for granted. im not saying im the greatest friend anyone cud hav. but at least i know, when my friends are down, i'll be there for them. no matter what it takes. sometimes, it hurts, to know that my friends wont do the same.
i really need a friend now.
mm. cny eve today. woke up to go to nyps, and at first the security guards didnt let us in. SO frustrating. and its like so irritating cause we all went to go visit teachers. thank goodness mrs tang came to the rescue. :] well, met up wit ling, merp, xue, glor, audrey, jitwei, songjun, fengyao and nigel. oh i saw marcus lim too. and some other pple larh. and they made the staff room outta bound.... currrseesss... oh. and they said mr ting really got amnesia ish thing. AHHHH.
kay, then went out wit them for lunch at cine. it was like crawling wit pple... teenagers, mostly. alll in sch u. be it sji, ri, ny, scg, all of them. -.- brr. so many pple. rather interesting actually. anyway, we went to watch peter pan, while glor and xue went to watch mona lisa smile. PETER PAN RAWKS. oh yeahh. limmy was in the cinema too! :]]]] yeah and like peterpan(played by jeremy sumpter), was just absolutely charming. haha. he had SUCH cute expressions on his face! and when he was feeling really down, like crying or smthg, it was SO SAD. haha. dammit. why does he look so good. then the female lead looked a bit.. -.- but i'd say both of them hav like such nice eyes. hmm, i just checked it out. HES MY AGE. HAHA. 23 days older than me! a feb kid toooooo!haha. tho i really dunno what the HELL he wears thruout the show. its like... grass. -.- oh well.
then after the show, i went to meet lenard. ermm, i really duno what to say larh. i doubt he'll read this, and i dont want him to. but he said like some stuff that just sorta... jabbed a knife thru me. feeling kinda. miserable, actually. oh well, but its good to see him after so long.
k im going to run.
Jeremy Robert Myron Sumpter is his full name. :]
i DO believe in fairies. i DO. i DO!
okay, lets start from friday. last day at the place. quite depressing, so we just went high in the guy's office. like take pics and everything. HAHA. then we said our goodbyes. then effendy went wit some po po to chinatown point WITHOUT TELLING ME. a tad worried k. its like.... eh guys, where's effendy?! then like i called, she said she was at chinatown point. -.- okok then bla bla bla bla then got to sch, choir, then my mum had to come pick me up. went for violin, then got kate along the way, went for dinner, then went for barkervibe. waaah barkervibe. okay larh, i'd say adler didnt dance too badly. but the other guy. that stick guy. my goodness. like. MY GOODNESS. dancing to "one night stand" by misteeq, kate and i were like... ohhhh... gawwsshhhh. and then we go again... ohh gawwsshhh. we saw jay and we were like... ohh gawwssshhhh. bryan had to go get a drink for us cause we were all so disgusted. okay then its like soooo whadda hell larh. and the next half, i basically just kept quiet, cause i used up all my energy going like crazee (dont ask me why) b4 the concert. its like... kate was like.... whats wrongg witt uuuu. haha. then spent all my energy going EWWW EWWWW AHHHHH, during the furst half. okay then after the concert, we saw jay! and he was being damn restless! and i had such a fun time trying ta "disect" kates wallet, giving him everything. haha. then we were laughing a tad too loud at one point. =P and ooh i like my skirt. just that i think i shud hav worn the shorter one, cause like it was kinda hot. okay then we went, okay i mean i went, a bit high again when we were walking down the slope. oh, did i mention. TYRON LUKE THAM FORGOT MY CHOCS. DAMMIT. okay then we were like.. "IM GONNA GET IN DA ZONNEEEE..." so on and so forth. haha! so okay a bit mad, then kate came over wit me to my grandmum's cause her dad was at bible study. so yay, we bought carrot cake, and brought it over. kate rmbs my grand's cat's name! ahahah! okay then after quite a bit, we just went over to my place, then her dad picked her up. yes i missed a call from my bro. UGH. okay nvm. then da da da we were watching something, then i went to bed.
next day! i was spose to go watch love me if u dareeee!! but yuan was lateee! n the mona lisa smile thing just didnt work out! so we went ta watch CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN. TOM WELLING LOOKED DAMN GOOD THERE. HOW COME I NV NOTICED HIM. okok something liddat. haha. then i saw michelle 'long the way. the movie was average larh. quite funny. i think kutcher was damn crazee. steve martin was like. o.O mad. 12 kids. help man. and hillary duff was so irritating. HAHA. okay then after that, we went ard, saw my retro shop. WOO. YEAH. IM GONNA BUY SO MANY THINGS THERE! okay then i dragged him to play table hockey. woo he won the furst round, i won the second. then super tired le. then okay he sent me hme. muahaha. did the stupidest thing ard town, by falling asleep. oh well. then came home, was MADE to practise the violin, then my mum fetched to eudora/josh's place. had de bbq, as usual, i was kinda crazee, a bit high as usual larh. okay it was me jase joce yiling yi en yiensfriend banana lance. and her vs and pl friends. then then josh came by. in sch u. HAHA. hes in trousers already! and everyones like "gawsh josh u look so smart in ur sch u!" haha! okay, then anyway after they all left, he walked me to the guard house where my mum was. man. there was such good wind. and nice stars. n he was like. those are satellites. -.- hahaa. okay then got home and everything, when i was abt to sleep. i got a call for supper. then i asked my mum, she actually said yes. HAHA. so off i went wit my friends, we met derek and stuff. and newton circus. they were so energized. yeah then i fell asleep cause i was so tired, they had to wake me up and my mum cammeeee. :] so good hor. then it was pretty damn late when i got back, so i just plopped to bed.
then its sunday, and i woke up SO early to go to new creation church. AHH SOO TIIREDDDD. and speaking of which, IM GOING TO BED NOW. AT FIVE-OH-SIX PM. :]
jabberjabbberwocky
mm... one more day at the senior citizens place. and im starting to get a bit depressed. i mean, other than the very important fact that i dont want sch, and i wannna wake up later, the people there are so friendly! and so nice! and im rather sure almost all ov us enjoyed ourselves there. okay actually im a tad too tired to blog it all. so i'll do it tmr.. last day. :[
i just got one of the most amazing testimonials in the world. thank you so much, shi.
when you say you love me
the world goes still, so still inside
and when you say you love me
in that moment, theres no one else alive.
when you say you love me
do you know, that i love you...
its tuesday and its boring. im really hoping jess can get out tmr, so we can go jiggy. cause right now, im getting really stoned after seeing and interacting wit pple who just dont speak the same things i speak. (the senior citizens speak dialect, and i dont know crap abt it.) dont get me wrong, i must say they can be rather interesting, and its rather fun havin them ard, just that i dont understand much of what they talk abt. at least i got to spend the whole time talking chinese today cause the lady effendy and i were talking to spoke a tongue of fluent chinese. :]
interesting facts we were talking to that lady, and we were making fishes outta redpacket papers. then this woman walks past and i dont really know what they said cause i had my headphones on. and josh groban was like doing his AH thang rather loudly, but nonetheless, absolutely jaw-dropping. okay then its like the old lady said this, in mandarin."aiyoh. that woman comes every 5-10 minutes, with that piece of paper. wanting us to dunno do what crap! and if she comes to u at 1140am, she'll come back to ask u again at 1155am." (effendy and i) HAHAHAHA. "and it goes on until lunch or something liddat."okay, by this time, effendy and i are in laughing fits. dont know why but it doesnt seem to funny when i type it out. but im sure if anyone were where we were. HAHA. they'd hav the same reaction.
another guy, from day one(okay fine, its yesterday), he wears tight fitting-ish things. its like... yesterday he wore this striped-pink top, that i promise it looks like a gurl's one. his briefs are like up there, and his trousers n belts like below his undies. HAHA. then today, he wore this shocking neon pink top. yeap, same size, same shape as yesterday's. and trousers worn the same way. (so damn acs dont u think? haha) then when we were having fun cutting paper, stapling and stuff, he came around wit this bright shocking ORANGE shirt. yes yes same size same shape. and the lady's like. in mandarin again, "that one arh, is another strange fellow. ALWAYS CHANGING HIS CLOTHES!!!" HAHAHAHAHA. and as usual, effendy and i were laffin our guts out(okay that sounds bad), and both of us already thought he's rather strange, when we see him during morning exercise, tho he hugs everyone he sees. =\ OH WELL. its quite funny.
well i must say fatigue's got the better of me, and id better be rushing off. but lemme correct myself. the low trousers thing? im not gonna stereo that its like acs. cause ri's got a TRUCKloads of low trousers pple. and pple like liu shiyuan, wear their uniform in a super not-trying-to-pose manner, but nonetheless as cool as can be. :] catcha later.
JESS SENT ME A LOT A LOT OTHA SONGS, I LIKE I LIKE. YOU RAWK!
universe inside your heart,
you gotta let me know so you can be free.
you wanted it so much, but know that its over,
you dont know what u want.
im not at obs. ARGH. i wanna go for obs! nick said its like crap. but thats cause gurls and guys' obses are different! BAHBAHBAH. HUM. okay. so now im stuck in like some senior citizens corner thang. from mon-fri. 9-2. well its a blessing that i can wake up earlier than the rest. but aiyahhh. its rather boring! okay so at least ive got effendy there to keep me company. and huiling and qing2. but still. obs' got kayakingggggggg! BAH.
ahhh. my dogs upstairs.. and its sniffing ard. he keeps jumping up and putting its paws on my legs. or like tugs at my feet. (i think he wants me to go down. gimme a sec.) ah okay. i dunno what it meant. mebbe its for me to open the door. =\ friendsters getting boring. and staying online nowadays kinda boring. and someone just went to china w/o telling me. ah. kk im off.
peace.
mm. schs quite interesting. my class' quite cool actually. yeah. like. cool.
okay ive got some really cool teachers, and some relatively boring ones. math is like. LET ME SLEEP PLEASE! chem's a bit liddat too. but its a LIL better. my physics teacher rox. bio. HAHA. IVAN SOH. wonder how its gonna be. ive got chua for ss. bah. then my eng/lit/cle teacher's rather funky, just that she speaks rather softly, and uh.. husky-ly. =\ i thinnk shes got cool clothes, but ling doesnt thinkk so. ah.
JESS SENT ME MY SONG!!! NOT YER AVERAGE THUG! I CUDNT FIND IT! -HUGS!-
well yesterday was a rather funny day. did a lot of strange things, cause i was like dead tired. in sch and even at home. fell asleep during.. chem. on the bus home. and yesh i missed my stop. ended up at kates house instead. so i gaf her a call, went up to hav a drink. haha. she was like half asleep. =P. kaay larh. then took a cab home. mm. then went home, i fell asleep while watching tv, (it was spose to perk me up. oh well..) then at night. i slept like in one second. dont know why ive been so tired nowadays. ahhh.
we've got this rp talk everyday this week, during the last block. crap it sucks larh. cause they keep delaying. tmd. TMD. hahaha. gawsh im speaking like ching. k larh. im heading off. =)
chill out.
haiz. ive been feeling like absolute rubbish. everything. everyone. sch's alright for now. for NOW.
its so horrible. i saw him, and everything. absolutely EVERYTHING came jumpin back, making me remember how nice he was to me and such. i guess i'll nv be as good as his crush. but thats not the point. i'll nv be good enuf for anyone anyway. its the hardest thing i do, to look you in the eye, and tell you i dont love you. and its not jux me. jay and kate are as sour as anyone cud get. im so upset abt practically everything, i cud just sit down and start crying. ah. it had nv been so depressing.
I think im gonna run. jabberwocky.
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