[sometimes i feel like im all alone....]
hello. blogging again, hope this works.
anw. im damn strange. didnt blog abt going out wit jess this whole week.
went out with jess on monday to go watch 50 first dates. its quite good. plot's a bit dry, but overall it was really funny. ten seconds tom. HAHA. then we went to eat. and scoooted hommmmeee.
went to sentosa wit jess. i cant rmb which day. a bit weird right. sentosa. but we had helluva fun there. (: then we went to holland v for dinner. had the best dessert around. keke.
hmm friday. choir. then rushed home to change, and headed to city hall to meet veeeee. haha. went for rj choir concert. omg. i misss my senior so much. those in sec 4 when i was in sec 1, the j2s now. omg i miss them so much. most of the soloist were my seniors. clara, val, jan, candice. and there was sam, aiyah so many. i miss them all sooooo damn much. i know i was probably closest to stace, and maybe sarah and huilin. and it was kinda odd that they werent there. shuki, chi, joan and NICHOLE cameee too! (:(: too bad i had to rush off like after the concert. mum was outside. bleagh. oh and a certain someone walked past me. looking hott. haha. oh SARA HO was performing tooo!! (i forgot to mention the j1s). grace lim, grace chew, caroline, addy, denise, and others i cant seem to rmb.but ANYWAY, rj choir is SO DAMN GOOD. plus the fact that vch had good acoustics. e choir sounded so damn good. fringe was veryyyy good. vaallll. ah. her voice is crazee. and clara! so cute! i want them to come baccccckkkk. i really wished stace was there tho.
but today! on my way back, i realised stace was standing in front me! haha. she's so chio man. and so nice. she was telling me to live her legacy of not going for choir, i think ive done it already. shes so sweeet. everytime i see her, she gives me this mojohuge hug. (:(: ack i miss them so much.
anw its ora tmr. do we hafta wear sch U? =|
just read ling's blog. abt 6L. i miss that bunch too.
songjun has an affinity wit pple's parents. its rather annoying. but still. he's part of us.
maybe i should blog on how much i miss 6L too. i dont think ive ever done that. only brushed across how much i missed them.
i just realised how different we all actually are. and how we didnt used to get along so well in p6, but after we left, we really missed it.
take songjun for eg. other than the fact that he's become this strange God-loving person. he missees 6L. and it's like that is unexpected. songjun. misses. something. whoa. kinda thing. arhhh.
there were such significant mos.
zh throwing the chair down the.... almost 7th floor. wit lim poh suan(the principal) just staring at him. then during assembly right after that, she made an announcement for "the person who tried throwing the chair down the building" to go see her. we thought it was damn funny, just that we didnt know it was zh. haha.
one time, yonglin or someone threw his water bottle at the fan. right ling? and i think the water spilled on her or something like that. i wasnt there. but ling always talks abt it. haha.
oh and our really strange sitting arrangement that lim bei arranged. guy girl guy girl. but cause she thought i was really guai and all, she put me next to a girl and yingxin? that guy who has nv spoken a word (or so i rmb.) with zh in front of me. as in im FACING HIM can. ling next to him, the jeremy! haha. poor girl man. behind them was koofoos. jingquan, and i think jialin. and jialin would keep making noise on how the guys were. haha.
zh used to draw really strange pictures that i nv got. and i realised they were sposed to be porn-ish. so while i try figuring it out, ling and cheryl and zh would be there laughing their heads off. grrr. im slow! k!
i rmb one time after exams. i was getting a bit high a bit drunk. quite strange. so i plopped myself in between zh and lenard. [dont know what lenard's doing there] and i think zh thought i was some mad person or something. but being him, he joined in the 'highness' and we all laughed damn a lot.
somehow i dont rmb nick from all this. i dont even know where he was sitting. dont k now why im close to him now. all i rmb was that since p5, hed call me up occasionally and chat wit me for hours. thats something i really miss.
our clump of tables
ROCKED biggg time.
then during CAs, and mid years, ling would be in front of me, then we'll write letters like crazy. i still have most of them. and im quite sure she does too.
our class rocked.
oh i rmb admund tay! super gay man. always asking me and ling, IS MY HANDWRITING NICE AND NEAT??? or something like that. he's DA DORMOUSE. ironic how his cousin's in my class now. haha. i heard hes getting gay-er in acsi. *blinks*
zh was the sick porno one, but he brought all the laughter to our class and our table. oh! there was one time where i probably used up all his liquid paper to draw on my file. he was like. -.- but at least he still said my file was niceee. (:
ahh i miss those days.
oh and with jitwei! the bald one! hahaha. he's e retarded one.
oh and merp bought us the s club cd cause we really liked it? or smthg like that.
in p5. 5L. memories of it wasnt as significant. i only know i was made to sit next to changqing once, and i liked sean. haha. and that i used to pass notes to willis (hes next door), and it was damn farnie. dont know why we stopped tho.
oh yes songjun. during sports day. he's like _____________________ this much in front of the other runners. and hes still laughing his cheezy ways while he's running.
then lenard was like one of my best friends. a bit anti pple tho.
all these sick, porn, disgusting, dirtyminded times just made our p6 life so colorful. too bad we'll nv be able to go back. moreover the campus' different now.
i cant believe its been 3 years. not two ling.
three lonnggg years, still keep in touch wit many. but lost touch wit a few.
but nevertheless. we're still 5L'00, 6L'01. the best years ever.
yeah ling, rmb when they told us abt expupil's day? we were like. yeah right. lik we're ever coming back to this place again. but we were so wrong.
you know how i wish. e campus was still there, and one fine day, we all arrange the tables back, and all sit where we used to, and ask mr ting to come teach us, n throw erasers at sarah. haha. it would be SOO damn fun. and we can see how all of us have changed.
i guess it's nv coming back. time cant turn back. we're stuck in rg. this stressfilled campus, with everything that wasnt like b4.
sigh.
so we talked all night abt the rest of our lives.