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haiz. i dont know whether i enjoyed yesterday.
day b4 yesterday. he kinda told me he couldnt make it. evidently, i was really quite upset. but i refused to use the excuse that it was my bday the next day, and to persuade him to reconsider. so i just had to go wit it. unfortunate thing was that my mum couldnt stop scolding me.
so i was all in tears the next day, cause my stupid mom was like. oh. happy bday! then she went on scolding me. like. -____-" what an irony. mm, then i went online. somehow arranged to catch a night movie wit qishen. haha. damn strange. somehow i didnt think i was actually talking to him online. i thought it was someone else trying to be him. maybe i think too much. yup. i really didnt think he was going to msg me, (cause i thought it was him i was talking to.), and he didnt. cause he lost my numba. haha. so he had to go seek for jay's numba. oh well.
went for a haircut n the afternoon. after all the stupid shit i got from my mum. like really, plain shit. sean was really nice, and not to mention talkative yesterday. blabber a lot of nonsense. esp after my mum told him it was my bday. -____-" like how extra right. but cause of that, he gaf me 5 bucks off my cut. HAHA. funny. he was trying to explain that it's my bday and how he's gonna gif me 5 bucks off, cause with the length of my hair, it was spose to be another 5 bucks, or something liddat. but cause he aint excellent wit his english, it took him....awhile. well i thought he did a really nice cut, just that it was a lil shorter than usual, and right now, when i tie up my hair, half my fringe falls over my face. -.- oh well. that gives me a chance to use my already-collecting-dust clips. =\ btw, if anyone wants a good haircut. come look for me. really, really good.
met jess later. she said my hair made my face look bigger. -_____-" [yes i was worried, cause i was gonna meet other pple after her.] isuckisuck. okay yes. where was i. oh yeayea. we went over to cine. to eat. yup. the honey dance finals were on. damn, there was so many pple. i took a peek at the dances, i guess they werent FANTASTIC, so we went in. OH YES. we saw the poser shit guy in the white shirt [as usual]. he crossed the path of jess and i. HAHA. there was once where we were in the cine lift. then it was jess and i, him and his friend. jess and i burst out laughing cause they looked SO POSER. but when we laughed, they laughed too. so damn artificially. there were a few possibilities. either jess and i looked funny and they laughed, [not funny cause jess is CHIO.] or they were just being DAMN irritating by immitating us. then when the lift came. the white shirt guy did this hand thing, and said "let's go". SO POSER SHIT. cant stand it. HAHA. yup. so we saw him at cine yesterday. wanted to go damn near him, roll our eyes at him, and go, lets go. but he looked so.. lost. and so harmless. we couldnt bear. haha. shit we're so nice. haha. yup.
jess and i had lunch at the funny cafe by the window on the second floor. okay not lunch, tea. the strawberry fizz rawks. okay then we saw tat xian(sian? which one?) went up to say hi, then we left. after walking for awhile, we realise WE DIDNT PAY. CCRAP. so we rushed back to pay. the damn pple there werent even like glad that we actually came back. i dont even think they noticed. haish. okay then after lunch, we went ta take neos, and do some other stuff larh. i had to go after that cause had to go visit someone in mount e. at mount e, i got a msg from jess saying she just couldnt get the white shirt guy off her mind! HAHA. okok shh shhh.
mm, rushed back for dinner at margaritas wit kate and family. it was kate's mum's bday too u see. the food was excellent. just that the appetizers came, and the main course took a full hour to come after that. -___-" STARVING. the food's really good i must stress, just that the price was a tad steep. oh well. what to do. its my bday. HAHA. i got this lovely pair of earrings from kate's mum, and a really nice bracelet from kate. oh yeah! i got this reeeealllyyy nice pair of earrings from jess, and a really cute toy! :]]]]]]] yippeeeee! okay. dinner was done at like what. 945? we went there at 7. crap crazy pple. oh yeaH, i had a very good cake there. haha.
i was spose to meet qishen at 10, but somehow i just didnt realise what time it was. so i was happily scooting home, when i got a msg from him saying something like, why dont he go buy tickets first. then i looked at the phone clock. AH IT WAS FIVE MINUTES TO TEN. so i rushed like hell, and my mum drove me there. haha. reached there at a quarter past ten. not too bad larh. but i still felt really bad. =\ well, big fish was FULL. ugh. i really wanted to watch that show. so we watched along came polly. i thought it was a rather stupid show, but i guess it was a laugh. oh. since along came polly was at like... 1140. and we arranged to meet at 10, we had a lot of time to kill. haha. guess what we did! we sat on the couch and talked. haha. i dont know why but i had quite a bit of fun. =\ mm, then he waited wit me till my mum came after the show, and he went to his friend's.
came home and fell straight asleep. haha. AND I OVERSLEPT THIS MORNING. i was late late late for church. AH. forgettit, didnt go. so went to ikea wit my mum and bro. bought some furniture. i got this urm. thing. that is like blue. my room's pink. and ereally, now it looks like a toyhouse. feels like im alice in wonderland when i walk in. not that i have anything against it, but it contradicts the fact that i turned 15 yesterday. haha. AND ive got this pink looking stool in my room too. i mean it's adorable and everything,but yea. PLAY HOUSE.
ahh well. kept getting scolded today. for goodness knows what reason. and i caught a cold in ikea. -____-" the stupid thing was that, everytime i sneezed, my mum would get damn irritated. i dont see the link!
okay speaking of which, i'd really better go get some rest. my eyes are clooossinngggg. leave u wit a song in the cd my bro bought for me! jason mraz's too much food. i think it's cute!
Well, You can say that I'm one curly fry in the box of the regular,
Messing with the flavor oh the flavor that you savor,
Saving me for last but you better not eat me at all,
Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt,
People say that I'm crazy for not moving on to better things,
Instead I'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings,
But it's much too soon to leave this easy life,
Pass me the spoon. Pass the analytical knife,
Cause your about to get cut and get cut down,
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice,
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold,
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste,
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.
Believe it or not I super sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box,
My stomachs smaller than my eyes,
so I went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough",
I didn't listen to what he said instead I couldn't wait to get off,
He said I can have this but I cant have that,
That I should keep wishing I was living the life of a cat because,
I ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast,
Just like you aint the one who seems to be calming the beast,
Now your about to get cut and get cut down,
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice,
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold,
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste,
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate. (come on)
Well if you are what you eat in my case I'll be sweet so come and get some,
I'm so over it.
Now your about to get cut and get cut down,
It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste,
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate. ( come on
(Get up and get some)
There's too much food on my plate.
mm, turning 15 tmr. getting old....
jungy didnt come to school today, everything became damn boring. yesterday.... only interesting subj was ss, as usual. colman chua's really quite farnie. haiyah, im running up and down to do my stuff, not really in the mood to blog.
lets just hope that i get to go out wit him tmr. :]]]]]
spanish!
ooooh. i had quite a bit of fun today! haha.
lets start wit yesterday. erm okay sch, then after rs, had to rush for piano. but i was damn late. and i didnt really feel like going. but evidently i cudnt tell my teacher that. so i called her, but she said just take my time. okay, so i went to hav lunch wit effendy. then accompanied her to zara, only then did i go for piano. took a cab there. i was too tired to go for tuition after that, so i postponed my tuition to tmr.
mm, after piano, my mum picked me up, and i managed to persuade her to drop by jurong point for 5 minutes, for me to run down and buy my hat. so i went down, THE HAT WASNT THERE. i was like how upset. i went to 77th street to take a look. there were hats that looked relatively similar, but just not as nice. so i didnt get them. it was so depressing. i got home feeling all bummed out. came online after getting permission from my granddad, to do my bio. then i chatted a bit. i think depression got to me, and i got a bit high. i was talking rubbish to qishen, but it was quite funny. haha. hes like, GO TO SLEEP. haha. yeah.
okay today! urm, sch sch sch. normal stuff. then met jess after school. shauno couldnt make it, so we couldnt lunch at seoul garden. =( sigh. saddening stuff. b4 i met jess i had a bit of time. rushed to bibi and baba but they didnt haf belts of my pinafore. like WTH. they dont hav the sec four color, nor the sec three or sec two color, they only hav the sec one color. and it's crazy. cause rg aint just made up of sec ones alone. dammit. i didnt bring my phone, so i could barely keep track of time. called jess wit a public fone to tell her i was gonna be late, and rushed down to zara at taka. tried my skirt on, made sure it was too short, bought it, and ran to cine. haha. drama shit. okay then we had KIDS MEAL in long johns. cause neither of us eat the long john's chicken, and the two piece fish and fries were just too much. haha. quite a good value! fish fries drink! with that horrible tasting prawn purse thingy. bleagh. after lunch we went up to kbox for some karaoke! okay not some. but yeah. the lady at the counter said, student rate, ten triple plus. we were like. o.O excuse me? wht's that? she's like oh. $10+++ like. what. who really calls it ten triple plus. so we had to pay 15, instead of our initial budget 10, and we still had to pay for MEMBERSHIP. ah stupid. cost so much in the end.
well okay, we went in, and it felt a bit.. odd. but yeah got used to it after awhile. two pple karaoke's fun! we familiarized ourselves wit the controls and everything, then we found shin songs!!! like the fast and slow ones. it was damn damn fun. we were there from like. 300-640? not bad kay. and we could hear the pple in the next room so clearly [and they sang soooo badly], we decided to immitate them. they were singing chun zai by 5566. so we were like okay! played that song, and sang REALLY loudly. HAHA. actually i just realise, much that 5566 cant sing for nuts. not as good dancers as energy, [no i hate energy. theyre worse than 5566], they get good songs from xiao gang lao shi, and the lyrix make loads of sense. haha. then we did stupid things like sing jerry yan's song. but the video was damn sweet larh. haha. damn fun!!!! gotta do it more often. everyone should go there when they're free. haha.
mm, im still wondering if saturday'll turn out. i've asked his friend to ask him for me, hopefully things will go smoothly. jess might even be able to tag along! :]]]]]] but she might not be able to go. [JESS! GO ASK UR MUM NOW.]
mm kay larh. its getting late, gotta watch JLC. :] spanish!
dubdub. having lunch in sch now. tuesdays are slack days.
started off the day wit math, and as usual, none of us really understood pey. she didnt even wanna explain our assignments furst. so... odd. then we had philo, and it was quite funny, cause we had this strange discussion thingy bout the fallacies, and when we presented. at least, the furst group presented, we just kept rebutting and rebutting and rebutting cause they didnt make much sense. so much so that there was only time for one group to present. then pe, i didnt getta do it as usual. AHHH I WANT TO DO PE. BLOODY HELL. bbrr. then recess. then bio, then lunch now. ahha. slackk yeah? bio was really funny. hongyi kept calling ivan soh, MR CHUA MR CHUA! haha. damn farnie. and he realised he didnt teach us loads of stuff abt the carbon and nitrogen cycle, and he got damn kan cheong. he started rattling and rattling, and speaking super quickly, in the end, not many of us managed to keep up wit him. thank goodness he's got the files and presentations on inet. accessing it now. speaking of which, where are we spose to go for rs arh?
mm, i wonder if i'll getta spend my bday wit him. eh jess if u're reading this, rmb the movie thing i asked u abt? do u think i shud ask him? on saturday, that is. ooooh it'll be damn fun if i getta go cycling too! ahh welll. might be going out wit jesso and shauno tmr. for lunch, then kbox wit jess? HAHA. YIPPEEDOODAHHH! haha. jess, hurry ask shaun! oh wellllllss. dunno what to doooo.
k gotta split. catcha later.
mm, having a tad of family crisis. we can only commit everything to Christ. sigh.
went for funaroma today. crap it was rather boring. saw loads of pple there tho. saw.. jq, tristan, marcus and marcus, candice, steph, seniors, and lots more larh. oh yeah, saw adis too. haha. oh yeah, we saw gareth too. =\ dont know. was hangin' round jess. speaking of which, i forgot to call kate. crap. oh, and i got this bear from marcus. got tired of hogging it ard, so jess and i sat down and played ard wit it. haha.
my msn nick's im falling into the deep black jazz night. smthg liddat. but really, i think im really falling. im falling too deeply into smeone. i dont even know why. jess says it's his smile. e more u look at him, and the more he smiles, the more you melt. but it aint as tho i know this person damn well or smthg. it's confusing. do i even like him? i mean, hes got a great personality, but i'll say it again, it aint as tho i know him really well.
im addicted to you, dont u know that u're toxic
im afraid to like him, but even more afraid that if one day he returns the feeling, im not worthy of it. i know it wont be vice versa, but theres just this...fear, in me, that if it does happen, im not worthy of his feelings, just not worthy of anything. inferiority complex? i dont know. i just feel that his feelings would be so pure, so plain, so naive, and im fickle. see the difference? i mean i really dont think i'll ever end up in this situation really. like, he really wont like me. but jess said she doesnt see that it's impossible. and i guess that got me thinkin. as in dont get me wrong, i'd really want him to return the feelings, but yeah. i think its not hard to get my drift.
I want you to want me too.
oh well, to look on a brighter side, it's the weekends, tho i know ive got quite a bit work, but somehow i just dont feel like doing them. =\ a brighter side huh, ha. my granddad and grandma and mum's at my aunt's place now. it's boring. there's nothing to do. my uncle's cat's sleeping on the bed. its good to be a cat. esp one that's kept. worry free. and it's not like dogs, where they've got an emotional bond wit their owners. cats are just...not feeling animals. they'll leave the house whenever they can, and only finally come back when they're starving or smthg. they cant sense their owner's feelings. cats just sleep all day. do what they want. do i feel envious?
you dont miss your water till the well runs dry.
well, i like to feel. but i guess i feel too much at times. good or bad. someone should really tell me. enlighten me. if one doesnt feel, one will appear as cold, hard hearted. but think abt it, by doing so, u're being smart, knowing that you wont get hurt. or to feel anything so strong that might just make u collapse. but then again, wont life be boring, and unfeeling, and just plain grey w/o the ups and downs? but by feeling too much, u get barred and controlled too much by how you're feeling that day, so much so that sometimes, u cant really carry out what ure really spose to do. a great eg would be yours truly. sigh. i dont know what to do, really.
talking to john now, and i blew up at jq just now. nothing's just going fine. nothin.
a lauryn hill song. ex-factor. it's really nice.
It could all be so simple
but you'd rather make it hard
loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will
is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way
forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.
No matter how i think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin'
it ain't workin' (No, it ain't workin)
and when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
this is crazy (this is crazy)
oh this is crazy (this is crazy)
i keep letting you back in
how can i explain myself
as painful as this thing has been
i just can't be with no one else
see i know what we've got to do
you let go and i'll let go too
cause no one's hurt me more than you
and no one ever will
No matter how I think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin' (it ain't workin)
it ain't workin'
And when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy (This is crazy)
Oh this is crazy (this is crazy)
care for me, care for me (care)
i know you care for me
there for me there for me (there)
said you'd be there for me
cry for me cry for me (cry)
you said you'd die for me
give to me give to me (give)
why won't you live for me.
+uploaded new pix. still under "down". a few for now.
mm, havent had the mood to blog. lemme tell ya why.
maa's were rather boring. other than seeing derek and black eyed peas, i was just looking at lee thru out, fantasizing bout whats to come at the post party. okay abt maa's. simple plan and black eyed peas' performance were actually rather fab. like, im not much of a simple plan fan, but they really got the crowd going. black eyed peas were fab larh. fergie didnt go off! interesting yeah. but what i was really impressed wit, was the performance by gareth gates and siti nu something. haha. okay sure, it was a rather matured performance, where pple dont scream and jump ard stage. but they sang a perfect duet, and i'd say that gareth gates was very lucky. cause if he didnt getta do it wit her, his song'd be so empty and boring. and the harmony was excellent, really. lucky gareth. haha whatever. hmm, lee looked hot, as usual. haha.
okay b4 the maa's, jq and i realised that the post party had an age limit- 21 and above. i cudnt possibly pass off as 21, it's too far-fetched. so he said dont worry he'll try his best to get us in. evidently, i figure it didnt work. haish. i was pretty upset. esp considering the fact that my whole head was just lee lee lee lee lee thru out the whole show. well we did make a trip down to equinox to try it out, went there wit jq's friends, cheryl and randall(randell?) the farnie lightyears guy? yeah him. took a cab down. then yeah we couldnt get in. ahhh wellllll. what to do.
hmm so i just drowned in depression for few days. i mean everything was just so perfect! it just shows that when things just get TOO perfect, something'll bound to screw up. it's like..... like that. kinda upsetting. u know i feel, my life's like a graph. its nv positive for a long time. but when it finally is, it goes right down immediately. you know the alicia key's song, that goes "what goes around, comes around, what goes up, must come down." yeah exactly so. sighh. but im glad the week turned out alright.
i cant rmb much abt this week, only that i think i fell sick on... monday. went home early from sch. skipped cheerleading, which was a DAMN stupid thing to do, cause there are reviews on monday and i REALLY DUNNO what to do. aiyah. the most just get kicked out larh. but its damn degrading. esp when im pat's student. HAHA. YEAYEA. i think it's more of cause im rob's student. BUT IM NOT A CHEERLEADING KINDA PERSON! BAH. mebbe i shudnt hav joined at all. aiyahhh but what else is there to doooooo? i cant run like an athlete, jump like an athlete, stuff like that. i can only dance.... and sing. and stuff along those lines. speaking of which, we've got this really stupid service learning proj to do, that is like from march to.... sept? it's really stupid. but thank goodness the choices there do include the stuff i dont mind much. i.e arts stuff like helping claudia ting wit her artsy fartsy stuff.
hmm, im not staying at home now. going thru some revamp. so im at my grand's place. and thats why ive got the scanner to use. :] yup. will be staying here for a week. only problem is that i cant use the com as often. and it gets boring.
oh yes, i had a rather interesting ss lesson today. i stil think colman chua's a good teacher. and he's so fricking knowledgeable, its damn envy-fying. he cud tell us why the pyramids in egypt were arranged the way they were. apparently it had to do wit the ostillation of the stars, and the milky way dahdahdah. and he cud tell us so many stories behind so many things. haha. really quite fun! then we had choir. --------.---------- exchange prog wit barker choir. my goodness. im not gonna say much cause this is public and all. but gawsh. i thought most ac guys werent spose to look as bad as most people. but i was wrong. dead dead wrong. and they're all so relatively.... gurlie! haha. dammit. shut up. dont bitch in public. AHHHH it was painful to hav an exchange prog wit them. THE CONDUCTOR WAS THE WORST. gawsh. THAT GUY is gay. goodness. GOODNESS!
okay larh. i mean ive rattled on quite a bit le, nothing much left to say. pref invest tmr. still wondering if i should go out. should i? i mean ive got the screening of the movie till 12+, i cud just go off for lunch. and there's surprisingly no choir after P.I. hmmm see how furst.
my bday's comingggg! any suggestions on what i should make my mum get for me? muahahaha.
hmm. solo song by lee. haha. it's quite nice. but it gets a bit dull afterawhile. still, the lyrix are quite nice! he wrote them. hahaha.
All I hear is voices in the crowd
Though they only whisper though they frown
People say "oh its such a shame"
Still they only look to pass the blame
[bridge]
If we can find a way to work things out
The only way to start is to start now
[chorus]
When are we gonna stand up as people
Realise as people were all equal
We dont want no world war sequel
For the love of god think of the people
When are we gonna stand up as people
Realise as people were all equal
We dont want no world war sequel
For the love of god think of the people
Children always learn by what they see
So we gotta practise what we preach
Don't you know its the game of life
We refuse when we choose to fight
If we can find a way to work things out
The only way to start is it start now
[chorus]
When are we gonna stand up as people
Realise as people were all equal
We don't want no world war sequel
For the love of god think of the people.
When are we gonna stand up as people
Realise as people were all equal
We dont want no world war sequel
For the love of god think of the people.
I pray before i sleep at night
That i'll wake to find a clear blue sky
When are we gonna stand up as people
Realise as people were all equal
We dont want no world war sequel
For the love of god think of the people.
okay con't. so ermmm jess and i met her friend, shona, and we all decided we wanted to go to fullerton. like, we figured blue would hav been at a radio stat, but it didnt matter, just go there for fun. so we went there, and when we walked in, we saw jessica toney and kevin! from liberty x! we were a bit like.. stunned, cause it was the furst couch when we walked in. then we took pics and autograph blahblah, then we went to take a seat too. simple plan was like right next to us. but we didnt know who was who so we didnt go approach us, but one of them came over and said hi. -.- dunno man. okay then i heard shona going LEE LEE LEE!! and i was like. WHA WHA WHEERREEEEE????????? we saw lee hopping by, wit shorts >.<, and we were like lee!! picture!!! he's like IM RUSHING TO THE GYMM!! [he was standing on one spot talking to us], then we were like, PICTUREEE!! he was like YEAH SURREE!! then he said gym! we said picture! he said yeah sure! -.- a bit... dense. but yeah, real nice, and real cute. lemme stress that he's absolutely gorgeous again. okay so we waited for awhile, then we started to get bored. so we did something that i dont think we shud hav done, we went down to the gym, and apparently all four boys of blue were there. but evidently, they didnt want us to see them train, and dunk and sy were being damn unfriendly abt it. lee wass crazy, doing his shoulder-ish-cum-arm-exercise even more vigorously.
well one thing i found out, is that dunk's the most fake in the band. and that sy and dunk are really not quite friendly. i heard thats what most blue fans know anyway. and lee's like the really friendly one. but he's got his temper too, but he handles it really well. besides, he's gt the nicest voice. okay that had no link.
okay so we went up, and we saw the rest of liberty X, but didnt haf time to go see them properly. so it's like whadda heck larh. m, actually i cant rmb what we did after that, i only know that just before we were going home, we saw blue again! and dunk and sy were being unfriendly again! and lee was on the fone but still damn friendly! :]]]]]]]
okayokay next day next day. 13th of feb.
okay sch was rather fun, dunno why oso. just quite fun. well so i lost quite a bit of my voice so i cudnt go for choir. i mean i cud still talk, but barely, so how cud i even sing. so i met jess and we went to fullerton to study! haha. of course, wit a purpose. kayyyy sooo... we walked in and we saw taboo from black eyed peas. that guy's friendly too,just that he looks a tad scary. ok then jess and i went for lunch at O'Brians, the food wasnt excellent larh. just so-so. came back, and we saw FERGIE. but crap she was rushing off to buy something. she's like how gorgeous. and quite tall too. dammit. not fair. then we saw uhhh one more member of black eyed peas. mm yeah. kay then we wentt down, just to sit there for awhile, and we saw some stars like in a rush to the lift from the press conference room. okay we saw.... BoA, A*Mei, Machi, Vaness, Urban Xchange[vanessa's really nice], Stacie Orrico, the REFLECTION of mutya of Sugababes, and aiyah i cant rmb anyone else. and it got tiring, so we went up again, jess and i sat down for a glass of ice latte each. b4 our lattes came, we saw derek mcdonald. at furst we didnt really wanna go up to him cause we dont even know who he is, but he looked really hot. so we made our way towards him, and he like smiled at us and like yeah. he was taking pictures wit some other pple, and signing autographs, and hes like DAMN FRIENDLY. probably even friendlier than lee. [but his song.. >.<]. yeah and he was just like SO NICE. SO DARN NICE. he didnt mind posing for a picture for jess three times cause her cam screwed up. then he needed to go to the toilet, and he actually came back after that to con't signing. so he signed for jess and i, and he said jessie was a really beautiful name. HAHA JESS SEE. ahhh he's got realllyyyy lush eyes. okay nvm im going to be seeing him tmr. okay so after him, we saw johnny, blue's manager. and we asked him when blue was coming back. he said they'll be walking thru the front door in half an hour's time. it was like what. 6 already? but we decided we were still gonna wait, (esp when i found out lee was wearing a really nice bright orange shirt.) so we waited... and we waited.... and then i saw this orange shirt guy walking thru the door. wit lee's hair. and i was like. OMG THATS LEE.. so we all ran up to him, but he was in a hurry. i dont think we can count how many times he said sorry, he was just so apologetic abt being in a hurry! ahhh my lee looked even hotter wit his nice nice shirt. so we were like hey nice shirt! aND he smiled back! AH DAMMIT. HES HOW HOT. ON FIRE. then we saw sy, we were like SIMON! he didnt say anything. -.- we figured only lee actually walked thru the main door, while the rest found stupid other places to SNEAK in from. dunk doesnt seem so hot afterall. but lee's not very bright larh, but it doesnt matter. it's cause of that, that makes him so irresistable.
okay so jess and i were swooning on the way home. OH YES I FORGOT. jq called me and he said HE GOT THE MAA POST PARTY TICKETS FOR ME TOOOO!! that means i cud go wit himmmm! and JESS GOT THE MAA TICKSSSS!! shit man thats good stuff. and my mum ACTUALLY allows me to go for the post party. which means i'lll be like partying till after midnight! how shiok is that? but i heard they bar the fans from the bigger stars kinda thing. sigh, i just want my lee, and derek. yup. and fergie. but lee's the most impt one.
okay so i got home, and arranged the stuff wit jq. then slacked abit, did some work, and it was time to go out again. i spent the first hour of vday doing the most enjoyable thing anyone cud do. i went cycling wit marcus and marcus. okay they're both marcus. so it'll be damn confusing. so i'lll call one marcuslim, the other one marcus. they came by at like 11, like just told my mum where we'll be cycling and stuff, then we went off. cycled on the cycling track towards sunset way there, and marcuslim was telling marcus abt the bus parties we used to hav when we were younger. cause he had been my bus friend since like the start of pri sch, and bus parties were damnm fun, but damn stupid. haha. then marcuslim was asking me where yingsze and the rest ended up. apparently it seems that they all went to rg. haha. really quite fun. okay then we stopped by to play soccer. okay not me, them. cause i didnt really wanna play. so just watch. n it was damn amusing. haha. it's so cool that they all turned out to be not what i expected- rather gentlemanly. interesting huh. if i tell yingey that, she'lll be like. HAHA YEAH RIGHT. mebbbe cause we've known each other for too long. yeah so they played till midnight, then we went on to another cycling track that was rather spooky, but we cycled till the end, nevertheless. we ended up at buona vista. from in between jurong and clementi, to there. it was like amazing stuff. then we took the main road way home. wahhh quite long. my mum called when we were at dover. it was 1230. then we cycled cycled cycled to clementi, marcuslim stopped for a drink. haha! using the other marcus' cash. they are very interesting pple. and both of them were like you and zhenghao arhhh... dahdahdah. CRAZY. stupid acsi guys who just dont speak like one. haha. okay then finally they sent me home, after goin up a last slope which was just so hard to get up. happy vday and everything, it was just soooo fun. haha im gonna do it more ofteeen!
okay you know, i think ive talked too much. like TOO much. i'll con't later or tmr on what happens tonight.
i luv my leeeeeeeeeee!
happy vday everyone, happy happy vday.
dahhhhh. okay recap recap.
monday. uhh... i cant really rmb what lessons we had, but cheerleading was atrocious. it's like... bimbotic ballet. and you HAV ta be flexible, or else u cant reallly survive. crap cant believe i actually joined it. and ive gotta learn how ta split, and do really odd things. and it's so like... weak. ling said that in waddle cheerleading, suvien looks for strength. which is remarkable cause all cheerleaders dont hav strength. most, at least. suvien's like under pat too, thats how i indirectly know her, and thats why her steps look darn familiar. but still it's a lot better than hadley's. wahhh plain torture. then tuesdayyyy.... boring larh. i dun rmb much. [its recess so evidently i dont hav much time to think] then wednesdayyyyy..... went out wit jess. we were spose to watch last samurai, but the timings were just damn off. okay then we figured out what to get for blue on thursday, thought we didnt hafta spend too much. well we actually wouldnt mind buying better, more ex stuff for them, if we didnt hafta buy the cd in order to get the stupid coupon. and i think im giving the extra cd to jungy's bro. i mean i dont really wanna get her to pay me cause it's not very nice. besides, she sits right next to me, and keeps me company during stupid boring lessons. okay jess and i had lunch at this new place, suki sushi, at cine. damn crap. it's roughly the same price as sushi tei, but the food was just. >.< rip offffffff.. we didnt do too much larh. had to go home quite soon. met glenn and neville on the way. HAHA. glenn was like looking at me in this really odd way, [and i came home, and he said i was MALUATING. HUMPH.] then neville was like carrying this HUGE bag of comics, he was like dying. but since he had nothing to do, he followed jess and i back on the mrt journey. then he gaf us both chocs as vday gifts cause he said he bought them for himself. but since he saw us, he's giving it to me cause im his mei, n jess was there too! i mean. bought it for himself? haha OH WELL. he's going into army on the 17th. boohooohoo. my kor. kay then i thought i was late for violin, but i got the time wrong, i was an hour early. crazy crap.
mm, yesterday. haha. YESTERDAY!!! IT RAWKED!!! okay was done wit sch at 120, so i went down to heeren to be in line for the blue autograph thingy, and jess came shortly after. then i went to cine to buy lunch over, and we sat there for a short while, then we both went to paragon to get cookies, and i had to go back to sch for choir. so jess stayed there and like yeahhhh. after choir i went to get the flowers and everything and i met her. we were right in front!! so we got ready our cams. at abt like....550, double J said that blue was three minutes away. But it's like, pple liddat are ALWAYS late. then we saw this van ish thing, i thought nah thats just some pple, not blue. but the van pulled up, and lee was just looking at us like really blurly! like LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then he wanted to come down, but he was stopped to make sure his hair was fine. so basically i was just looking in my cam all the way, taking shots after shots of lee, and when i put my cam down, dunc was like THERE. like THERE. like looking absolutely stunnin'. oh. LEE IS GORGEOUS. like REALLY GORGE. ABSOLUTELY SPLENDID, STUNNIN'. EVERYTHING. okay so when they all went up stage, they said their hi-s. and they started the autograph sess. jess and i were the furst few, but we had to stand to a side to get out our coupons, so we were just ransacking thru our bags finding that piece of paper, and we found it in the end, so we gotta go up. dunc was furst. and jess gaf him the flowers and cookies, and asked dunc to be her valentine. he was like "i'd love to be ur valentine!" or smthg liddat, then he signaled for her to kiss him on the cheeks. -.- dont ask me. it was a bit strange. a bit too much of a flirt. he did it to me too when i gaf him the flower. but how cud we lose that opportunity? haha. yeah so we went down, simon just said ooh thanks. ant helped me get the plastic bag out cause it was stuck. and LEE. LEEEEE. i said lee u're my fav or smthg, and so i got u the most things. i got him floating candles wit a flower. so he was like. awww! thats so sweet! i love u or smthg. AND HE GAF ME A HUG AND KISS. OOOHHHH. man crap. you know everytime i hear breathe easy. it's like lee's voice just makes me MELT MELT MELT. it's so cool. k k i'll con't later.
ahhhhh ive been so busyyyyyy. so much workkkkk!! insanity man. mm, its been just work work work these few days. felt like some guai nerdy kid. student i mean. girl, aiyah. just not as hip as kid. haha. aiyah crap im talking rubbish.
hmmmmm, watching AMI now, i think i'll blog tmr. robbie replied my email!
[freakin, functions)
ugh. yvonne han aint here. two blocks in a row, it's just nothing to doooo! and i mean i should be rejoicing, but it REALLY IS BORING. and ive got a math test after this long BREAK. but being me, i didnt bring anything to sch to revise. wonder how i'll do. =
ahhhh BORING. TWO HOURS. okay im going to think of something to type abt. urmmmmm. yes to correct myself. it isnt barry robinson, but barrie robertson, not that anyone really cares abt his bloody name. compared to rob, he's like a fly man. A FLY. sighh, going back to lionel araya. not that i aint happie abt it, but i like rob a lot better. lionel's a bit more hostile to his students.. like jess puts it, he draws a very straight line between students and himself. mm, he opened a studio, L.A dance connection. oh jess if u read this, ALICIA is the co-founder. -.- interesting huh. but i dont know how the fees work, im afraid it'll be more ex. i think members are 13, and non members are 18. and i dunno whether to join as a member or not, cause i dont know how long i'lll be staying there. like membership's a year. more ex than jitterbugs. ahhh. click here to hav a look at the site. haishhhh.
there's this new thing called sprite ice. i bought a bottle during recess. and it tastes quite nice..... but a tad strange. it's like nice and cooling and everything, u get this minty feeling in ur mouth, but sprite's not spose to be liddat! and the feeling like lingeerrrsss. -.- a bit odd larh. haha, i think im typing really quickly. gotta slow down cause ive got time to kill!! half my class aint around, so it's even more boring. charlene and jungy are all at the canteen i think. mebbe i shud go there too. aiyahhh but there's nothing to do there, other than getting fattterrrr!!
oh yeah, erm, i didnt getta blog this. haha. went out wit jq and jess on saturday. quite funny he was damn depressed. and jess and i were like.......... o.O okok dont be upset! you want this? [raises up fishcake], or this?? [raises up udon] hahaha. we were having late lunch at this new place in cine, suki ramen. the pple there are damn nice! they got me glue to glue back the sole of my shoooooooe! haha. crazy. okay b4 that, when i met jq, i saw juice and ryan and gang. haha. damn they go around in really big groups. crazy. then we went to e arcade. do stupid things. played touch screen stupid games, and table hockey. then we hopped over to heeren, to do nothing. wah crap, wasting time cause we were waiting for jess to come down from CHINATOWN. reallly funny cause she called me, not knowing which side of the road to take the bus to town, then its like i asked her to ask those barker pple on flag day, and they didnt know!! HAHA! funny crap! and so she donated a dollar and stuff. hehe. then she met us at heeren, then we went to cine, then we ate, then we talked damn long, then we went to play more table hockey. i wanted to find my friend, so we walked towards taka there. jq treated us to ice cream. :]]]]]] but somehow it kept drippinnngg and dripppinnnnnggg. -.- we made like strange things on the floor. okay we were watching the rehearsals for funkemania. we saw dunno how many pple from our studio, but they all seemed so dao. =.= we were like..... oh. hiii! they were like. oh. hi. -.- in this really sian-ified voice. crazy. AH STOP THE CRAZY THING. then we saw mr ice cream teacher! haha. crazy. [AHH!!] the guy we were spose to go to for funk. th e taiwan guy. he looks...... strange. really odd. then then it was rather late so we had to leave. met my mum at og, and got home.
wait sorry for the interruption, but jess, BLOODY HELL ARAYA"S JAZZ ISNT ONGOING! ITS LIKE AN EIGHT WEEK COURSE!!! SO IS FUNK ONE. only funk two's ongoing! crazyyyyy!!
okay so there's nothing more to say i'd better go. but i'll leave u guys wit alicia foo's profile. crap. she's a laselle grad wit a dip in dance. NOT FAIR.
Alicia Foo
Managing Director
Alicia graduated from LaSalle-SIA College Of The Arts with a Diploma in Dance and has also completed a one year intensive scholarship program with Jitterbugs Swingapore under the direction of Lionel Araya. Since age six, Alicia has trained in Ballet, Modern and Tap. In 1999, She won first place in the Asia-Pacific Commonwealth Competition for the open classical category. Alicia also specializes in other forms of dance such as Jazz, Funk and Salsa.
BLUE IS HAVING AN AUTOGRAPH SESSSIONNN!! SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE THERE IS LIFEEEEE!
hehe. one thing to look forward to this week. i just realise, it's much easier to get by an exhausting week, when uve got something to look forward to. so i'm just gonna hafta keep doing that. keeping finding things that interest me. haishhhh.
ive got this eye infection. im ALWAYS sick. i ALWAYS hav some gross medical thing. i dunno how to hav my math test tmr. when im like seeing red. -.- and i keep rubbbinnngg and rubbbinnnnggg and rubbbbinnnnggg... yuannie called just now, and he said STOP RUBBING! hahahahaa. silly boy. been talking to him a lil here and there only. sigh. poor boy, bombarded wit tests.
sigh. didnt hav a great day today. but i dunt wanna talk abt it. i dunt even wanna make it an issue. so i just went on as normal. talked to the pple as normal.
okay my eyes is going crazy. i need rest. cheerios!
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okay, recap.
yesterday was just bad. BAD. depressing man.
okay i was almost late for sch. and i didnt sleep exceptionally late the night before. ay, but i think nowadays, the normal time i sleep, just aint good enuff to keep me awake the whole of the following day. okay so we started off the day wit pey. it was bad. as usual anyway. but yeah. then bio. we got SO many ws. crap man. my file's like exploding. then we had chem and bio. wahh all the sciences together. can die man. ermm. chem was a bit more interesting than usual. tho still rather boring, and bio was alright. he gaf us DAMN a lot of ws, and my file's like exploding. okay then recess, then ss. woo. colman chua's gay but hes really good. like he was asking us, hmm, i really find it very funny [giggles] that some of my students [giggles] call my miss chua. [chuckles] -.- and im like. are you sure you dont know why? haha. anyway i think he makes ss lessons rather interesting. very conversational. and he digresses a lot. okay then had hcl. bla bla.
choir after school. it was okay larh. sang a really really odd song. i think its either in finnish or swedish. -.- okay then here comes the main point of the day. i went. for dance. and my goodness...
rob left abt more than a month ago, and abt three weeks ago, this new teacher came. his name's barry robinson, an australian ballet teacher. he has the STANGEST set of warmups, the STRANGEST routines, and he's got funny moves when he sways to the music. he makes use of shoulders a lot, and he make it look REALLY bad. he is very skinny, shows that he's very weight concious. and he's gt really sharp features, that just dont look friendly. and he rarely smiles. when he does, it's at the STRANGEST things. its like we're ending our warmups. then hes like [in a very gurly manner] hee, we're going to be done soon. like. -.- WTH. okay then stuff liddat. and he just turns me off. im going for one more week next week wit jess, then im never going back to jitterbugs, unless he leaves, or robs back.
ROBERT VINSON, COME BACK. YOU ARE THE STAR EVERYWHEERE. COMMEE BACCCKKKK. ack.
laterrr.
mm, didnt hav the time to blog yesterday. i know i sent at least a hundred smses yesterday tho. :\
okay started the day wit sch, ended at 3. rushed to piano, then rushed to violin, then rushed to tuition. by the time i was done, it was 1040. haish. busy days of a busy school gurl. yea whatever. kay sch was boring again. today, and yesterday. pey is like so outta point man. thank goodness relations and functions arent tested on friday. cause my math tutor didnt hav enuff time to go thru all. just went thru most of e functions wit me. stuff liddat. she's so bloody awesome. haha. whatever. yvonne han just got started on functional grammar. its borrrinnnnggg. -_______-" and her voice is so... odd. it makes me fall asleep. even at the start of physics, i was like half asleep, but yeo lay was rather interesting, so that woke me up. ahhhh welllll. after school, went to buy turkish ice cream. for lunch. heh. the turkish guy was so cute. he was like.. "ni yao chi bing qi ling?" and stuff. i speak in english, he replies in chinese. haha. [my goodness, i just had the strangest conversation wit lenard. i dont like it. not a bit. i miss pri sch days.] okay then i headed home. really early then. but it was cool cause i just slacked ard. i really wanted to go take a nap, but i had to go take a shower first. and by then, i had no energy to even crawl to somewhere i could hav a nap. so till now, i havent had a wink. really, really tired. thank goodness i dont hav hw, or do i? dunno larh.
okay. if anyone reads this, and he/she knows beejay. do this for me. STUPID BEEJAY. SOBS. yes yes. cause he's being so irritating. doesnt wanna go for the movie wit me and -----, wants me to ask tyron instead. STUPID LARH. U THINK I"LL ASK HIM IZZIT. I HOPE U READ THIS. sniffs. AND BRING UR EXTRA SHIRT ON SUNDAY. YOU'LL NEED IT. HUMHUMHUM.
haish. i think im getting more depressed as the days go by. im getting more worn out, and feeling more down and out. fatigue has got the better of me i guess. and i guess i know why im feeling more upset day by day. haish. its like.... many many daggers being stabbed into me. and the wounds are too deep to be mended. it just keeps coming. you get the picture. is that good enuff to substantiate how i feel? i do hope so. haishhh...
hmm, i wanna know how i did for my commonwealth essay. ha. kay then.
later.
Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
Just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you, come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine
The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe from death until rebirth
You know that this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
woo. nice lyrix. haha.
oh yeah. erm i added this new link "summithigh" its a rather cool cartoonish animation thingy. yeah.
bloody, i still hav chinese newspaper cutting to do. doubt i'll blog today larh.
im going to add this. erm, yuan, if u read this. cheer up. i know u're jst always there for me when im down, and i wanna do the same. cheer up k? everything's gonna be fine. nothings gonna happen. even if it does, things happen for a reason. God works in mysterious ways. and He has a plan for everyone-for you. so dont brood over it. keep praying, and keep believing. :] i'll be here if you need anything. hugs.
later.
ahhhhh. zh's not telling me if he's gonna be able to go out tmrrrrrr.... ahhhhhh. -.- stupid. its always liddat. hum.
and please believe me when i say, i love you.
okay, started the day by going to teenzeal wit cy and jess. gawsh. its scary. they're like SO enthu. well i saw my senior, charity. haha. wearing rgs choir shirt. kinda ironic huh. but who cares. we had to wait for how long to get into the place man. doors not open. like wth. while waiting outside, jess and i were explaining the i suck theory/fact to cy, and the i ask you a qn ar theory. haha! then doors opened. kay then worship, sermon, then went off. cy followed us to millenia walk, then he left. jess and i met up wit this strange kid. who had an earhole. we saw him when we were wit cy see, then he was like "yo whassup dawg." he cant be more than like... 7? it might sound cute. but u'll know more later. so jess and i went up to our studio, to ask abt the new teacher. some barry guy. and he was lOOking at us like we were some criminal. kinda turned us off. [robbbbbbb. where are youuuuuuu]. then we went down to look at shoes. haha. they looked a bit. >.< then we bought small muffins-look-a-like from conrad. hmm, then we went to our lunch place. yes that kid was still there. and he was an ULTRA bother. he was sitting on the chair next to me, and rocking it like nobody's business, and at the same time moving it closer to my direction. and he kept making stupid noises. [awh, it sounds sick huh.] then i pushed his chair back. subsequently, i kicked his chair back. okay news flash, i hate kids. some are nice, but some like these, i really resent them. then he started talking a damn lot of nonsense. kept putting his hand on my chair, and i kept screaming at him. the thing that amuses me most is that his dad didnt care that he was disturbing us. nor the pple working there. we were like half shouting already, but they didnt bother. HORRIBLE SERVICE. WE COULDNT EAT IN PEACE. then we decided... okay, lets just ignore him. he kept going. "I TALKING FOR YOU! I TALKING FOR YOU!" i presume it meant, im talking to u. yeah okay but nvm. then he said something like, oh his dad was MOJOJOJOJO, and he's the ppg. HAHA. but yes. very irritating. and he started calling me bubbles. [i dont lik bubbles. i like buttercup] n im like. no, u're mojojojo, cause u're damn irritating. evidently, he didnt get me. so i figure i was damn harsh on him, [see i suck], but jess was still being damn patient. in the end, we both got DAMN fed up. but somehow, he left and went to do his own stuff. YES! gawsh. tht was torture.
okay then after lunch, we went up to find pat. haha. his hair. >.< he was teaching already, so we had to wait for funk 1 to end. and apparently, sing said that the normal friday jazz had changed to thursday! gr. rob. where are u. yeah and so we went to find out more, like the shoes and everything. then when pat was out, we were like, eh pat, sorry, not going for class. cause i was in a skirt and everything, it jus wasnt right. we watched for awhile. tiffany was excelllent.. she improved tremendously. haha. dang, i miss funk. i miss hiphop. but i guess ive gotta do jazz now. haizh. nvm, at least ive got a hiphop bkgrd. but so does jess and grace and nickwee and yada.
mm, we went to check out the mtvasiaawards roadshow at suntec. stayed there for awhile, but there were just too many pple-too many pple dressed up. haiz. stress. so we headed home. it was rather late already, considering we got up at 7 sumffin. you know jess, im always on e verge of falling asleep after you leave. and im like only two stops away. -.- yeah then i took a cab back from the mrt stat.
then i came home to take a nap. and apparently zh said he'll tell me if he can make it later. -murmurs-im sure im sure. okay then i got up, and we had to go for dinner wit auntie cat, jia qin ahh yii, and auntie ruth. haha. at some thai place opposite the guthrie house. the food theres so spicy. had such a hard time choosing what to eat cause i dont take a bit of chilli. haha. then i gobbled down most of the pineapple rice, considering i dont like olive rice. yesyes, fussy i know. okay we sat down there for like three hours. i was sitting next to eexin and auntie catherine. eexin's like damn funny. he had to pour the wine and everything. i dont drink btw. not a bit. then like im super accident prone. one minute the wine glass fell over my plate, hey that wasnt my fault. yeah and i had olivewine rice. -.- ack. then he used the cam to try take a picture of jie-en. haha. quite funny larh. she wanted to take a picture wit eejia. then they kept taking. haha. funny. julian was late cause he came from new creation. then they talked abt looaddss of things. from army to american idol to scholarships. in the end everything got damn stressed. so at abt ten, we went over to the guthrie to get some gelato. haha. rather fun larh. just maybe a TAD boring. i wanna hav simply breadddd. i miss having it. haha. when i was in orlando, i had so much of that kinda stuff to eat. :P
yeah so now im back here. vote for william hung to be in the next round! [the guy who sang she bangs in american idol] http://www.petitiononline.com/4whung/petition.html yup!
yup so here i am, and off i go. wth. cya.
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