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kelly.
[mistaken]
brrr. okay. haha. at least sunday wasnt too bad. (:
church!
haha okay service started at 1045. but i forgot it was combined. so i got there at 11.
great. haha. went to the sanctuary, and it was what. full house!
josh druce lance eudora yi en and jocelyn were sitting outside.
haha so i just joined them. (: oh rayner too.
like other than josh druce and i, the rest were studying for Os.
josh druce were talking rubbish, as usual.
so i just sat next to lance and started disturbing him.
haha.
anyway it was really fun talking to them like for so long.
cracking the funniest and lamest jokes on earth. esp wit lance.
hahaha.
mm then anyway i didnt go for dance
went home. slept till 4. and went out to meet jessoo.
halloween! we went to isetan shaw to get our halloween hats, and the pumpkin bucket thing. haha. for the treats.
then we went to forever 21. HAHA. she got her top.
ahhh there was a very pretty pair of earrings. im gonna get that. but it better still be there when i return.
mm then taka, fisheroos for dinner. so time check. past 730.
so off we went. we started with the condos behind wheelock.
oooh so fun so fun. first condo was parisian. and it was the best.
like there were quite a few pple celebrating halloween there.
not to mention, there was this very very very HOT brunette guy. haha. teenager too.
man. jess and i were like. O.O
it's sucha waste that you only get such cute guys as caucasians, and not singaporeans. -.- haha.
anywaysanyways, it was quite lush to go around really posh condos, and see the interior. haha. it's so pretty inside. i wouldnt mind staying there.
really fun. was done at about... 11. last stop was holland v area. (((:
check out the candies we collected. haha quite a bit.
but it was hell tiring. ladeeda.
pictures will be up in a sec. while i con't uploading! (:
under "cool" yup. for pple like ling who doesnt know where it is most of the time.
[summertimeeee]
AND did i mention. that,
I HATE HIM. YOU MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE.
you get me high` 10:22 AM
[discretion]
ugh. im so pissed. ive been scolding for SO MANY THINGS I HAVENT DONE. just cause some people shrug responsibilities. REALLY. i hate goh lee kian. she insults choir, than she insults my capabilities. when who's at fault? SHEESH.
and she bloody disapproved of our proposal, AFTER MS ONG APPROVED. resulting in us being disqualified.
so here im gonna say
IM REAL SORRY 309! YOU GUYS PLAYED GREAT! SORRY FOR THE SCREW UP ON THE SHIRTS PART
damn bloody annoyed. netball carn. ok lar. left early cause i had like severe muscle contractions. went home to sleep. woke up, still the same. moreover it was like at the heart area. like having heart attack. went to e shanghai briefing, hungry, and dying. the muscle contractions were getting worse. and it was sucha NAGGY talk. NAGNAGNAGNAG. the teachers are so annoying. tk wong HATES me. she keeps picking on me. i cant bloody stand it. she's like my teacher ic for everything. UGH. i didnt know patrick was going. haha. i think its him. cause he looked like he was gonna say hi half the time, but not the other half. haha funny.
then uhhh. after that went to buy flowers. went for the mg concert. got kate a daisyyyy. the concert. errr. it was aiight larh yeah? gave tim his bday pres. super belated. i guess i was most inspired by the guest band, parousia. okay pple who know me would know i usually dont enjoy strange guest rock bands. for eg SWIM SHADYS. (IVE GOT A CUT ON MY FINGER AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL. HELP MEEEE...) but parousia's really good. the lead's voice, tone, resonance, is tremendous. not to mention theyre a beautiful christian band. with beautiful songs. and beautiful lyrics. i'll write my favorite song out later, cause i bought the cd. thats one thing abt christian bands i realise, they always get to me somehow or another.
and kate. KATE. her performance. WAS FAR BETER THAN THE REST. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY SHE DIDNT WIN. WHYYYYY.
but i'd say.
KATE YOU ROCK MY WORLD. YOU WERE REALLY AWESOME!!!!!!
BREATH-TAKING!!!!!!
she was sooooooooooo awesome. ((((:
anyway i took loads of photos. will post them up soon.
also not a lot larh.
cyn jo steph and i were going crazy.....as usual. haha.
(:
im damn pissed. really. damn pissed.
i hate this. i hate the class tee thing. i hate goh lee kian. i hate ivan soh. God help me to forgive and forget.
this is the song that really spoke to me. the reason why there're so many "You're so much more"s is to emphasize. thats why instead of omitting it, i decided to repeat it like the song did. Anyway i might have gotten some of the lyrics wrong. will update again if found out. (:
Mistaken, by Parousia.
I thought I had You figured out
I thought I knew You inside out
I thought I've seen all there was to see
But little did i know that
I just begun to see the light
I thought that You've been all that You could be
But I was mistaken
You're not what I thought that You would be
You're so much more
You're so much more
You're so much more...
So much more than me
I thought that if You knew the truth
My company You would besiege
I expected You to turn and walk away
So i was not at all prepared
To find You waiting there
How could You not have given up on me
See I was mistaken
You're not what I thought that You would be
You're so much more
You're so much more
You're so much more...
You exceed expectations
You're so far beyond what I believed
You're so much more
You're so much more
You're so much more
How could I've been so wrong
I underestimate Your love
Correct this perspection
Align my misdirection
I ask for Your affection
You're so much more...
something zhenghao told me to cheer me up. (:
theres a realm
another realm which is outside of our senses
and my place
when we sleep
my place is a field
bathed in moonlight
and a little brook
a thin film of water running over rocks
i sit there sometimes
when youre not feeling too great
try to find the doorway
its a stoned, arched doorway
find it... and we'll sit together
its hard to find
but i dont invite many people
haha. sweetness. daft. but ever so sweet.
its so him. haha.
[welcome to my life]
guess it doesnt pay to be kind at all huh.
now what am i being labelled as.
hmm. a liar. irresponsible brat.
and all. great huh.
liar. haha. funny.
so today was disgustingly bad
jazz didnt work out
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ALICIA
YOU SAID JAZZ CATS STUDIO WHY DIDNT YOU GO
jess and i were left waiting there!
fuck it, you've got no idea how much ive been waiting to go for lyrical
and this is what i get?!
UGH.
results tmr
greeeat. just WHAT I NEEDED MOST.
i need to shop
i need my forever 21 skirt
but noooo im not gonna get it
IM NOTT GONNA GETTTITTT.
AH. ugh.
i dont want them back. not at all
esp eng. chem. physics. and maybe chinese.
bio, ive already screwed.
plus screwed up his impression of me
and so now what. huh.
i'd better do well for lit. math. ss.
things im more comfortable with.
and i better score. to make up for those im not gonna do well for
i only ask to do like at least ten marks better than last sem
and trust me that aint a lot, at all
i realise i can be really mean and aloof when i wanna be
the words i pick, it usually cuts
but then again, im usually not like that.
im careful when i speak, and make sure i dont make sweeping offensive statements
but sometimes, it's not viceversa
and sigh.
i dont wanna continue.
[i wanna be your princess again]
[you gotta give me all of you]
hmm. marking days marking days. (:
yesterday!
went for the stupid shanghai briefing.
so much for icebreakers, really.
we had to do the MACARENA.
-.-""
it was soo stupid. and the stupid RI teacher was sooo not shy.
haha.
my gosh. moreover she's so olddd! =P
then ohh we had to sing AULD LANG SYNE.
great right. the guys were nothing but stone fishes.
hahahah.
it ended earlier than i expected!
so i had like an hour and a half to roam around.
so went to hmv to listen to music. oooh i found some great jazz stuff.
haha.
when lenard finalllyyy got there we went to err sakae!
yeah, had the usual stuff.
he kept making me eat. =.=
but evidently i just kept to my noodles.
haha i suck at eating udon! my chopsticks skills are good AT ALL. so e noodles kept splashing back in the soup.
so stupiidd! haha.
its fun to go out wit lenard.
he treats me almost like a princess. almost, cause the princess' deborah.
haha. (:
good friendships always last yeah.
well that nyahnyah would have sent me home if he didnt have to be home by ten.
stupid right. bleagh.
had to walk home all by myself in the dark.
poof.
haha, today!
met jess. watched the grudge.
mannn. haha. but it's still not as scary as tale of two sisters
shutter might be tho.
we went inside the cinema, and it was the trailer for shutter.
it was sooo dark i couldnt even see jess.
man it was helluva freaky. should we watch it.
hmmmmmmm.
thennn. after the show, we walked towards taka, and saw this new shop at wisma
forever 21
oh my giddeh giddeh gosh there were so many pple
and the stuff there were pretty nice
jess and i went to try some stuff on. heh.
all damn niceeee! well we both settled on two.
but i doubt my mum'll buy me the skirt. ive got too many, and it's pretty ex.
sighhhh. but its so niceee
kinda short tho.
oh and it goes with this absolutely gorgeous orange striped halter thing.
its not really a halter cause theres another layer on top.
yup. jess' one is purple.
haha it's super niceee! ((((:
ughhh. cant buy the skirt darn it.
then we went to taka to eat, and headed to cine.
and heeren. haha. ehh. heeren.
didnt do much since it was very early.
shopped around. tried on this tube dress from mambo
really, not my thing at all.
haha.
ooh sex and the city's on hbo now! haha.
pretty funny show.
mm met mum, went to grand's place.
haha my uncle's got a new stray cat!
its called... dury. (dont ask)
my granddaddy named it. after... durian. HAHA.
i cant wait! jazz tmr.
finallly! the long wait's overrr!
i hope i hope that i can just appear there.
maybe i should call alicia.
mmhmm.
cant waittt! ahhaa. skipadeedooodah.
youre an angel in disguise
[im spoiled by your love]
i think relationships are like a carousel.
esp when there're problems.
where all the world is passing by
but when it stops you realise
that you're right there... like. where you started at.
church was quite a blast today.
ive never really been so thankful to have friends that i practically know all my life.
and they, are the people i can trust my entire life unto.
haha, played for worship today.
im so happpyyy everyone said im getting better. (:
even xian heard of it.
josh's so bloody funny.
and druce too. haha.
rmb during the younger days, it'd be kate me mik druce josh.
trust me it was havoc.
we hated each other.
as in, kate and i were bez, the other three were bez.
but both parties absolutely hated each other.
but since camp last year. everything's was good.
bonds were made. and i doubt they'll break.
ohhh tho there're new pple in their gang.
timothy and... zhanfa izzit.
but im sure, if they were to come for camp this year
we'll all be as tight knit as the rest. (:
its sad that kate aint here tho. seems like im closer to the guys in church than the girls.
kinda... wrong.
(: druce was bullying some strange plump one year old kid today.
SO MEANN. and josh was laughing his face off.
fine so i was too. cause druce made it damnn funny.
ahh well. then went to join lance after awhile.
haha another CLOWN.
he wrote me a letter. woo!
plus gave me scores. he keeps printing scores for me, its so cute.
haha.
all the pathetique sonata, all his first loves.
haha. and he keeps reminding me to go for camp, so that we'll be able to play the piano together. funny boy. (:
but hes so funny, sucha joker.
ahh its so horrible. im like, so much closer to the guys! haha.
camp will be goood.
anw of course i'd go, im not going to taiwan cause i wanna go for the church camp.
mm worship was good today.
dance was fabb.
pat's choreography's getting better i tell ya.
oh dammit. that reminds me, i needa go ask lionel how to sign up for the jazz course. =i cant wait!
how much ive been waiting for this moment, after exams,
i can go for jazz at la dance connection.
moreover its lyrical. woo yeah.
ohh went to essential brews wit jess after lunch.
haha so funny.
we both had fish. but she didnt exactly like hers.
since comparing the rest of the dishes, it wasnt great.
but my salmon was real nicee! (;
cant wait to go wit my mum, so i can try the cod.
its too ex to go have it on my own. heh.
i love coddd! hahaa. =\ sorry, freak alert.
[sometimes life just aint fair]
[kept in the dark but you werent there in front of me]
i think its the little things in life that make the world go round.
hell to the big significant things
but when you pay attention to the small details
things that will just make your heart melt
and your eyes tear
then you'll know why you're even on this planet.
went swimming today. with ling.
oh and bowling.
haha its been ages since i had so much fun.
talked quite a bit. from the pool. to the shower. to the.. oh car.
haha.
ladeeda.
and i said the silliest thing around.
we were talking abt drinking chicken essence.
and i was trying to describe to her what i meant by feeling like burping when you drink it.
so i said.
i dont like to drink chicken essence cause i feel like a fish drowning!!
HAHAHA. a fish. drowning.
now thats new.
(:
ohh i saw i saw i saw...
TRISTAN LOO
today!
haha its so odddddd.
cause it's like. 6Ler!!
(: its cool. superbly cool.
(:
hmm its been fun so far.
watching korean dramas wit mum.
its cliche, rather silly, yet captivating.
oh and not to mention addictive.
but its cute how these fairy tale stuff, lil kids used to dream about, come true.
like meeting the guy of your dreams.
though having to go thru all the trials.
just to fulfill your dream.
or maybe both arent supposed to fall in love.
but stilll, they do.
haha.
all the dreams.
beautiful, sweet, naive kids' dreams.
(:
darling; only you are the life among the dead
[your tears will dry;you'll soon be free to fly]
((((:
it feels good to be liberated.
it really does.
I must say, a verse got my thru this exam.
but somehow i cant seem to remember which chpt it was.
haha i'll quote it next time.
sighh.
screwed up physics and bio tho.
was feeling gloomy the whole damn day.
ahh, grr.
im feeling so tired.
i shud really go to bed huh.
should i go for choir tmr?
im just really tired.
and i dont wanna tire myself out far too much.
i think i should at least rest a bit? =sighh.
i wanna watch wimbledon.
and the grudge.
ladeeda. it feels weird to not be studying eh.
watched white chics today.
pretty funny
but i was gloomy. had to like force myself to laugh
=alright night.
hold on lil girl
[im staggered by your beauty]
heylllooooo.
taking a super short break from work.
tho im still gonna die,
ive been tryingg. and working very hard.
hope it pays off somehow.
ughh still have my chengyus for chinese to go.
almost done wit english for the mo, and going on the memorise quotes.
ladeedumdeedum.
i studied so much yesterday that i actually felt like puking.
esp wit the four walls around me.
im getting claustraphobic.
you know ive nv been nervous for an english exam b4.
but right now, i so amm.
ughhh.
stupid expositorys. stupid i tell ya.
alright.
back to macbeth now.
look like the innocent flower
but be the serpent under't
[when you say you love meee]
oooh ive got a few pple to thank.
ms goh hui lian.
haha even though you really dont like answering qns, and u cant wait for school to be over. ohh and you cant wait for us to take the exam, so you can mark, thank you loads of answering my questions! millions of them. and clarifying my doubts. though i didnt have enough time to clarify all.
rucha tatke.
woo woman thanks for helping me out so much in school. encouraging me when even when i break down. and always being there for meee! (((:
you've been terribly great!
anddd timothy huang!
haha. thank you for clarifying everything i didnt know abt chem today. and being so dammit patient, i dont know anyone more patient than you are. all the stupid moles that drove me crazy, you spent your whole aftn explaining to me! im sure it was exasperating. (((: wooo.
now i know my moles!
heh.
anyway today was reallll funny. there was barely anyone in class.
haiii.
but at least i got to study quite a bit.
finished studying chinese 3B ci yu shou ce!
now 3A left.
(: ladeeda.
back to workkkk.
haha i thank God for the great pple around me.
ohh did i mention i think auntie jessica's coming down next weeeeek!
but darn hebert and will arent coming down.
ive got joy just thinking about what Hes done for me
[thanks for acting like you cared]
cmon kel. two more weeks.
two more damn weeeks and it'd be over.
all the late night mugging stupid chemical cals would be wayyyy past you soon.
two more weeks.
fourteen days!
sounds long, but trust me it'd pass very quickly!
though you know you'll probably screw up your exams.
screw your chem, as you had already screwed your bio.
everything'll be overrr!
then it's to essential brews day in and out.
with scarlet frosts.
baby potatoes.
and of course dessert that's too good to be true.
but also not to mention, after putting on those calories,
it's time to work out!
tennissss. badminton. swimming.
and never to be missed out on,
DANCE!
*smiles*
im getting post exams euphoria.
i even know which dance course i wanna attend.
alicia's lyrical jazz course.
wooo an 8 week course.
plus my hiphop of course.
ladeeedaaa.
and if i miraculously pass my piano,
i'll getta go singing!
and to add on to the fun, im going to malaysia's uh version of the maldives.
fine so it aint as glam.
but i heard it's still buckets of fun.
and shanghai!
((((:
might go to indonesia to visit hebert and will.
woooohooooo.
now how fun is that.
OH OH OH and not to mention.
CHURCH CAMP! with all my yz chums.
the guys, girls (fine so kate aint innit anymore), and irritating people i have to put up with,
but nevertheless, FUNFUNFUN.
(((:
back to e books.
CHRISCHRISCHRIS
okay ive just been told off for not talking abt chris.
SORRY JESS.
okay chris. chris rocks. he's superbly nice.
just like derek. (heh)
hes like e asian version of derek.
haha jess are you smiling frm ear to ear now.
u know one day we shud just all bunk in at my place or smthg.
jess chris derek me.
then we'll watch....DODGEBALL.
haha. and we'll be having cereal and laughing and laughing.
ahh heh. ((((:
derek rocks. chris rocks.
*smiles*
if you could see the tenderness i feel.
[he was my once in a lifetime]
happy ending come true
mm. so after sucha long time. err oh saw derek on saturday.
he's so cute. so nice. (:
ladeeda. hmm we talked about so many things. from like... err exams. to dodgeball.
etcetc. haha.
nicenice boy. (:
too bad i only saw him for sucha short whilee.
jess he was so nice riiight? haha.
hmm. saturday. went for euphoria.
omg. just a drag. dragggg.
they kicked off the show wit what. two hours of non stop techno music.
with strange guys holding the guitar (not playing), and shaking around.
was so annoyed i left with jess after half an hour. went to the lime bday bash.
but ughh had to leave b4 derek got there.
so annoyinggg.
went back to euphoria. haha
just on time! like, just when they finished spinning their stupid thing.
first act was uhhh shin hwa.
haha my gosh they're such good dancers, its crazy.
the cute guy's like the best dancer. but sucha horrible singer.
haha.
God knows what his name is.
alright then after that it was... oh all 4 one.
HAHA. it was superbly funny cause no one knew their names.
only i did since while waiting for shin, i got their autographs for fun.
so i was like. JAMIE JAMIE. (just to add on to the atmosphere)
and everyone else was like. o_O
haha. anyway i think they're really good.
kinda cheezy pop ish.
but their harmonys are super nice.
then it was palmy.
HAHA i think she's a bit psychotic. =nice voice, but kinda psychotic.
half belgium half thai.
pretty pretty woman i must say.
just.. psychotic. haha.
then machi. AHHH it was supposed to be shin!
okay fine i had no idea what they were singing.
since it was all in hokkien.
but it wasnt too bad.
then after them was lena park.
omg it was what. 1030. i so had to gooo!
and its so stupid cause i went to euphoria for shin.
and in the end i couldnt watch them cause they were wayy too late.
grr.
after that met alexa for awhile.
yeah. did some crazy stuff.
then took a cab home.
gosh so late. -.-
ahh dammit ive got lots of things to do.
i shall go study. just an update i guess.
derek rocks!
i thought he knew my world revolved around him
[dont you wanna ride, baby]
woo i officially love joss stone. haha. she rockss.
if you guys have time. dl 'spoiled' by her. it's like WHOA kinda nice. (((:
for me, that is.
and realising i dont listen to the music half the world listens to..
=heh.
ughh dammit. i hate singapore idol.
i hate singapore.
they suck. we suck.
who votes jeassea off. esp on the first damn episode.
she's got everything it takes to be an idol.
blAH. stupid viewers.
STUPID. blah.
gotta be in sch at 8 tmr.
whattt is this. torture man.
ohhh i called nick just now!
haha at err 10+.
he was so funny. so blur.
bleagh i miss going out wit him.
he promised my bday pres b4 oct! it's the first day today.
youre late dear.
haha but anyway he was telling me how he
'stopped studying french for awhile'
haha hes corny larhh.
but nevetheless, still my favorite!
ohh cha says sarah says she thinks he's got nice hair.
i was like. -.- it's DRY.
thats why the color's so LIGHT. haha.
he's gotta condition his hair.
like sean tuen says. haha. =woo but nick's the best looking larh haha.
okay look. everyone's so jealous.
was reading ling's blog, talking abt bel. hahhaa.
shes damn funny.
plaster also so excited.
haiyoh.
less is more [like shakespeare!]
back it up, slow it down, let it breathe
cause too much of a god thing can be bad
see we dont wanna go out like that
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