Friday, December 31
happy new year people! (((:
service was such a bore. my gosh. it was uninspiring. it was like. boring. but ah what to do.
i called the people i never wouldve called on normal days today! usually i dont go around wishing. but today i felt like it! ((: and im so glad everyone picked up. (:
just curious, kateee. you know on your blog, your small lil exasperated passage. is it on who i think it is? that alphabet? that goes to e same church as i do? haha.
played pool today. i think im slightly addicted.
happy 2005. i dont think it'd be a good year though.
and peace be upon the places with disaters.
we're caught in a moment
service was such a bore. my gosh. it was uninspiring. it was like. boring. but ah what to do.
i called the people i never wouldve called on normal days today! usually i dont go around wishing. but today i felt like it! ((: and im so glad everyone picked up. (:
just curious, kateee. you know on your blog, your small lil exasperated passage. is it on who i think it is? that alphabet? that goes to e same church as i do? haha.
played pool today. i think im slightly addicted.
happy 2005. i dont think it'd be a good year though.
and peace be upon the places with disaters.
we're caught in a moment
you get me high`
10:48 AM
10:48 AM
Thursday, December 30
[for i compose the music of the night]
thank God daryl and lance are back nice and safe! you know lance was supposed to go to the club med in phuket, but somehow there wasnt like vacancies. see the Lord protects. ((((: im so happy! i think i'll see lance today. (:
and i thought i'd have a wonderful new year's eve. stupid gary. he got my hopes all high, then he just slashed it down again. bah. guess i've gotta wait till the 9th to be all jolly and hyped up again. haha. sigh.
ive got kaitlynngkailing over. and she's treating me like some servant. kate, PETES RIGHT. YOU ILLTREAT YOUR BEZZIE. (:
kate: HEY. so mean. you are my host! you should be like a servant. HAHAHA. thankew mingyue. i would do the same for you if u stayed at my house KAY.
laughs. riiight. (: she wrote that while i was MAKING MILO FOR HER. -.- see what i mean. haha. ladeedum. i think i'll go play pool with ling today. with xiaoyu and jamieee. okay you know ling, my apologies, i'll send u the ppt asap. cause i had quite a lot of trouble transferring pictures to my laptop cause my laptop's the one that can type chinese. mmhmm. sorry. X)
well yesterday was cca o. it was errrr. okaaayeeee larh. a lot of people signed up! have i mentioned the poor new sec ones have to follow ac's whole core/merit cca system. its like, omg, so sad. we were released at sayy 1230? so i waited for gary at orchard mrt, and i FELL ASLEEP. heh. super funny. anw had lunch at scotts. haha. he keeps playing pranks on me! its so like, AH dont do this to me! grumbles. anyway its nice to go out with gary. haha he talks a lot. and he tells you a lot of things. and he writes you letters as reply to your emails. though mostly irrelevant. haha. (:
yup today. ahhh. what am i gonna do today. i'll go watchnight lar. (:
sigh you know i think this is just a phase we're going thru. yup. everything'll be alright soon. esp when school starts. all the hectic schedules wont leave you enough time to stop, and think, and reminicise. well at least i think so. we'll still be pals, still be close. tho there'll always be something, well, different, and maybe more. it'd all be alright. im sure it will. (:
man i think im indebted to derek. he knows i'd like a call everytime im feeling down. whether its just a, 'im just calling to make sure you're fine, and plspls take care of yourself', or a nice long chat that would cheer me up all the time. its strange how well you know me though i dont talk to you as often as half the world. but you're always there. even if it means 3am. so thank you. thank you so much. (:
ah kates gone. okay. im going to call mummy and get permission for pool. grumbles. she'd better say yes. wonder what time watchnight is. ah well.
im caught in a moment
thank God daryl and lance are back nice and safe! you know lance was supposed to go to the club med in phuket, but somehow there wasnt like vacancies. see the Lord protects. ((((: im so happy! i think i'll see lance today. (:
and i thought i'd have a wonderful new year's eve. stupid gary. he got my hopes all high, then he just slashed it down again. bah. guess i've gotta wait till the 9th to be all jolly and hyped up again. haha. sigh.
ive got kaitlynngkailing over. and she's treating me like some servant. kate, PETES RIGHT. YOU ILLTREAT YOUR BEZZIE. (:
kate: HEY. so mean. you are my host! you should be like a servant. HAHAHA. thankew mingyue. i would do the same for you if u stayed at my house KAY.
laughs. riiight. (: she wrote that while i was MAKING MILO FOR HER. -.- see what i mean. haha. ladeedum. i think i'll go play pool with ling today. with xiaoyu and jamieee. okay you know ling, my apologies, i'll send u the ppt asap. cause i had quite a lot of trouble transferring pictures to my laptop cause my laptop's the one that can type chinese. mmhmm. sorry. X)
well yesterday was cca o. it was errrr. okaaayeeee larh. a lot of people signed up! have i mentioned the poor new sec ones have to follow ac's whole core/merit cca system. its like, omg, so sad. we were released at sayy 1230? so i waited for gary at orchard mrt, and i FELL ASLEEP. heh. super funny. anw had lunch at scotts. haha. he keeps playing pranks on me! its so like, AH dont do this to me! grumbles. anyway its nice to go out with gary. haha he talks a lot. and he tells you a lot of things. and he writes you letters as reply to your emails. though mostly irrelevant. haha. (:
yup today. ahhh. what am i gonna do today. i'll go watchnight lar. (:
sigh you know i think this is just a phase we're going thru. yup. everything'll be alright soon. esp when school starts. all the hectic schedules wont leave you enough time to stop, and think, and reminicise. well at least i think so. we'll still be pals, still be close. tho there'll always be something, well, different, and maybe more. it'd all be alright. im sure it will. (:
man i think im indebted to derek. he knows i'd like a call everytime im feeling down. whether its just a, 'im just calling to make sure you're fine, and plspls take care of yourself', or a nice long chat that would cheer me up all the time. its strange how well you know me though i dont talk to you as often as half the world. but you're always there. even if it means 3am. so thank you. thank you so much. (:
ah kates gone. okay. im going to call mummy and get permission for pool. grumbles. she'd better say yes. wonder what time watchnight is. ah well.
im caught in a moment
you get me high`
8:02 PM
8:02 PM
Wednesday, December 29
[past the point of no return]
oh yay thank God daryl's okay! thank you auyong for your info! ((: and im pretty sure lance is safe. i hope. heh. nothing will happen to him i believe. He will protect! (:
ahh choir today. haha normal stuff. ladeedum. then met jess for kbox. we are depressed. its so evident. haha though theres no particular reason, but largely cause of the depressing deathtoll. left halfway to go support jie en while she pierced her ears. laughs. julian tinaga jess and i were there. like wth, pierce ears need so many people. how lucky is that. so basically we just watched this really scared 11 year old girl pierce her ears. mmhmm. but it was quite fun lar. i mean im always the one piercing, i've never seen it. and honestly it looks horrifying. dont know why i did it twice. -.- haha. then lunch! then phantom of the opera.
sniggers. i watched it! finallyyyy! it rocks. i wonder why some people find it boring. fine, slightly draggy at times. but nevertheless a great show. maybe its cause i like musicals. i like the fact that even the dialogue was written out into a song. at least, fitted with the same tune as andrew lloyd webber's songs. but i did think the additional lyrics were slightly cheezy. haha. its amazing how i remember so much of the musical! im even familiar with the 'sound effects', like say when raoul said BRAVO! haha. i rmb that too! (: though the musical was better! haha this was a good rendition. (: everyone go watch! and yes the girl's voice is gorgeous.
yeeying just very tactlessly come up to me and said hey, you have a boyfriend? i was like wthhwthh. you know why she asked that? cause she guessed it from my nick. -.- which happens to be part of a song in the show. haha so oddd.
WELL im meeting gary tmr, i think. havent seen him in.. a week plus! army calls lar. and no dance. yupyuppp. and speaking of dance. i havent talked to him for a few days now! -.- feels weird. dont even know if he comes online cause im out half the day. ahh well.
cca orientation tmr! gotta be in sch at 730. just splendid innit. -.- heh. i like my pictures down there. (: happyhappy.
okay who am i kidding, im not happy.
ah well. chillin' off then. seeyou.
say you love me every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime
say you need me with you now and always
promise me that all you say is true
love me, thats all i ask of you
oh yay thank God daryl's okay! thank you auyong for your info! ((: and im pretty sure lance is safe. i hope. heh. nothing will happen to him i believe. He will protect! (:
ahh choir today. haha normal stuff. ladeedum. then met jess for kbox. we are depressed. its so evident. haha though theres no particular reason, but largely cause of the depressing deathtoll. left halfway to go support jie en while she pierced her ears. laughs. julian tinaga jess and i were there. like wth, pierce ears need so many people. how lucky is that. so basically we just watched this really scared 11 year old girl pierce her ears. mmhmm. but it was quite fun lar. i mean im always the one piercing, i've never seen it. and honestly it looks horrifying. dont know why i did it twice. -.- haha. then lunch! then phantom of the opera.
sniggers. i watched it! finallyyyy! it rocks. i wonder why some people find it boring. fine, slightly draggy at times. but nevertheless a great show. maybe its cause i like musicals. i like the fact that even the dialogue was written out into a song. at least, fitted with the same tune as andrew lloyd webber's songs. but i did think the additional lyrics were slightly cheezy. haha. its amazing how i remember so much of the musical! im even familiar with the 'sound effects', like say when raoul said BRAVO! haha. i rmb that too! (: though the musical was better! haha this was a good rendition. (: everyone go watch! and yes the girl's voice is gorgeous.
yeeying just very tactlessly come up to me and said hey, you have a boyfriend? i was like wthhwthh. you know why she asked that? cause she guessed it from my nick. -.- which happens to be part of a song in the show. haha so oddd.
WELL im meeting gary tmr, i think. havent seen him in.. a week plus! army calls lar. and no dance. yupyuppp. and speaking of dance. i havent talked to him for a few days now! -.- feels weird. dont even know if he comes online cause im out half the day. ahh well.
cca orientation tmr! gotta be in sch at 730. just splendid innit. -.- heh. i like my pictures down there. (: happyhappy.
okay who am i kidding, im not happy.
ah well. chillin' off then. seeyou.
say you love me every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime
say you need me with you now and always
promise me that all you say is true
love me, thats all i ask of you
you get me high`
4:44 AM
4:44 AM
Tuesday, December 28
i couldnt resist. ((:
the band on xmas eve. josh xian lance me mikh cheryl joce and jay being carried.
mikh and i! one of my favorite pictures so far. (: i always take pictures with him anyway. heh.
HAHA. mikh and sadako [rach] fascinating! (:
(see what i mean when i say mikh's a joke)
and how can i leave this out.
theres a reason why we're best friends. (: talk about retardedness.
kate and i. (:
there're many many more pictures lar. i'll upload them soon. (:
the band on xmas eve. josh xian lance me mikh cheryl joce and jay being carried.
mikh and i! one of my favorite pictures so far. (: i always take pictures with him anyway. heh.
HAHA. mikh and sadako [rach] fascinating! (:
(see what i mean when i say mikh's a joke)
and how can i leave this out.
theres a reason why we're best friends. (: talk about retardedness.
kate and i. (:
there're many many more pictures lar. i'll upload them soon. (:
you get me high`
8:44 AM
8:44 AM
[whats wrong with the world, mama]
haha, suitable song for disatrous events. however this time not manmade. my gosh the tidal/sesimic waves/earthquake event is horrifying. seeing how many people God are calling back. the last i heard, more than 54 thousand casualties. like, knockknockknocking on heaven's door. sigh. it's so horrifying, moreover its not happening in like south america or smthg, its just next door. its a miracle we're not affected. but howhowhowhow. lance is in club med. i THINK thats in m'sia. and most definitely costal. eastern coast i think. arghh. and hmm daryl's in penang. i msged both of them, but honestly i dont think there'll be reception. besides i dont know if they brought their phones. fine, the biggest hits are mostly in indon, but still. and thank God i dont think jarkata's affected. or else it'd be hebert and william we'll all be worried for.
haha, suitable song for disatrous events. however this time not manmade. my gosh the tidal/sesimic waves/earthquake event is horrifying. seeing how many people God are calling back. the last i heard, more than 54 thousand casualties. like, knockknockknocking on heaven's door. sigh. it's so horrifying, moreover its not happening in like south america or smthg, its just next door. its a miracle we're not affected. but howhowhowhow. lance is in club med. i THINK thats in m'sia. and most definitely costal. eastern coast i think. arghh. and hmm daryl's in penang. i msged both of them, but honestly i dont think there'll be reception. besides i dont know if they brought their phones. fine, the biggest hits are mostly in indon, but still. and thank God i dont think jarkata's affected. or else it'd be hebert and william we'll all be worried for.
so i pray God You keep lance and daryl safe.
and of course the rest of the people, and that the waves would just. stop. coming! -.-
my mum's evil. she's planning to leave me alone at home to countdown cause i refuse to go to her church. its blasphemous. the pastor there puts himself on par with the apostles. the great apostles during the old testiment times. and she wont let me out cause she doesnt think its safe. so drats. what's this. -.- there should be candle light service, but isnt it slightly odd to only light up each other's candles on new year's eve. like, its not even like e puppet show i did with kate last year. haha. and i just wanna go out. anything wrong with that.
choir today. had to get there at 8. and its the same for the next three days. so it's cca orientation on thursday, but ahhh, do we have to work so hard. laughs. we're singing ave maria and salmo. omg i love the songs. but we should sing arirang and can you hear me soon. before we leave the school. okay i figure about only a handful of people in this entire universe would know what im talking about. haha. they're just... nice songs lar. (: then we busked! haha we rock. we were eating like three quarts of the time. and talking rubbish.
met cha for ocean's twelve after that. (: i think i only enjoyed the fact that the conversations and dialogues are very witty. to think people complain theres too much dialogue. its the whole essence of the show. and the plot this time was as wow-ing as ocean's eleven. mmhmm. i cant! wait! to watch! le fantom de l'opera! (:
tuition was crazy. tristan and mdm ong are, well, intelligent people. haha. talking abt goodness knows what while i decided to just do my trigo. (: the train of thoughts move too quickly. haha. (((:
choir tmr. i hope i can meet jess for phantom! ((: heh. im gonna be so broke.
shite school's reopening. dreaded.
come here boyy
i got a little something for ya
you get me high`
7:10 AM
7:10 AM
Monday, December 27
[i just want you to be who you really are]
and please dont tell me that what im seeing is really you.
i have to stop feeling depressed. really. i was on cloud nine last night, and today im like in hell. i woke up at 1230. greattt right. was supposed to get up at 1130. so i did, but i switched off the alarm and went back to bed. thank goodness i didnt wake up any later. went to the com after i washed up, and hey he came on. so i talked talked and got really exasperated. like, really very exasperated. -__- and so i left the house a tad too late, and was really really late to meet zh and co.
went jamming at ginza. quite fun, and they're really good i must say. marc's PRO at the drums. so much better than the drummers in church. mmhmm. and all multi talented, as usual. -.- haha. oh then i met mikh! heh. joker. sigh but i was STILL feeling depressed. and i still am. wth if u're not funny dont try to be. you're not like mikh, you are just. not very funny. so dont try to make jokes that would just get me terribly frustrated. esp the senseless-i-dont-see-the-need type of jokes. really gets me damn down when you're like that. gah.
so i'll be patient and wait till you're on again, and hopefully you wont leave me as disappointed. cant wait for the 9th though. maybe seeing is believing.
sorry derek sorry yuan. doubt i can go tmr. cause its either i go home or go out with rucha, to watch ocean's 12 too. yeah. so sorry. dont be sad. cause i am. sigh. its 2021, and i really feel like sleeping.
ugh so much undiscovered work. choir early tmr morning. i have a zuowen, some weird assgn, gcse chinese Os thingamajig, and of course the jiangnan ppt. and i dont even have the mood to start cause you're getting me all down. ugh.
and please dont tell me that what im seeing is really you.
i have to stop feeling depressed. really. i was on cloud nine last night, and today im like in hell. i woke up at 1230. greattt right. was supposed to get up at 1130. so i did, but i switched off the alarm and went back to bed. thank goodness i didnt wake up any later. went to the com after i washed up, and hey he came on. so i talked talked and got really exasperated. like, really very exasperated. -__- and so i left the house a tad too late, and was really really late to meet zh and co.
went jamming at ginza. quite fun, and they're really good i must say. marc's PRO at the drums. so much better than the drummers in church. mmhmm. and all multi talented, as usual. -.- haha. oh then i met mikh! heh. joker. sigh but i was STILL feeling depressed. and i still am. wth if u're not funny dont try to be. you're not like mikh, you are just. not very funny. so dont try to make jokes that would just get me terribly frustrated. esp the senseless-i-dont-see-the-need type of jokes. really gets me damn down when you're like that. gah.
so i'll be patient and wait till you're on again, and hopefully you wont leave me as disappointed. cant wait for the 9th though. maybe seeing is believing.
sorry derek sorry yuan. doubt i can go tmr. cause its either i go home or go out with rucha, to watch ocean's 12 too. yeah. so sorry. dont be sad. cause i am. sigh. its 2021, and i really feel like sleeping.
ugh so much undiscovered work. choir early tmr morning. i have a zuowen, some weird assgn, gcse chinese Os thingamajig, and of course the jiangnan ppt. and i dont even have the mood to start cause you're getting me all down. ugh.
dont try to fix me im not broken
hello
i am the lie
living for you so you can hide
you get me high`
4:10 AM
4:10 AM
Sunday, December 26
[have yourself a merry xmas]
ahh so christmas day itself was nothing spectacular. kinda boring and kinda bad anyway. made to do chores, wash the car, do stupid things. and watched finding nemo all by myself. gah. quite a bad day. moreover some great person decided to throw his tantrum at me. ugh. anyways. added someone on msn last night, hoping to say merry xmas before midnight! but ahh well, didnt work out, he only came on today. yup.
today wasnt too bad. church, which was funny and entertaining. so lance and i have decided to take up the challenge of heading the worship team. i think theres another group too tho. haha so it wont be THAT stressful. (: wonder how xian did it all alone. moreover for what, 6 years. haha. it was sec one orientation btw, haha. what we have every year. seems like all the games are the same. laughs. (: anyway boohoohoo, lance is in club med. no one to make fun of. haha. and daryl's in penang. boredom. haha.
then i met jess and went to town. was really bored at first, went to check out mambo. mambo's on great sale. gotta check it out. but i guess im not a really big mambo fan. yeah. not into these surf stuff. (: then we went hat shopping! yay. haha my favorite thing. jesso got a hatcap. (SEE what a big influence i am. haha) but it was gorgeous anyway. headed to have fondue after that! our initial excitement was kinda dampened when the chocolate didnt come with the stove. boohoohoo. and it wasnt great anyway. and there was someone SPYING on me. laughs. using his phone from opposite the road to zoom in and take pictures! -.- haha. went over to say hi after that anyway. went inside hello! omg. the phone i wanted, n6170, is not just sold out, but its 738 bucks. the phone jess wants is 888 bucks. and almost sold out. do we have good+highclass taste or what. haha but it kinda sucks that its so damn ex! how. all the flips are like crazily ex. boohoohoo.
made our way to hollandv after that for our dose of essential brews. trust me, it makes us high. haha. the tea drinks there are absolutely delicious. plus the fries are somehow very very tasty. its strange how much effect that place has on us. (: cabbed home. then woo! talked to people. person. (((: AND IM SO HAPPY. heh. so nice. ((: im so happy that im not even bothering about the 20+ kids downstairs, crawling around, and making a lot of noise. jumping up and down the stairs. and very irritating. ((: nvm, im happy. we talked for abt an hour. im happy. very happpy. im high. and now they're irritating my brother's hamsters. if they kill it, he will kill them, i promise.
aiight gonna drink the cocktails downstairs. ((:
tata~
SCREAMING infidelities
ahh so christmas day itself was nothing spectacular. kinda boring and kinda bad anyway. made to do chores, wash the car, do stupid things. and watched finding nemo all by myself. gah. quite a bad day. moreover some great person decided to throw his tantrum at me. ugh. anyways. added someone on msn last night, hoping to say merry xmas before midnight! but ahh well, didnt work out, he only came on today. yup.
today wasnt too bad. church, which was funny and entertaining. so lance and i have decided to take up the challenge of heading the worship team. i think theres another group too tho. haha so it wont be THAT stressful. (: wonder how xian did it all alone. moreover for what, 6 years. haha. it was sec one orientation btw, haha. what we have every year. seems like all the games are the same. laughs. (: anyway boohoohoo, lance is in club med. no one to make fun of. haha. and daryl's in penang. boredom. haha.
then i met jess and went to town. was really bored at first, went to check out mambo. mambo's on great sale. gotta check it out. but i guess im not a really big mambo fan. yeah. not into these surf stuff. (: then we went hat shopping! yay. haha my favorite thing. jesso got a hatcap. (SEE what a big influence i am. haha) but it was gorgeous anyway. headed to have fondue after that! our initial excitement was kinda dampened when the chocolate didnt come with the stove. boohoohoo. and it wasnt great anyway. and there was someone SPYING on me. laughs. using his phone from opposite the road to zoom in and take pictures! -.- haha. went over to say hi after that anyway. went inside hello! omg. the phone i wanted, n6170, is not just sold out, but its 738 bucks. the phone jess wants is 888 bucks. and almost sold out. do we have good+highclass taste or what. haha but it kinda sucks that its so damn ex! how. all the flips are like crazily ex. boohoohoo.
made our way to hollandv after that for our dose of essential brews. trust me, it makes us high. haha. the tea drinks there are absolutely delicious. plus the fries are somehow very very tasty. its strange how much effect that place has on us. (: cabbed home. then woo! talked to people. person. (((: AND IM SO HAPPY. heh. so nice. ((: im so happy that im not even bothering about the 20+ kids downstairs, crawling around, and making a lot of noise. jumping up and down the stairs. and very irritating. ((: nvm, im happy. we talked for abt an hour. im happy. very happpy. im high. and now they're irritating my brother's hamsters. if they kill it, he will kill them, i promise.
aiight gonna drink the cocktails downstairs. ((:
tata~
SCREAMING infidelities
you get me high`
3:59 AM
3:59 AM
Friday, December 24
[love, me]
so everything worked out almost as planned. leaving everything in His hands is a right thing, isnt it. ((: lets start with yesterday morning.
mm went to faye's place to make earrings for kate. heh talk about late. anyway they were gorgeous! haha. and i made one for myself too! which i wore later at night. yupp. faye's cool. then had to rush for violin, where laoshi decided to be kind, and he didnt tell me off though it was evident i didnt practise. heh. (: but nvm we learnt a new song! soooo it wasnt that bad.
then rushed to church for rehearsals! which only started like what, an hour after i got there. just lazing around, AS USUAL. till like it finally started. practise practise then the party started. ((: yes it started an hour late. typical. (: and dresscode was formal. i wasnt even informed. grumbles. great. thank goodness kate got me into the whole tie thing, so i didnt look too uh, normal. as in, at least im wearing what i usually wont. haha. ((: HI KATE. it was so great that she came!
started with food! which was, rather, uh, haha horrible. but nevertheless. sat with most of the band. mikh and kate were vying for the waiter job. haha, that is, to refill our drinks. how nice it is to be served. ((: then um games. charades. okay lar it was pretty funny. and rather comical to see us act out stupid stuff. then ooh the dancing game. mikh like ROCKS. he can moveee! (: he was so funny i think i laughed till my tummyached. supersuper! charles wasnt too bad either! plus someone was sucha good sport! haha. ((: jianhong did his whole chinese dance thing. superbly funny. anyway mikh won, which was expected. before they even started, kate and i were like, aiyahh no competition, mikh'll win. haha. umm next game was, i dont know. ohhh the stuffing bread into your mouth. heh. another comical one. esp with mikh innit.
then it was worship! -.- aw mann. we were like all so freaked out. j was going crazy i believe. haha. well it didnt turn out great, but it was still a-okay lar! (: must commend j, cause we all thought he was very good as a first time worship leader! (: yuppp. and joce was great on the drums. mikh, needless to say. haha. kate's right, i think we've all grown a lot musically, the band that is. like mikh can suddenly play the drums really well. josh too. everyone can play like, everyone's instruments. though not great, but still rather good. ((: haha dont we just rock. (: okay i'll go to individual people later anyway. (: during msg we had worship debrief. my-oh-my joyce was so fierce. -.- haha. cmon its xmas eve! give us a break. besides we werent all THAT bad. *bites lip*
jamming. HOHOHO. ((: IT WAS ACTUALLY QUITE GOOD! omg. unexpected. haha. and j and my 'love, me' worked out! IT WORKED OUT. it was like almost impromptu! best of all, he caught the cue and came in on time, and IN TUNE! haha. not that he's not in tune, but sometimes his first note clashes. but still! it was like a miracle! heh. threecheers to beeejaytee. best collabo i've had with a worship leader. he always remember to look at the piano when he's not sure when to come in! heh. (: oh i forgot to mention josh and lance's silent night during worship was good! or so everyone said. cmon, what can beat a flute duet. (a saxophone showcase, actually. haha but nvm.) anyway hmm it was all good!
then countdown and picture taking time! haha. i think i took like 50 pictures. but who can resist! i always take tons of pictures during these programmes anyway. like, yz anniversary. i've got truckloads of pictures. took band pictures, blahblah. super fun! oh we even took 'true-bred-true-way' pictures. haha which was me kate josh druce mikh. haha. like, my best pals! stupid j didnt wanna take. he's considered! known him for what. 6,7 years? so hrmf. countdown! all the million hugs. ((: sweetest things alive! mikh went around hugging everyone. funky joker!
anyway basically it was just really fun yesterday. didnt think it'd turn out this way. went home all highhhh and like. highh. haha. havent been this happy in awhile.
anyways! individuals! mikh! haha. i must comment on HOW FUNNY HE IS. how much of a joker he's become. from an irritating brat to a sensible funny guy. plus he looked so smart last night! the whole suit thing going on. pro at the bass. and ahh haha sucha joy to have around! (: joshhh! he's like my best pal! at least for now. haha. somebody looked so HOT last night! with his zara shirt and his whole spikey hair funky specs thing. plus a real talent. and omg one of the funniest people alive. about everything he does cracks me up. and hes my harmonising partner! even during service today, we were like harmonising to keep ourselves awake. laughs. he's like my joy! haha. love him to bits (: jayy! the sensible one! not-as-crazy, but still quite crazy! almost irresistable last night, wasnt he? with his whole groban thing, and the suit too. plus his natural goodlooks that make girls melt. HAHA. sorry, just not my type! (: but nevertheless, hothothot! one of my best friend, along with kate! one of the only people i trust wholeheartedly. kudos for being sucha great guy. lance! musical genius! and a greatgreat friend! strange that xian's gonna pass the worship team to us. but hey, there's no better person to work with. (: just my honour to be able to collabo with him! he's the dude, man, he's the dudee. paul and juice! the jokers. the oranges juice. HAHA okay no nvm. druce is like the cool one. quiet, the man with few words. one that grew up with me, and started off as a very irritating brat too! (: heh. while looking at paul just makes one laugh. (: kudos to the funky hat too. haha.
and the best for the last! KATE! my bestest friend in the whole wide world. talented, funny. and everything a guy would like. HAHA. funky too. i like our tie thing girl! haha. and only you! will be able to make jay look at you the way he does. he doesnt do it to anyone else, whether you wanna believe it or not. plus i witnessed it again last night. kinda hope you guys will work out again. my two best friends. haha. (: but hey, trust me on this, that you'll always be more special to him than any other girl will be. yes? haha. SO GLAD YOU CAME BACK. visit more girl. ilu! (:
okay SORRY for the long entry. just had so many things to rattle about. thanks everyone for everything! the cards, presents, chocolate coated strawberries (heh), hugs, blessings, cooperation. and to the band, you guys rock my sockss. oh and the countless smses i received last night! like my phone couldnt stop vibrating. -.- so my apologies to people i didnt reply. i'll post some pictures up soon! till then, i'll be off to bed, really. we're all like walking zombies. ((:
merry christmas yall! love to those who've been just so marvelous. and always remember the reason for the season! ((:
she makes me think of lightning in skiess
so everything worked out almost as planned. leaving everything in His hands is a right thing, isnt it. ((: lets start with yesterday morning.
mm went to faye's place to make earrings for kate. heh talk about late. anyway they were gorgeous! haha. and i made one for myself too! which i wore later at night. yupp. faye's cool. then had to rush for violin, where laoshi decided to be kind, and he didnt tell me off though it was evident i didnt practise. heh. (: but nvm we learnt a new song! soooo it wasnt that bad.
then rushed to church for rehearsals! which only started like what, an hour after i got there. just lazing around, AS USUAL. till like it finally started. practise practise then the party started. ((: yes it started an hour late. typical. (: and dresscode was formal. i wasnt even informed. grumbles. great. thank goodness kate got me into the whole tie thing, so i didnt look too uh, normal. as in, at least im wearing what i usually wont. haha. ((: HI KATE. it was so great that she came!
started with food! which was, rather, uh, haha horrible. but nevertheless. sat with most of the band. mikh and kate were vying for the waiter job. haha, that is, to refill our drinks. how nice it is to be served. ((: then um games. charades. okay lar it was pretty funny. and rather comical to see us act out stupid stuff. then ooh the dancing game. mikh like ROCKS. he can moveee! (: he was so funny i think i laughed till my tummyached. supersuper! charles wasnt too bad either! plus someone was sucha good sport! haha. ((: jianhong did his whole chinese dance thing. superbly funny. anyway mikh won, which was expected. before they even started, kate and i were like, aiyahh no competition, mikh'll win. haha. umm next game was, i dont know. ohhh the stuffing bread into your mouth. heh. another comical one. esp with mikh innit.
then it was worship! -.- aw mann. we were like all so freaked out. j was going crazy i believe. haha. well it didnt turn out great, but it was still a-okay lar! (: must commend j, cause we all thought he was very good as a first time worship leader! (: yuppp. and joce was great on the drums. mikh, needless to say. haha. kate's right, i think we've all grown a lot musically, the band that is. like mikh can suddenly play the drums really well. josh too. everyone can play like, everyone's instruments. though not great, but still rather good. ((: haha dont we just rock. (: okay i'll go to individual people later anyway. (: during msg we had worship debrief. my-oh-my joyce was so fierce. -.- haha. cmon its xmas eve! give us a break. besides we werent all THAT bad. *bites lip*
jamming. HOHOHO. ((: IT WAS ACTUALLY QUITE GOOD! omg. unexpected. haha. and j and my 'love, me' worked out! IT WORKED OUT. it was like almost impromptu! best of all, he caught the cue and came in on time, and IN TUNE! haha. not that he's not in tune, but sometimes his first note clashes. but still! it was like a miracle! heh. threecheers to beeejaytee. best collabo i've had with a worship leader. he always remember to look at the piano when he's not sure when to come in! heh. (: oh i forgot to mention josh and lance's silent night during worship was good! or so everyone said. cmon, what can beat a flute duet. (a saxophone showcase, actually. haha but nvm.) anyway hmm it was all good!
then countdown and picture taking time! haha. i think i took like 50 pictures. but who can resist! i always take tons of pictures during these programmes anyway. like, yz anniversary. i've got truckloads of pictures. took band pictures, blahblah. super fun! oh we even took 'true-bred-true-way' pictures. haha which was me kate josh druce mikh. haha. like, my best pals! stupid j didnt wanna take. he's considered! known him for what. 6,7 years? so hrmf. countdown! all the million hugs. ((: sweetest things alive! mikh went around hugging everyone. funky joker!
anyway basically it was just really fun yesterday. didnt think it'd turn out this way. went home all highhhh and like. highh. haha. havent been this happy in awhile.
anyways! individuals! mikh! haha. i must comment on HOW FUNNY HE IS. how much of a joker he's become. from an irritating brat to a sensible funny guy. plus he looked so smart last night! the whole suit thing going on. pro at the bass. and ahh haha sucha joy to have around! (: joshhh! he's like my best pal! at least for now. haha. somebody looked so HOT last night! with his zara shirt and his whole spikey hair funky specs thing. plus a real talent. and omg one of the funniest people alive. about everything he does cracks me up. and hes my harmonising partner! even during service today, we were like harmonising to keep ourselves awake. laughs. he's like my joy! haha. love him to bits (: jayy! the sensible one! not-as-crazy, but still quite crazy! almost irresistable last night, wasnt he? with his whole groban thing, and the suit too. plus his natural goodlooks that make girls melt. HAHA. sorry, just not my type! (: but nevertheless, hothothot! one of my best friend, along with kate! one of the only people i trust wholeheartedly. kudos for being sucha great guy. lance! musical genius! and a greatgreat friend! strange that xian's gonna pass the worship team to us. but hey, there's no better person to work with. (: just my honour to be able to collabo with him! he's the dude, man, he's the dudee. paul and juice! the jokers. the oranges juice. HAHA okay no nvm. druce is like the cool one. quiet, the man with few words. one that grew up with me, and started off as a very irritating brat too! (: heh. while looking at paul just makes one laugh. (: kudos to the funky hat too. haha.
and the best for the last! KATE! my bestest friend in the whole wide world. talented, funny. and everything a guy would like. HAHA. funky too. i like our tie thing girl! haha. and only you! will be able to make jay look at you the way he does. he doesnt do it to anyone else, whether you wanna believe it or not. plus i witnessed it again last night. kinda hope you guys will work out again. my two best friends. haha. (: but hey, trust me on this, that you'll always be more special to him than any other girl will be. yes? haha. SO GLAD YOU CAME BACK. visit more girl. ilu! (:
okay SORRY for the long entry. just had so many things to rattle about. thanks everyone for everything! the cards, presents, chocolate coated strawberries (heh), hugs, blessings, cooperation. and to the band, you guys rock my sockss. oh and the countless smses i received last night! like my phone couldnt stop vibrating. -.- so my apologies to people i didnt reply. i'll post some pictures up soon! till then, i'll be off to bed, really. we're all like walking zombies. ((:
merry christmas yall! love to those who've been just so marvelous. and always remember the reason for the season! ((:
she makes me think of lightning in skiess
you get me high`
10:45 PM
10:45 PM
Thursday, December 23
im feeling so numb...
...its scary.
you get me high`
8:23 AM
8:23 AM
[scar]
okay, im good im good. -breathes in breathes out-
sometimes apologies matter. and sometimes notes do too. triple thanks to derek. (: i think im slightly overdependent. blah.
alright so the big day's tmr. if you ask me i think it'd be kinda screwed. just leave it in His hands i guess.
have i mention im hopeless at abercrombie. like every season i'll go surf their web, and they have like absolutely gorgeous things. esp last year's summer collection. was supposed to order one but ahh, figured otherwise.
ohhh and i called him today! -.- haha. well, technically not really. but ah well. he was watching double happiness2. ladeedum.
aw mann. talk abt randomness, i've been infected again.
santababy, so hurry down the chimney tonight
okay, im good im good. -breathes in breathes out-
sometimes apologies matter. and sometimes notes do too. triple thanks to derek. (: i think im slightly overdependent. blah.
alright so the big day's tmr. if you ask me i think it'd be kinda screwed. just leave it in His hands i guess.
have i mention im hopeless at abercrombie. like every season i'll go surf their web, and they have like absolutely gorgeous things. esp last year's summer collection. was supposed to order one but ahh, figured otherwise.
ohhh and i called him today! -.- haha. well, technically not really. but ah well. he was watching double happiness2. ladeedum.
aw mann. talk abt randomness, i've been infected again.
santababy, so hurry down the chimney tonight
you get me high`
5:01 AM
5:01 AM
Wednesday, December 22
worship used to be
HAPPY. fun. UNPROBLEMATIC. SMOOTH. slight hiccups. BUT GOOD COORDINATION. GOOD ATTITUDES. jokes. laughter. rubbishtalk. clevermusicinterruptions. enjoyable. classy. interesting. bondingtime.
worship NOW is like
stressful. pressurizing. fullofACCUSATIONS. HURTFUL. exasperating. TRAUMATIZING. problematic. MAJORhiccups. HORRIFICcoordination. badbeats. hardlyenjoyable. barelyanylaughter. timetohate. timetoswear. UNHAPPY. PISSIFYING. once again, HURTFUL. angsty. justWRONG.
which later plays to
personalities. characteriztion. grudges. UNSOLVEDTENSION. ANGSTYCONVERSATION. UNNECESSARYHATRED. TIMEtoGENERALISE. HATE. DESPISE. COMPETITIONBASEDONNOTHING. MOREANDMOREGRUDGES. UNREASONABLE. SPITEFUL. HATRED. MUTUALFUCKINGMISUNDERSTANDINGS.
what in the blue hell did i do wrong this time. seems like hohoho im always at fault. the minute i step into church, already feeling like a pile of crap, and i get this big lecture, on what is really not necessary. i get screamed at. for something i absolutely didnt do. ACCUSED to the fucking CORE. casual conversations flop up into big hoohas. that honestly SHOULDNT EXIST. SO i get SCREAMED at for NOTHING, turned into some bitch overnight. and I THOUGHT I CLEARED IT UP PREVIOUSLY. or THIS MORNING AT LEAST. before i hurriedly left the house, cause i delayed going out just to ENSURE that ALL IS WELL. thought i was HELL LATE but turns out jess was later. and like HELLO. why'd i still get SHIT when i go to church?
and before long, after angsty conversation with a peeved buncha people. we all get angry. all get messed up. all break down. and honestly, playing the piano between sobs ISNT MY FORTÉ. FOR YOUR INFO. -.- THEN our DEARDEAR WORSHIP LEADER, mind you, comes up and starts swearing at my face like IVE DONE SOMETHING SOOO AWFULLY WRONG. which MAN, is it just me, or i just DONT SEEM TO KNOW WHAT IVE DONE. different frequency? probable.
so i've got ENOUGH. ALRIGHT? im just gonna GET DONE with this DAMN THING. ON A VERY JOLLY DAY, so damn unfortunately. and KEEP MY COMMENTS TO MYSELF. EVEN WHEN I DONT MEAN NO FREAKING HARM. im so bloody fine with everyone in the worship this time, BUT WHY DOESNT ANYONE SEEM TO KNOW THAT. i dont harbour no damn ill intentions, everything i say is mostly outta factual insights, and honestly, none. i mean ZERO meant harm. BUT I GUESS. if EVERYONE SEES OTHERWISE. I BLOODY GIVE UP. JUST TAPE UP MY MOUTH FOR MY TONALITY DOESNT SUIT THE WORLD. oh and even better, DONT SING. OR PEOPLE MIGHT THINK YOU WANNA TAKE THEIR PLACE. DONT PLAY THE PIANO. DONT DO ANYTHING. JUST SIT. AND STONE.
and HOHOHO WAIT A MINUTE. i EVEN REMEMBER STICKING UP FOR SOME PEOPLE SLIGHTLY MORE THAN 24 HOURS AGO. YES? talk about unappreciative.
so what if others can be hurt. pissed. annoyed. exasperated. traumatized. peeved. fucked.
I CAN BE ALL THAT, AND I JOLLY WELL AM. probably to an EVEN LARGER EXTENT. yes? YES? yes.
just LEAD YOUR OWN LIFE AND DONT COME INTRUDE IN MINE. cause YOU GUYS ARENT WELCOMED. UGH.
you get me high`
6:07 AM
6:07 AM
Tuesday, December 21
[Jesus, Lover of my soul]
i still remember the first time i learnt that song. with kate at kap. like after school and all, made my way down there for lunch wit her. good stuff. she made it sound so nice. somehow it didnt sound terribly pleasing today. haha. ((:
mann worship. worship worship worship. i've never had sucha horrible prac before. -.- maybe cause half of the people hadnt done worship before, so it was slightly messed. well i started off all high, as usual, esp with lance's under the sea score, which was terribly terribly challenging. and our usual lame jokes. josh's playing the flute! (((: like, my favorite thing in the world. josh rockss my socks man. haha. duet-ing with lance on silent night, AND I GETTA DO ACCOMPANIMENT. ((: honour honour. then after everything got serious, everything was messeddd up. chords were hard, so mik got frustrated. the beats were tough, so joce had some difficulties, but no one's blaming her, it's really odd beat. like only xian could get it. then like xian's git's distort got everyone very fed up cause it sounded really...distorted. and noisy. and messy. plus jay couldnt catch the pitch of his first note, the backups and jay's voice is very different. wahh everything was just wrong.
anyway after practising for like an hour plus, mik had to go, and he was pissed+tired+frustrated. which kinda pissed jay off. and everything was so wrong! okay running out of adj.s here. oh and moreover like, some chords were wrong, and most of the keys didnt suit jay. thus we had to transpose like crazy. ugh its very stressful being the musicians at times. so everyone left pretty cheezed off.
to look on the bright side. there were the pros of the worship. messing cum styling josh's hair. josh's really beautiful flute playing, which made everyone melt. moreover plus lance, it was like PHWOAR. the harmonies. woo. lance's stupid jokes. like he told me. ive got something really serious to tell you. and he refused to tell me over the phone. so when i got there, he said. oh yeah. im gonna be a dgl. -.- so much for SERIOUS. mann. xian's very tolerable. or maybe she's used to my crazy tactics. but she knows its not as though i dont play properly when im crazy. haha. then we had cheering up session at the mrt station! haha. me lance jay. we just sat down there and sang and sang. and talked practically rubbish. we refused to take the train cause it was too crowded. haha. really funny. think it did a lot of healing to our dampened spirits. yawns. and now we're all helluva tired.
andd im gonna watch bridget tmr! oh goodie goodie. (:
then more practise.
one very important thing to remember this xmas. kate reminded me, so im gonna be a slight copycat here. reason for the season is that HE was sent down to earth cause of everyone of us here! to die for our sins. its not just presents and more presents, but to remember that JESUS came down, and did something no one else could have done. (:
and heres one of my favoriteee songs. thanks kate for the inspiration! haha. but i'll only give you the chorus, for thats the main point in the song. (((:
cheerios yall.
i still remember the first time i learnt that song. with kate at kap. like after school and all, made my way down there for lunch wit her. good stuff. she made it sound so nice. somehow it didnt sound terribly pleasing today. haha. ((:
mann worship. worship worship worship. i've never had sucha horrible prac before. -.- maybe cause half of the people hadnt done worship before, so it was slightly messed. well i started off all high, as usual, esp with lance's under the sea score, which was terribly terribly challenging. and our usual lame jokes. josh's playing the flute! (((: like, my favorite thing in the world. josh rockss my socks man. haha. duet-ing with lance on silent night, AND I GETTA DO ACCOMPANIMENT. ((: honour honour. then after everything got serious, everything was messeddd up. chords were hard, so mik got frustrated. the beats were tough, so joce had some difficulties, but no one's blaming her, it's really odd beat. like only xian could get it. then like xian's git's distort got everyone very fed up cause it sounded really...distorted. and noisy. and messy. plus jay couldnt catch the pitch of his first note, the backups and jay's voice is very different. wahh everything was just wrong.
anyway after practising for like an hour plus, mik had to go, and he was pissed+tired+frustrated. which kinda pissed jay off. and everything was so wrong! okay running out of adj.s here. oh and moreover like, some chords were wrong, and most of the keys didnt suit jay. thus we had to transpose like crazy. ugh its very stressful being the musicians at times. so everyone left pretty cheezed off.
to look on the bright side. there were the pros of the worship. messing cum styling josh's hair. josh's really beautiful flute playing, which made everyone melt. moreover plus lance, it was like PHWOAR. the harmonies. woo. lance's stupid jokes. like he told me. ive got something really serious to tell you. and he refused to tell me over the phone. so when i got there, he said. oh yeah. im gonna be a dgl. -.- so much for SERIOUS. mann. xian's very tolerable. or maybe she's used to my crazy tactics. but she knows its not as though i dont play properly when im crazy. haha. then we had cheering up session at the mrt station! haha. me lance jay. we just sat down there and sang and sang. and talked practically rubbish. we refused to take the train cause it was too crowded. haha. really funny. think it did a lot of healing to our dampened spirits. yawns. and now we're all helluva tired.
andd im gonna watch bridget tmr! oh goodie goodie. (:
then more practise.
one very important thing to remember this xmas. kate reminded me, so im gonna be a slight copycat here. reason for the season is that HE was sent down to earth cause of everyone of us here! to die for our sins. its not just presents and more presents, but to remember that JESUS came down, and did something no one else could have done. (:
and heres one of my favoriteee songs. thanks kate for the inspiration! haha. but i'll only give you the chorus, for thats the main point in the song. (((:
we are the reason that He gave His life
we are the reason that He suffered and died
to a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
to show us the reason to live
cheerios yall.
you get me high`
7:59 AM
7:59 AM
Monday, December 20
[fall and fall in His arms]
finally. a xmas party that i enjoyed. still like the usual gang the best. (: the fun of reminiscing the past. childhood habits. haha funny to hear them now. and its even funnier to hear those who used to be so much younger, not very old now tho, say ahh you really so big now. we're all so old. blahblah. haha. anyway food was good, crowd was good, and the presents were! okay lar. haha. i got a brightgreenadorable mogu! wearing a really cute shirt but i cant wear it. -.- haha. i like julian's gf. i think shes cool. tinaga. what kinda cool name's that. she's indon, which explains. haha. (: nice people. julian's always been like my big bro! always asking me questions like, so hows school. hows life. bf? cmon im sure you have one, tell me! haha. joker. (:
ah i cant believe gary+gang went to watch a dance performance after jess and i left. stupid. and justis was innit! stupid mother. scolded me so i had to rush home. there's actually one more on the 26th, but i've got another stupid xmas party, and my mum screamed at me for wanting to go then be late for the party. UGH. which explains my cold war with her now. why cant she be more understanding! dance is like my life. and there wont be dance for three weeks already. ugh should've stayed out longer yesterday. moreover alvin was there yesterday too! grr.
okay im making it damn obvious. so before all of you get the wrong idea, no nothing of that sort. haha.
ahh choir at 9 tmr! dangamania. -.- and i'll go for lunch with... hmm... tim! (: yeah i think so. but i dont really feel like having pizza hut. how.
was i outta my head
finally. a xmas party that i enjoyed. still like the usual gang the best. (: the fun of reminiscing the past. childhood habits. haha funny to hear them now. and its even funnier to hear those who used to be so much younger, not very old now tho, say ahh you really so big now. we're all so old. blahblah. haha. anyway food was good, crowd was good, and the presents were! okay lar. haha. i got a brightgreenadorable mogu! wearing a really cute shirt but i cant wear it. -.- haha. i like julian's gf. i think shes cool. tinaga. what kinda cool name's that. she's indon, which explains. haha. (: nice people. julian's always been like my big bro! always asking me questions like, so hows school. hows life. bf? cmon im sure you have one, tell me! haha. joker. (:
ah i cant believe gary+gang went to watch a dance performance after jess and i left. stupid. and justis was innit! stupid mother. scolded me so i had to rush home. there's actually one more on the 26th, but i've got another stupid xmas party, and my mum screamed at me for wanting to go then be late for the party. UGH. which explains my cold war with her now. why cant she be more understanding! dance is like my life. and there wont be dance for three weeks already. ugh should've stayed out longer yesterday. moreover alvin was there yesterday too! grr.
okay im making it damn obvious. so before all of you get the wrong idea, no nothing of that sort. haha.
ahh choir at 9 tmr! dangamania. -.- and i'll go for lunch with... hmm... tim! (: yeah i think so. but i dont really feel like having pizza hut. how.
was i outta my head
you get me high`
8:01 AM
8:01 AM
Sunday, December 19
[its heaven when you find romance on your menu]
this is depressing. there wont be dance till the 9th. that's three weeks. three weeks without dance. three weeks without justis' scary moves, cheezy smile, pops and locks, tips on how to be better, posing, messed up hair, headgear. three weeks without justis! three weeks without alvin's cute smirk, messy moves, bad smile (haha), weird voice, funky bandanas, nice hair, distressed look. three weeks without alvin! three weeks without gary's grandfather stories, mutual competition to get the steps right, grooves, warmm smile, staring at marcus (HAHA). three weeks without gary! omg. and so much more! julian's EVER SO CHEEZY talk. shakira's whenever wherever. pat's really sarcastic yet funny jokes/comments. dan's stupid dao look. shulin's ever so zai moves. and everything! three weeks without dance.
oh someone save me.
went to kates church this morning. and glory, i miss her so much. ((: it's great seeing you darling. haha best friends will always be best friends, wont they. (: i like her church. the fact that there arent many from the what-they-all-presume as prestigious schools. thus the lack of eloquence in speech. without colorful words. everything just so simple. so plain. so...earnest. even their faith is so honest. (: admirable.
then we went for lunch at westmall! kfc. mann i havent had their chicken in ages. well we talkedtalkedtalked. and boom! i was really late! called jess, met her at queenstown. timecheck, 1315. fifteen minutes to dance. slammed into a cab, and rushed the driver all the way there. got to dance just on time! we still gotta see the funk one-rs dance a few times.
dance was fab. as usual. when izzit ever not fab. then we waited for gary to come. he couldnt dance cause of an injured knee. and we all went for lunch at fareast! that being me jess julian marcus charlene claire cassandra. yup. (: nice buncha people. had sushi tei. then watched the dance comp. mag's gang was there. dan alvin james eugene mae BLAH. whoever lar. pat was there too! but i dont know where justis went to. nor shulin. -.- okaay. it was like, sub-standard lar. even the host commented that the groups really arent very good. no, he did not say it in front of the whole crowd. haha.
anyway i had to leave cause my mum was screaming at me for staying out for sucha long time. grumbles.
yesterday! xmas party with mum's church friends. oh gosh i hated it. firstly i hate it when there're TRUCKLOADS of people at my place. moreover they had LITTLE GIRLS, who banged on my piano and strangled my toys. worse of all, they all bullied my dog! oh drats. what a day. -.-
and yes that was abt all. haha. ohhh but i watched what a girl wants again! omg. colin firth. omg oliver james. okay dont think im a freak, but i really like colin firth kayy! (((: haha. sheesh.
anyway it was great seeing kateeeeee. hope she comes back for xmas eve party. then i can pass her her present. which.. i havent got. -.- and see her longlost jay. and pals. another party tmr! which wont be so bad cause its the regular crowd. and i get a present from every family! heh. ((:
hmm should i go for the nygh band concert. yumin's innit. should i should i?
i just want YOU for xmas! ((:
this is depressing. there wont be dance till the 9th. that's three weeks. three weeks without dance. three weeks without justis' scary moves, cheezy smile, pops and locks, tips on how to be better, posing, messed up hair, headgear. three weeks without justis! three weeks without alvin's cute smirk, messy moves, bad smile (haha), weird voice, funky bandanas, nice hair, distressed look. three weeks without alvin! three weeks without gary's grandfather stories, mutual competition to get the steps right, grooves, warmm smile, staring at marcus (HAHA). three weeks without gary! omg. and so much more! julian's EVER SO CHEEZY talk. shakira's whenever wherever. pat's really sarcastic yet funny jokes/comments. dan's stupid dao look. shulin's ever so zai moves. and everything! three weeks without dance.
oh someone save me.
went to kates church this morning. and glory, i miss her so much. ((: it's great seeing you darling. haha best friends will always be best friends, wont they. (: i like her church. the fact that there arent many from the what-they-all-presume as prestigious schools. thus the lack of eloquence in speech. without colorful words. everything just so simple. so plain. so...earnest. even their faith is so honest. (: admirable.
then we went for lunch at westmall! kfc. mann i havent had their chicken in ages. well we talkedtalkedtalked. and boom! i was really late! called jess, met her at queenstown. timecheck, 1315. fifteen minutes to dance. slammed into a cab, and rushed the driver all the way there. got to dance just on time! we still gotta see the funk one-rs dance a few times.
dance was fab. as usual. when izzit ever not fab. then we waited for gary to come. he couldnt dance cause of an injured knee. and we all went for lunch at fareast! that being me jess julian marcus charlene claire cassandra. yup. (: nice buncha people. had sushi tei. then watched the dance comp. mag's gang was there. dan alvin james eugene mae BLAH. whoever lar. pat was there too! but i dont know where justis went to. nor shulin. -.- okaay. it was like, sub-standard lar. even the host commented that the groups really arent very good. no, he did not say it in front of the whole crowd. haha.
anyway i had to leave cause my mum was screaming at me for staying out for sucha long time. grumbles.
yesterday! xmas party with mum's church friends. oh gosh i hated it. firstly i hate it when there're TRUCKLOADS of people at my place. moreover they had LITTLE GIRLS, who banged on my piano and strangled my toys. worse of all, they all bullied my dog! oh drats. what a day. -.-
and yes that was abt all. haha. ohhh but i watched what a girl wants again! omg. colin firth. omg oliver james. okay dont think im a freak, but i really like colin firth kayy! (((: haha. sheesh.
anyway it was great seeing kateeeeee. hope she comes back for xmas eve party. then i can pass her her present. which.. i havent got. -.- and see her longlost jay. and pals. another party tmr! which wont be so bad cause its the regular crowd. and i get a present from every family! heh. ((:
hmm should i go for the nygh band concert. yumin's innit. should i should i?
i just want YOU for xmas! ((:
you get me high`
6:08 AM
6:08 AM
Friday, December 17
[im no longer yours and youre no longer mine]
okay sorry for the uh. short and depressing entry. a pleasure to read. -.- haha. yup, not as depressed anymore! cause i cant stand it when guys dont give in after continuous pleadings. i mean, call yourself a guy! and u're not giving in to the lady. haha. ladeedum.
yesterday was rather enjoyable. triple thanks to daryl and his dad for sponsoring a day of fun. ((:
alright ling picked me up in the morning, made our way to warren, where the guys were late. cause someone was caught up with for love or money 4. -.- i mean, talk about lame. haha. so hmm who was there. me annalyn juanhe daryl keanyung. ((: yup. we went to bowl first. my gosh ling's pro. but shes a bowler so it aint counted. played like 3 games till joanna came. omg she's like, comical. she didnt know how to bowl, so she just basically dropped the ball, and it went straight for the headpin. we were all like screaming in disbelief. oh then she had to get shoes right, the woman at the counter was asking her what size, she said MEDIUM MEDIUM! and we all burst out laughing. which affected our game quite a bit. we just kept cracking up. plus she couldnt differentiate between a spare, split, strike, and SPRITE. hahaha. okay im starting to crack up again.
wah the bill was...ex. yeah. sorry. haha. then we went to play pool! ooh okay sometimes i suck sometimes i rock! heh. ling was QUITE PRO LAR OKAY. but i didnt get the whole voodoo voodoo thing that juanhe was going on about. like apparent black magic. haha. anyway i must owe my basics to clive! if he didnt spend 15 minutes b4 i left his place awhile back, i wouldnt have a clue how to play. (: anyway UGH the girls lost three games in a row! -.- grr. haha.
then we went singing! haha, quite fun lar. but slightly stoned. and ling i sounded really bad! i dont like singing into mics. wait, did i sound bad? haha since on your blog you said jo and i sing damn well, serenading, blah. -.- yikes.
i have been enlightened. on why so many people think annalyn's blog is nice. cause i didnt open it in IE. so i didnt see the cute raindrops. that i can even play around with. where did you get the script for that! so now i must admit, it IS pretty nice. ((:
yay yay i think i'll getta co-play with lance for yz's xmas eve service. yay yay. jay's leading! oh yeah i was msging him the other day, ahh hope his appeal gets thru and he gets into ac. tho that means that when i get to j1 we'll be rival schools, but hey who cares. (: hope lance agrees. cause its not everyday that beeeejay leads.
boo everyone's abroad. nick's in paris. nikki's in melbourne. daryl's in bintan. yuan's in brisbane i believe. gahh.
alright i think im gonna jet. gotta put up the candycanes on the tree, and get ready for my xmas party! damn i have three this year. what a drag. -.-
youre still the only one that feels like home
okay sorry for the uh. short and depressing entry. a pleasure to read. -.- haha. yup, not as depressed anymore! cause i cant stand it when guys dont give in after continuous pleadings. i mean, call yourself a guy! and u're not giving in to the lady. haha. ladeedum.
yesterday was rather enjoyable. triple thanks to daryl and his dad for sponsoring a day of fun. ((:
alright ling picked me up in the morning, made our way to warren, where the guys were late. cause someone was caught up with for love or money 4. -.- i mean, talk about lame. haha. so hmm who was there. me annalyn juanhe daryl keanyung. ((: yup. we went to bowl first. my gosh ling's pro. but shes a bowler so it aint counted. played like 3 games till joanna came. omg she's like, comical. she didnt know how to bowl, so she just basically dropped the ball, and it went straight for the headpin. we were all like screaming in disbelief. oh then she had to get shoes right, the woman at the counter was asking her what size, she said MEDIUM MEDIUM! and we all burst out laughing. which affected our game quite a bit. we just kept cracking up. plus she couldnt differentiate between a spare, split, strike, and SPRITE. hahaha. okay im starting to crack up again.
wah the bill was...ex. yeah. sorry. haha. then we went to play pool! ooh okay sometimes i suck sometimes i rock! heh. ling was QUITE PRO LAR OKAY. but i didnt get the whole voodoo voodoo thing that juanhe was going on about. like apparent black magic. haha. anyway i must owe my basics to clive! if he didnt spend 15 minutes b4 i left his place awhile back, i wouldnt have a clue how to play. (: anyway UGH the girls lost three games in a row! -.- grr. haha.
then we went singing! haha, quite fun lar. but slightly stoned. and ling i sounded really bad! i dont like singing into mics. wait, did i sound bad? haha since on your blog you said jo and i sing damn well, serenading, blah. -.- yikes.
i have been enlightened. on why so many people think annalyn's blog is nice. cause i didnt open it in IE. so i didnt see the cute raindrops. that i can even play around with. where did you get the script for that! so now i must admit, it IS pretty nice. ((:
yay yay i think i'll getta co-play with lance for yz's xmas eve service. yay yay. jay's leading! oh yeah i was msging him the other day, ahh hope his appeal gets thru and he gets into ac. tho that means that when i get to j1 we'll be rival schools, but hey who cares. (: hope lance agrees. cause its not everyday that beeeejay leads.
boo everyone's abroad. nick's in paris. nikki's in melbourne. daryl's in bintan. yuan's in brisbane i believe. gahh.
alright i think im gonna jet. gotta put up the candycanes on the tree, and get ready for my xmas party! damn i have three this year. what a drag. -.-
youre still the only one that feels like home
you get me high`
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Thursday, December 16
im gonna sit in my corner and cry and cry again
you get me high`
8:57 AM
8:57 AM
Wednesday, December 15
you can call me selfish
but all i want is your love
you can call me hopeless, baby,
cause i'm hopelessly in love
you can call me imperfect
but who's perfect
tell me what do i gotta do
to prove that im the only one for you
yesterday. went out with juanhe keanyung annalyn. watched national treasure. funfun. and im the blurest of the blurs. (: yup. stashing tickets into a plastic bag, and throwing the bag away. very smart. (: well the outing was better than shutter. at least there was more conversation!
then headed to fairfield methodist sec for jon's like uhh service. some sermon. twas pretty bad. well at least for ling and i. the speaker thinks hes oh-so-funny when hes really just damn lame with a really bad sense of humour. but im glad the other people seemed to enjoy his not-even-corny jokes. at least he's entertaining some people. (: anyways after the service, it was like what. 1030? ling followed this guy, nicholas, to the bus stop first, cause anyway mum'll be late and i didnt wanna hold her back. just great, so i was thirsty i wanted to get a drink. jon said, let me buy you a drink, but he's gotta go up and get his coins first. subsequently timothy came down and said, oh my brother says i'm supposed to buy you a drink. -.- like just great. and i didnt see jon's shadow thereafter. at least tim sat with me while i waited for my mum. brr. laughs. like ling said, champeunnn.
speaking of which. eh ling whats wrong with you. why so...exasperated. your entry, that is. like, loosen up a bit lahh.
gahh yesterday landed me into some kinda confused state. maybe seeing him, wasnt sucha good idea afterall eh. how i wish you lost your ten yuan, annalyn. haha. maybe things didnt end off so clearly. and im not sure if i'm totally over it. but yet he made me so exasperated at one point, i really dont see why i shouldnt let him have the taste of his own medicine. being sensitive to only your own feelings, but what abt mine. bleagh.
confuzzion, mm i dont like it one bit.
i dont want a lot for xmas
there's just one thing i need
but all i want is your love
you can call me hopeless, baby,
cause i'm hopelessly in love
you can call me imperfect
but who's perfect
tell me what do i gotta do
to prove that im the only one for you
yesterday. went out with juanhe keanyung annalyn. watched national treasure. funfun. and im the blurest of the blurs. (: yup. stashing tickets into a plastic bag, and throwing the bag away. very smart. (: well the outing was better than shutter. at least there was more conversation!
then headed to fairfield methodist sec for jon's like uhh service. some sermon. twas pretty bad. well at least for ling and i. the speaker thinks hes oh-so-funny when hes really just damn lame with a really bad sense of humour. but im glad the other people seemed to enjoy his not-even-corny jokes. at least he's entertaining some people. (: anyways after the service, it was like what. 1030? ling followed this guy, nicholas, to the bus stop first, cause anyway mum'll be late and i didnt wanna hold her back. just great, so i was thirsty i wanted to get a drink. jon said, let me buy you a drink, but he's gotta go up and get his coins first. subsequently timothy came down and said, oh my brother says i'm supposed to buy you a drink. -.- like just great. and i didnt see jon's shadow thereafter. at least tim sat with me while i waited for my mum. brr. laughs. like ling said, champeunnn.
speaking of which. eh ling whats wrong with you. why so...exasperated. your entry, that is. like, loosen up a bit lahh.
i just want you for my own
gahh yesterday landed me into some kinda confused state. maybe seeing him, wasnt sucha good idea afterall eh. how i wish you lost your ten yuan, annalyn. haha. maybe things didnt end off so clearly. and im not sure if i'm totally over it. but yet he made me so exasperated at one point, i really dont see why i shouldnt let him have the taste of his own medicine. being sensitive to only your own feelings, but what abt mine. bleagh.
confuzzion, mm i dont like it one bit.
i dont want a lot for xmas
there's just one thing i need
you get me high`
11:28 PM
11:28 PM
Tuesday, December 14
[let the fear take the wheel and steer]
gahh didnt have time to blog yesterday.
alright um. jumped outta bed at what. 1253h. im SO SORRY choir girls, i overslept. -.- heh. so i hurriedly slipped into my skirt and dashed outta the house. i was still earlier than jess! haha.
anyway yesterday was fun. jess and i took the prettiest neoprints. we always do anyway. laughs. out neoprints ROCK k. though we havent taken for ages. haha. talk about ego. (: but it was all pretty lush. sucha pity i dont have a scanner, cant put the neos up. ladeedum. jess wore a hatcap yesterday! haha. under my unfluencee! and also to get used to it when she goes to taiwan. hehe. and i wore a cap. so it was like hats day for us. super funkay.
oh i met nikki too! along with junting val ally and vania. and a whole buncha ac guys. i never thought mark chiang would have gone to taiwan with them. haha. funny seeing him again. ladeedum. i miss nikki! shes flying off tmr again. like, great.
then i finally got home, and had a really fun math tuition, again, with tristan. haha and mdm ong was so sweet, she cooked me noodles knowing i hadnt had dinner! (: trigo's horrible. -.-
great. just got railed for my china trip bills. finee so i agree its a lot. but u don t have to resort to confiscating my phone. gahh. what to do now.
ah okay i've gotta cut this short. annalyn's on her way to pick me. going out with juanhe and keanyung. national treasure. yup. i feel like sucha paedophile everytime i think abt ian. haha. (((: random random.
haunting mass appeal
gahh didnt have time to blog yesterday.
alright um. jumped outta bed at what. 1253h. im SO SORRY choir girls, i overslept. -.- heh. so i hurriedly slipped into my skirt and dashed outta the house. i was still earlier than jess! haha.
anyway yesterday was fun. jess and i took the prettiest neoprints. we always do anyway. laughs. out neoprints ROCK k. though we havent taken for ages. haha. talk about ego. (: but it was all pretty lush. sucha pity i dont have a scanner, cant put the neos up. ladeedum. jess wore a hatcap yesterday! haha. under my unfluencee! and also to get used to it when she goes to taiwan. hehe. and i wore a cap. so it was like hats day for us. super funkay.
oh i met nikki too! along with junting val ally and vania. and a whole buncha ac guys. i never thought mark chiang would have gone to taiwan with them. haha. funny seeing him again. ladeedum. i miss nikki! shes flying off tmr again. like, great.
then i finally got home, and had a really fun math tuition, again, with tristan. haha and mdm ong was so sweet, she cooked me noodles knowing i hadnt had dinner! (: trigo's horrible. -.-
great. just got railed for my china trip bills. finee so i agree its a lot. but u don t have to resort to confiscating my phone. gahh. what to do now.
ah okay i've gotta cut this short. annalyn's on her way to pick me. going out with juanhe and keanyung. national treasure. yup. i feel like sucha paedophile everytime i think abt ian. haha. (((: random random.
haunting mass appeal
you get me high`
9:52 PM
9:52 PM
Monday, December 13
[wishing you were somehow here again]
ahh civilisation. all back in sg. and its 0111h in the morning now. according to my laptop that is. (all the watches/clocks/timethingys in my house are all different) anyway my trip back from kl. man, i dont even know if i enjoyed it. and its funny how the abbreviation of ringgit is RM. so half the time im like saying it's 20 renmingbi, and diving it by five instead of two. haha.
aiight so we started off on saturday morning. my third aunt came to fetch us, since my cousin was following us. yup. reached uhh. somewhere around beach road at roughly 730 in the morning. tiring. got on the coach. sat with my cousinnn, shan2. yeah pretty amusing. the seats were quite comfy and stuff. sat behind julian and his mum. julian's 6. and he has a brother, ian, 11, who's SUPERDUPER cute. and he looks like christopher lee from sg idol. he'll pass off as christopher's brother ANYTIME. will post pictures up. though most were secretly taken cause he doesnt let people take pictures of him. he agreed ONCE though. (: hes so adorable. did a very good job at distracting me from thinking of...people.
actually i'd say my whole trip revolved around ian. cause hes so damn fricking cute.
anyway! we were bothering him to take pictures with us like half the coach ride. really funny. like cameras all around. paparazzi. but what to do! he's irresistable! haha. alright so we reached the hotel. uhh. timesquare i believe. yup. not the two stupid towers. cause my hotel had two towers too. and they were like. twins too. but ah i dont know. haha. (: we all stayed in suites. oh yeah. there were 27 of us. my family, my uncle's family, and three other families whom i didnt really know. yup but all my unc's friends. so mum bro shan me in one nice room. the architect of the hotel isnt very um, intelligent. the washroom took up about, say half the room? -.- man. why'd we need so many sinks for. there were two basins, a shower, a bathtub. and many other weird things. haha. one king sized bed. one sofa bed. so my mum slept on the floor at night. haha. after exploring the room, we left for dinner at hardrock cafe.
oh did i mention i met victoria/vicky (i dont know what i call her) during our like uhh journey breaks. where we go down to use the washroom and have some food. so coincidental! then i saw uhh. someone at hardrock cafe. i HONESTLY CANT RECALL how i knew her. is it church? is it jiangnan? i really dont know! but i know her anyway. and it was really weird her whole family was looking at me, till i realised i knew her, and they all burst out laughing. like, okaay. and your point is? haha but alright shes quite polite, remembering to at least inform me that she was leaving etc. dinner at hardrocks was horrible! twas sooo meaty! it became really stale after awhile. like, just chunks and chunks of meat, i could just die. man. we were all filled to the brim after dinner, however not very satisfied with it.
haha jon was like some stone, along with my bro. jon's my cousin btw. its really funny they can just stone and stare into midspace. ((: funny funny. jon's a very very nice guy, who's uh very well mannered and a really good boy. (: funky cousin to have. other than the fact hes quite a stoner. haha. (: so shan and i were fooling around with him. commenting on his stone-ness, and somehow he had something against us saying he was stoned. funny stuff.
walked to urm. shopping malls after that. shopped shopped shopped till about 9. there's f.o.s there, and its really cool! they barely have it in sg. all the warehouse goods, but nevertheless, good quality. hmm what did i buy. i think i bought an abercrombie scott, some really cool summerlooking collared shirt, and uhh soft capris for dance. funfun. then we walked around even more but it was just a waste of energy! (: so met the rest since it was free and easy, and headed back to the hotel. mann were we beat. hm but i watched some show before going to bed. autumn in somethingsomething. haha. richard gere and the girl in girl interrupted. just cant seem to remember her name. quite a nice show! while watching, we all had cup noodles, wrote in my diary, did my quiet time. and after washing up, it was bedtime! yayy.
day two! uh woke up really early. like 8. haha yes thats early for ME k. went out, and there wasnt any place open! so we had to walk really far out to some macs and had breakfast there. haha its like halfprice compared to sg. then where did we go. oh yeah we went to the theme park at our hotel. okay um basically the hotel's attached to this really really huge shopping mall, which we found out later that it was like 10 floors excluding the basement, and there was a rather cool theme park there. cosmo world or smthg. the corkscrew was solid! really well crafted ride. mmhmm. shan and i played like all the rides, while the guys chickened out. haha. nyahnyah. ian! my darling boy was just sitting in one corner eating popcorn cause he didnt dare to go on the rides. poor thing. we tried convincing us, but one must realise hes kinda irritated with my cousin and i for forever bugging him to take pictures. julian disappeared somewhere too anyway. haha.
after sitting like loads of rides, we spotted my mum doing some handicraft thing. looked really fun! so ian and clarine (some other girl) went to do it. ahh shan and i wanted to! but we were like running short of time. ian was so adorable! haha. shan2 took pictures of him doing the thingy. he was too engrossed to notice anyway. i took a picture of the final product! and its not bad i must say. (: and he was reallyyy fast. my mum did a really nice one too! its like really precious to her now. hahaa.
then the rest wanted to go the science centre. but really, why bother. so mum shan and my bro went shopping. yup. but evidently my bro left halfway due to boredom, and turned to his storybook as usual. yay lets see what i bought. i got two more tops- some abercrombie tank, and a paul frank tee. haha i realised everything i picked out from that shop's always abercrombie, strangely. but it just enhances the fact that i really like abercrombie. ladeedum. oh and i bought all these from f.o.s, thus the multiple brands and shirts and blah. then i bought a denim skirt from one of the other shops. yayy so pretty! OH and i bought this op cap that i absolutely adore. love it to bits k. (: haha. ladeedum.
met the rest for dinner. OH no before that shan and i went back to the theme park to do the handicraft thing. haha damn nice! and fun! and uh time consuming! we all wondered how ian could complete it so quickly. IAN'S SO CUTE! haha. i will talk more abt him later. (: dinner at kenny rogers! ohh it was really horrible cause we were next to some event that was going on, and there were people singing really offkey and really loudly. thus the waiter looked frustrated, and i actually told him, why do you look so glum! at least smile or smthg lar! hahhaa. he was quite amused. i think hes uh mixed malay caucasian. which explained the really pretty and caucasian eyes. haha. (: kenny rogers has excellent muffins, i really wanna add. but not excellent food! at least not in msia.
ehh then we went back to our rooms i believe. slacked around. blahblah. same old stuff.
okay next morning. they all couldnt wake up cause they all slept at four after soccer. so only my rooom woke up. went to have american breakfast at the hotel restaurant. YAY my favorite! (((: haha. i absolutely love it. but it kinda sucked. only the omelettes were nice. haha. met the rest eventually at like, 10. okay the rest were just stupid shopping. walking around. getting bloody scolded, which led me to a cold war with mum even until now. and im not planning to talk to her. ugh.
okay now why ian's just sucha sweetheart. hes DAMN sweet to julian. like julian always hugs him, and he'll just bend down to kiss him or smthg. and when he plays with julian, you can tell he really really dotes on him. always giving in to him. making sure he's not left out. making sure hes eating properly. etcetc. its just, too adorable. and i heard from his mum, there was once he was out wit his grandma, and he stomped in front of his parents saying, hey why you walk so fast! can you slow down! my ah ma's behind! so cute! and he always like holds her hand, making sure she doesnt fall. etcetc, all the sweet lil things. (: aww such an angel. plus he looks sooooo cute and soooo adorable, its just too much to handle. haha. anyway the poor kid was crying on our way back, and i went behind to try console him. hes so cute. cause he said we, being me and shan, were the most irritating people in the world! then he said he didnt mean it, but we did irritate him. haha. so i asked him after he looked err slightly happier. am i still irritating? then he shakes his head and smiles. haha. so cute! haha. okay one must know i hATE kids, but people like him are exceptions!
hmm jon cant count. we were buying some stuff...
us: jon whats 34 divided by 2! hurry!
jon: err err 15!
-.- to think hes 17 and was once an acsi gepper. haha. one more.
us: jon what's 76 divided by 2!
jon: uhh 34!
hahaha. this time we were just trying to test him. to think he failed so miserably.
okay im done wit my trip. my entries are getting longer. i guess its just that i need to blabber more to keep me less bored. haha. oh when i got back, i got like, 20 new smses. superbly funny. and so many pple talked to me on msn. the ones who usually dont. and damn i missed it. ughh! -.- even rob! like rob you know! anyway i sent him an email explaining my absence. haha. alright.
im supposed to blog abt how nice and lovely daryl is! hahahaha! okay. daryl's very nice! he's very lovely! there you go. hahaha. anyway hes so funny, he sent me his xmas wishlist. and boy is he greedy. ((: haha. fun person to talk to, kinda missed talking to him when i was in msia. mmhmm.
okay its 230! and im going to bed. ugh.
night yall.
but boy youre the only one i need
ahh civilisation. all back in sg. and its 0111h in the morning now. according to my laptop that is. (all the watches/clocks/timethingys in my house are all different) anyway my trip back from kl. man, i dont even know if i enjoyed it. and its funny how the abbreviation of ringgit is RM. so half the time im like saying it's 20 renmingbi, and diving it by five instead of two. haha.
aiight so we started off on saturday morning. my third aunt came to fetch us, since my cousin was following us. yup. reached uhh. somewhere around beach road at roughly 730 in the morning. tiring. got on the coach. sat with my cousinnn, shan2. yeah pretty amusing. the seats were quite comfy and stuff. sat behind julian and his mum. julian's 6. and he has a brother, ian, 11, who's SUPERDUPER cute. and he looks like christopher lee from sg idol. he'll pass off as christopher's brother ANYTIME. will post pictures up. though most were secretly taken cause he doesnt let people take pictures of him. he agreed ONCE though. (: hes so adorable. did a very good job at distracting me from thinking of...people.
actually i'd say my whole trip revolved around ian. cause hes so damn fricking cute.
anyway! we were bothering him to take pictures with us like half the coach ride. really funny. like cameras all around. paparazzi. but what to do! he's irresistable! haha. alright so we reached the hotel. uhh. timesquare i believe. yup. not the two stupid towers. cause my hotel had two towers too. and they were like. twins too. but ah i dont know. haha. (: we all stayed in suites. oh yeah. there were 27 of us. my family, my uncle's family, and three other families whom i didnt really know. yup but all my unc's friends. so mum bro shan me in one nice room. the architect of the hotel isnt very um, intelligent. the washroom took up about, say half the room? -.- man. why'd we need so many sinks for. there were two basins, a shower, a bathtub. and many other weird things. haha. one king sized bed. one sofa bed. so my mum slept on the floor at night. haha. after exploring the room, we left for dinner at hardrock cafe.
oh did i mention i met victoria/vicky (i dont know what i call her) during our like uhh journey breaks. where we go down to use the washroom and have some food. so coincidental! then i saw uhh. someone at hardrock cafe. i HONESTLY CANT RECALL how i knew her. is it church? is it jiangnan? i really dont know! but i know her anyway. and it was really weird her whole family was looking at me, till i realised i knew her, and they all burst out laughing. like, okaay. and your point is? haha but alright shes quite polite, remembering to at least inform me that she was leaving etc. dinner at hardrocks was horrible! twas sooo meaty! it became really stale after awhile. like, just chunks and chunks of meat, i could just die. man. we were all filled to the brim after dinner, however not very satisfied with it.
haha jon was like some stone, along with my bro. jon's my cousin btw. its really funny they can just stone and stare into midspace. ((: funny funny. jon's a very very nice guy, who's uh very well mannered and a really good boy. (: funky cousin to have. other than the fact hes quite a stoner. haha. (: so shan and i were fooling around with him. commenting on his stone-ness, and somehow he had something against us saying he was stoned. funny stuff.
walked to urm. shopping malls after that. shopped shopped shopped till about 9. there's f.o.s there, and its really cool! they barely have it in sg. all the warehouse goods, but nevertheless, good quality. hmm what did i buy. i think i bought an abercrombie scott, some really cool summerlooking collared shirt, and uhh soft capris for dance. funfun. then we walked around even more but it was just a waste of energy! (: so met the rest since it was free and easy, and headed back to the hotel. mann were we beat. hm but i watched some show before going to bed. autumn in somethingsomething. haha. richard gere and the girl in girl interrupted. just cant seem to remember her name. quite a nice show! while watching, we all had cup noodles, wrote in my diary, did my quiet time. and after washing up, it was bedtime! yayy.
day two! uh woke up really early. like 8. haha yes thats early for ME k. went out, and there wasnt any place open! so we had to walk really far out to some macs and had breakfast there. haha its like halfprice compared to sg. then where did we go. oh yeah we went to the theme park at our hotel. okay um basically the hotel's attached to this really really huge shopping mall, which we found out later that it was like 10 floors excluding the basement, and there was a rather cool theme park there. cosmo world or smthg. the corkscrew was solid! really well crafted ride. mmhmm. shan and i played like all the rides, while the guys chickened out. haha. nyahnyah. ian! my darling boy was just sitting in one corner eating popcorn cause he didnt dare to go on the rides. poor thing. we tried convincing us, but one must realise hes kinda irritated with my cousin and i for forever bugging him to take pictures. julian disappeared somewhere too anyway. haha.
after sitting like loads of rides, we spotted my mum doing some handicraft thing. looked really fun! so ian and clarine (some other girl) went to do it. ahh shan and i wanted to! but we were like running short of time. ian was so adorable! haha. shan2 took pictures of him doing the thingy. he was too engrossed to notice anyway. i took a picture of the final product! and its not bad i must say. (: and he was reallyyy fast. my mum did a really nice one too! its like really precious to her now. hahaa.
then the rest wanted to go the science centre. but really, why bother. so mum shan and my bro went shopping. yup. but evidently my bro left halfway due to boredom, and turned to his storybook as usual. yay lets see what i bought. i got two more tops- some abercrombie tank, and a paul frank tee. haha i realised everything i picked out from that shop's always abercrombie, strangely. but it just enhances the fact that i really like abercrombie. ladeedum. oh and i bought all these from f.o.s, thus the multiple brands and shirts and blah. then i bought a denim skirt from one of the other shops. yayy so pretty! OH and i bought this op cap that i absolutely adore. love it to bits k. (: haha. ladeedum.
met the rest for dinner. OH no before that shan and i went back to the theme park to do the handicraft thing. haha damn nice! and fun! and uh time consuming! we all wondered how ian could complete it so quickly. IAN'S SO CUTE! haha. i will talk more abt him later. (: dinner at kenny rogers! ohh it was really horrible cause we were next to some event that was going on, and there were people singing really offkey and really loudly. thus the waiter looked frustrated, and i actually told him, why do you look so glum! at least smile or smthg lar! hahhaa. he was quite amused. i think hes uh mixed malay caucasian. which explained the really pretty and caucasian eyes. haha. (: kenny rogers has excellent muffins, i really wanna add. but not excellent food! at least not in msia.
ehh then we went back to our rooms i believe. slacked around. blahblah. same old stuff.
okay next morning. they all couldnt wake up cause they all slept at four after soccer. so only my rooom woke up. went to have american breakfast at the hotel restaurant. YAY my favorite! (((: haha. i absolutely love it. but it kinda sucked. only the omelettes were nice. haha. met the rest eventually at like, 10. okay the rest were just stupid shopping. walking around. getting bloody scolded, which led me to a cold war with mum even until now. and im not planning to talk to her. ugh.
okay now why ian's just sucha sweetheart. hes DAMN sweet to julian. like julian always hugs him, and he'll just bend down to kiss him or smthg. and when he plays with julian, you can tell he really really dotes on him. always giving in to him. making sure he's not left out. making sure hes eating properly. etcetc. its just, too adorable. and i heard from his mum, there was once he was out wit his grandma, and he stomped in front of his parents saying, hey why you walk so fast! can you slow down! my ah ma's behind! so cute! and he always like holds her hand, making sure she doesnt fall. etcetc, all the sweet lil things. (: aww such an angel. plus he looks sooooo cute and soooo adorable, its just too much to handle. haha. anyway the poor kid was crying on our way back, and i went behind to try console him. hes so cute. cause he said we, being me and shan, were the most irritating people in the world! then he said he didnt mean it, but we did irritate him. haha. so i asked him after he looked err slightly happier. am i still irritating? then he shakes his head and smiles. haha. so cute! haha. okay one must know i hATE kids, but people like him are exceptions!
hmm jon cant count. we were buying some stuff...
us: jon whats 34 divided by 2! hurry!
jon: err err 15!
-.- to think hes 17 and was once an acsi gepper. haha. one more.
us: jon what's 76 divided by 2!
jon: uhh 34!
hahaha. this time we were just trying to test him. to think he failed so miserably.
okay im done wit my trip. my entries are getting longer. i guess its just that i need to blabber more to keep me less bored. haha. oh when i got back, i got like, 20 new smses. superbly funny. and so many pple talked to me on msn. the ones who usually dont. and damn i missed it. ughh! -.- even rob! like rob you know! anyway i sent him an email explaining my absence. haha. alright.
im supposed to blog abt how nice and lovely daryl is! hahahaha! okay. daryl's very nice! he's very lovely! there you go. hahaha. anyway hes so funny, he sent me his xmas wishlist. and boy is he greedy. ((: haha. fun person to talk to, kinda missed talking to him when i was in msia. mmhmm.
okay its 230! and im going to bed. ugh.
night yall.
but boy youre the only one i need
you get me high`
9:08 AM
9:08 AM
Friday, December 10
[stuffed with broken dreams]
ahh haha i should really go for tonality class. people see things differently compared to me. laughs.
yeah violin was good today! once in ages. mr teacherrr said not bad not bad. okay no i dont call him mr teacher. i dont call him anything. no wait, i call him boss. in chinese. haha okay right. he's having a concert on the 22nd of dec! the t'ang quartet. anyone interested? i THINK its at the esplanade. mmhmm. then dinner at paddy's. tanglin mall. the fish+chips there is really good. even my bro thinks its not bad. and when my bro says its not bad, in actual fact, its really good. haha.
ah its off to msia tmr. not that im looking forward to it. in fact im not. i think im gonna get depressed that i cant go for dance yet another week. which means no dance. which means no stupid pat jokes. no debating on whether to say hi to justis and alvin. haha. no lunch. no nothing! ugh. and plus the fact that it's a 5 hour trip to KL and back. we're staying in some twin tower thingamajig. not a good sign! haha. riight. i think im just gonna sleep my way through the bus ride. besides. it'd be 6+ in the morning, i shud be fast asleep. with my joss stone blasting in my ears. haha. dumdumdeedee.
hahahaha mq wants to be a scheming and shrewd businessman when he grows up. hahaha. damn funny! (: and dereekkkk. talk to shiyuan for me. (: pretty please. haha. sorry youre always sandwiched in the middle LAH. (:
im searching for more
ahh haha i should really go for tonality class. people see things differently compared to me. laughs.
yeah violin was good today! once in ages. mr teacherrr said not bad not bad. okay no i dont call him mr teacher. i dont call him anything. no wait, i call him boss. in chinese. haha okay right. he's having a concert on the 22nd of dec! the t'ang quartet. anyone interested? i THINK its at the esplanade. mmhmm. then dinner at paddy's. tanglin mall. the fish+chips there is really good. even my bro thinks its not bad. and when my bro says its not bad, in actual fact, its really good. haha.
ah its off to msia tmr. not that im looking forward to it. in fact im not. i think im gonna get depressed that i cant go for dance yet another week. which means no dance. which means no stupid pat jokes. no debating on whether to say hi to justis and alvin. haha. no lunch. no nothing! ugh. and plus the fact that it's a 5 hour trip to KL and back. we're staying in some twin tower thingamajig. not a good sign! haha. riight. i think im just gonna sleep my way through the bus ride. besides. it'd be 6+ in the morning, i shud be fast asleep. with my joss stone blasting in my ears. haha. dumdumdeedee.
hahahaha mq wants to be a scheming and shrewd businessman when he grows up. hahaha. damn funny! (: and dereekkkk. talk to shiyuan for me. (: pretty please. haha. sorry youre always sandwiched in the middle LAH. (:
im searching for more
you get me high`
6:16 AM
6:16 AM
Thursday, December 9
boy youre so fine
and i wanna make you mine
one new thing i learnt today: "and you sound so apprehensive about God" is hostile. okay i will so keep that in mind. esp when i add "ha hey (: thanks" in front. yup. we learn new things everyday. oh and one more thing, i can apparently say "learn to read between the lines" when i... didnt say that. magical. and 'i thought you were nice' somehow doesnt imply that 'i thought you were nice, but i guess i was wrong'. mann. am i getting stupid or what.
anyway this whole thing's dumb. and due to this oh so dumb thing, i end up quarreling with shiyuan just cause he wanted to stand up for me. UGH. great innit. sucha fair world, this place we're all living in. i dont harbour cruel intentions. i still apologise. i still get displeased and so do you. and i end up arguing with my friend cause i didnt want him to go bother you. and i'll say it again- such, a fair world.
ah yuan im sorry k. you know i was annoyed and stuff. and i didnt want you to go make it messier cause i know there's a possibility. like i said before, i know you're good to me but sometimes you gotta take things easy. people make enemies in life. people argue. and you dont always have to be there to stand up for me 24-7. i mean i can wrong sometimes too. tho i think we really need to take up lessons on what language has been changing too. and connotations too. cause things that portray negative connotations might somehow or another not be negative anymore. mann it sounds vaguely wrong just saying it. but yeah. you're the sweetest, we all know that! just take things easyyy sometimes. and im really sorry for shouting at you. gah. derek help me.
anw choir was a blast today! havent gone for ages, and we were talking abt sectional items and busking. dammit we've gotta busk during cca orientation. that's gonna be just as boring as open house. gah. but we've got funkay ideas for concert! yay. its gonna be so fun. just hope we carry it off. and end our sec four choir lives with a bang! first part of the year's gonna be so darn busy. syf in april, concert in may. that's almost insanity. why cant we have our concert in july! not as though there're Os. -.- everyone's gotta come for our concert k! but ahh. it's at ucc. so it's gonna be really small. like say, 450 seats? there were almost a thousand at barker this year. plus the barker backstage is (((: haha. damn. or have it at singapore conference hall. that's wacky too. yup. i guess this time it wont be too hard to have a full house. why not we perform for two nights!! (: apparently many other schools think rg choir's a blast. yay yay. and it's compulsory to go for ri concert, while it's not compulsory for them to come to ours. -.- grrr. great. nvm at least i can see jotham! so cuute. haha.
talking to daryl last night. he was commenting on how he thinks many people dont go to church for the right reasons anymore. haha. and a lot of other relevant stuff. i think he thinks too much, but im pretty glad he sees it. and he sees the charismatic churches the same way i do. PLUS he likes joss stone and lee, so he rocks. hahaha. okay outta point. but i guess, it's true that if you dont go to church for the right reasons, dont bother going and be a bleeding hypocrite. haha (: i shall. reflect and ensure that my reasons are right. (:
yay alwyn at least you had fun. haha. i nv thought anyone would try figuring it out, but from what i know, you and jess did. interestingg. oh thanks you guys for the xmas cards. yeeying ivan etc. speaking of which i havent even got my xmas cards ready! so many people to send to. ladeedum. i still want those earrings from beads etc, and the ones from annex at heeren. is it still called annex anyway. -.-
you better stop what youre doing
before you do it wrong again
and i wanna make you mine
one new thing i learnt today: "and you sound so apprehensive about God" is hostile. okay i will so keep that in mind. esp when i add "ha hey (: thanks" in front. yup. we learn new things everyday. oh and one more thing, i can apparently say "learn to read between the lines" when i... didnt say that. magical. and 'i thought you were nice' somehow doesnt imply that 'i thought you were nice, but i guess i was wrong'. mann. am i getting stupid or what.
anyway this whole thing's dumb. and due to this oh so dumb thing, i end up quarreling with shiyuan just cause he wanted to stand up for me. UGH. great innit. sucha fair world, this place we're all living in. i dont harbour cruel intentions. i still apologise. i still get displeased and so do you. and i end up arguing with my friend cause i didnt want him to go bother you. and i'll say it again- such, a fair world.
ah yuan im sorry k. you know i was annoyed and stuff. and i didnt want you to go make it messier cause i know there's a possibility. like i said before, i know you're good to me but sometimes you gotta take things easy. people make enemies in life. people argue. and you dont always have to be there to stand up for me 24-7. i mean i can wrong sometimes too. tho i think we really need to take up lessons on what language has been changing too. and connotations too. cause things that portray negative connotations might somehow or another not be negative anymore. mann it sounds vaguely wrong just saying it. but yeah. you're the sweetest, we all know that! just take things easyyy sometimes. and im really sorry for shouting at you. gah. derek help me.
anw choir was a blast today! havent gone for ages, and we were talking abt sectional items and busking. dammit we've gotta busk during cca orientation. that's gonna be just as boring as open house. gah. but we've got funkay ideas for concert! yay. its gonna be so fun. just hope we carry it off. and end our sec four choir lives with a bang! first part of the year's gonna be so darn busy. syf in april, concert in may. that's almost insanity. why cant we have our concert in july! not as though there're Os. -.- everyone's gotta come for our concert k! but ahh. it's at ucc. so it's gonna be really small. like say, 450 seats? there were almost a thousand at barker this year. plus the barker backstage is (((: haha. damn. or have it at singapore conference hall. that's wacky too. yup. i guess this time it wont be too hard to have a full house. why not we perform for two nights!! (: apparently many other schools think rg choir's a blast. yay yay. and it's compulsory to go for ri concert, while it's not compulsory for them to come to ours. -.- grrr. great. nvm at least i can see jotham! so cuute. haha.
talking to daryl last night. he was commenting on how he thinks many people dont go to church for the right reasons anymore. haha. and a lot of other relevant stuff. i think he thinks too much, but im pretty glad he sees it. and he sees the charismatic churches the same way i do. PLUS he likes joss stone and lee, so he rocks. hahaha. okay outta point. but i guess, it's true that if you dont go to church for the right reasons, dont bother going and be a bleeding hypocrite. haha (: i shall. reflect and ensure that my reasons are right. (:
yay alwyn at least you had fun. haha. i nv thought anyone would try figuring it out, but from what i know, you and jess did. interestingg. oh thanks you guys for the xmas cards. yeeying ivan etc. speaking of which i havent even got my xmas cards ready! so many people to send to. ladeedum. i still want those earrings from beads etc, and the ones from annex at heeren. is it still called annex anyway. -.-
you better stop what youre doing
before you do it wrong again
you get me high`
10:08 PM
10:08 PM
[return to me salvation]
haha im gonna sit here and laugh. i think i gave a lot of people the wrong impression from my last entry. bah. due to my randomness, i clump everything together. so in one paragraph i link all the people im talking about together, tho abt diff matters. poof, funny. anyway thanks for blog surfing jon, hope i cleared up some stuff. laughs. i didnt know how you linked it up to my entry, but hey i just figured out u're pretty smart! haha. and i truly apologise! esp the juniors who are closer to me, like rahrah. SORRY. ladeedum. AND to the person i said who was hostile. you truly were! but i wasnt talking abt you in my previous entry yeah? laughs. (though i did think i separated the paragraphs..hmm...oh well.)
okay first up, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSOOO!!!!!!!! heh. we went singing today. superbly fun. it's like, we go really high when we sing the... well... high songs. haha. im pretty sure all the rooms around us were really irritated. plus we irritated the people working there, and vice versa, mind you. all so rude and ignorant. but the girl at the counter's really nice! she like, made our day. jess', at least.
after that we went around finding a place for lunch. first we sat down at nydc. all hyped up about ordering our romeo and juliet, honey grilled ham sandwich, and two iced blueberry elephancino. haha. first they say. oh our pasta isnt ready yet. thus we had to think if we still wanted to eat there. then they say our pasta's ready now! but our sandwich maker isnt. -.- mann so irritating. landed ourselves at marche. where jess didnt eat very much. grr.
oh we saw really pretty earrings at beads etc. and we were SO keen on getting them. but jess your ears arent even pierced! haha. they were so pretty so pretty. wish someone could buy it for us. heh. alright then we went back to ny for our drink! and jess' romeo and juliet since she didnt have much at marche. aw man it sucked. haha. it's usually good! our nice blueberry drink, and the romeo and juliett. so after feeling really cheated and ripped off, we decided to play pool. since i was msging foooomingqing. i asked him to come along. but great, he'd take too long. grr. so like, fine. we just headed to cuppage. at first we got to this really really ulu-ated building that freaked the hell outta us. but in the end we found it. haha.
anyway blahblah. oh we went to music essentials. AH. i was looking for jazzy xmas carols. the, well, depressing ones. sorry im slightly warped. haha. then jess wanted to try the cello. HAHA. damn funny. but the guy's really annoying. he told me to get a china violin if i wanted to get the german one in his shop. said it in this cocky way. like hello, you think i cant afford a violin? bloody. i was asking abt the violins while jess went to play with the cello to distract that stupid guy. ugh. cant be bothered. then we uhh went on to outside meridien to shop. we tried on loads and loads of shades which totally pissed the shopkeeper out. plus, i think i offended the shopkeeper at the shop next to the shades shop. (haha whats wrong wit my language) anyway we went on, and found some shop that did french mani for a rather reasonable price. so we're gonna go there next time. haha. (:
then we cabbed back home, and gahh. the cab fare's so ex. haha. (: talking to derek on the way homee. (:
ANYWAY right, cherll. or i mean cheryl. i dont know what the hell i did to you, but hello i've apologised for giving you the stupidest idea in your head. a smart nyg girl should know what's the meaning of an apology. gahh. forming ideas in your own head. -.- and i've already apologised for something i didnt do. just greattt man. YOU thought I was nice? well I thought YOU were nice. -.-
okay i need to find more depressing jazzy xmas carols. any recommendations. andd its violin time now. gahh there's choir tmr! and i wanted to sleep. blah.
crimson regret and betrayal
haha im gonna sit here and laugh. i think i gave a lot of people the wrong impression from my last entry. bah. due to my randomness, i clump everything together. so in one paragraph i link all the people im talking about together, tho abt diff matters. poof, funny. anyway thanks for blog surfing jon, hope i cleared up some stuff. laughs. i didnt know how you linked it up to my entry, but hey i just figured out u're pretty smart! haha. and i truly apologise! esp the juniors who are closer to me, like rahrah. SORRY. ladeedum. AND to the person i said who was hostile. you truly were! but i wasnt talking abt you in my previous entry yeah? laughs. (though i did think i separated the paragraphs..hmm...oh well.)
okay first up, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSOOO!!!!!!!! heh. we went singing today. superbly fun. it's like, we go really high when we sing the... well... high songs. haha. im pretty sure all the rooms around us were really irritated. plus we irritated the people working there, and vice versa, mind you. all so rude and ignorant. but the girl at the counter's really nice! she like, made our day. jess', at least.
after that we went around finding a place for lunch. first we sat down at nydc. all hyped up about ordering our romeo and juliet, honey grilled ham sandwich, and two iced blueberry elephancino. haha. first they say. oh our pasta isnt ready yet. thus we had to think if we still wanted to eat there. then they say our pasta's ready now! but our sandwich maker isnt. -.- mann so irritating. landed ourselves at marche. where jess didnt eat very much. grr.
oh we saw really pretty earrings at beads etc. and we were SO keen on getting them. but jess your ears arent even pierced! haha. they were so pretty so pretty. wish someone could buy it for us. heh. alright then we went back to ny for our drink! and jess' romeo and juliet since she didnt have much at marche. aw man it sucked. haha. it's usually good! our nice blueberry drink, and the romeo and juliett. so after feeling really cheated and ripped off, we decided to play pool. since i was msging foooomingqing. i asked him to come along. but great, he'd take too long. grr. so like, fine. we just headed to cuppage. at first we got to this really really ulu-ated building that freaked the hell outta us. but in the end we found it. haha.
anyway blahblah. oh we went to music essentials. AH. i was looking for jazzy xmas carols. the, well, depressing ones. sorry im slightly warped. haha. then jess wanted to try the cello. HAHA. damn funny. but the guy's really annoying. he told me to get a china violin if i wanted to get the german one in his shop. said it in this cocky way. like hello, you think i cant afford a violin? bloody. i was asking abt the violins while jess went to play with the cello to distract that stupid guy. ugh. cant be bothered. then we uhh went on to outside meridien to shop. we tried on loads and loads of shades which totally pissed the shopkeeper out. plus, i think i offended the shopkeeper at the shop next to the shades shop. (haha whats wrong wit my language) anyway we went on, and found some shop that did french mani for a rather reasonable price. so we're gonna go there next time. haha. (:
then we cabbed back home, and gahh. the cab fare's so ex. haha. (: talking to derek on the way homee. (:
ANYWAY right, cherll. or i mean cheryl. i dont know what the hell i did to you, but hello i've apologised for giving you the stupidest idea in your head. a smart nyg girl should know what's the meaning of an apology. gahh. forming ideas in your own head. -.- and i've already apologised for something i didnt do. just greattt man. YOU thought I was nice? well I thought YOU were nice. -.-
okay i need to find more depressing jazzy xmas carols. any recommendations. andd its violin time now. gahh there's choir tmr! and i wanted to sleep. blah.
crimson regret and betrayal
you get me high`
6:14 AM
6:14 AM
Wednesday, December 8
[i knew you loved me then]
yawns. im dead tired. got a call at 820 this morning. 'hey! are we meeting? you didnt forget right? okay im leaving the house now!' haha. greatt. anyway, haha, nicholas tan's damn hot! (: right ling right ling. he was like in long pants and a sleeveless shirt. everyone say, "wahhh". (: but ugh that idiot doesnt let me take a picture with/of him. back to my day, nick's full of RUBBISH. and i mean it. have u seen anyone who reaches lido at what. 10? when macs isnt opened yet, and his friend's hungry. he opens the door leading to the macs kitchen, and says, hello? can we buy foood? we're starving! hahahahahaha. mann. OH. we bought tickets to the incredibles. but after sitting down and stoning for awhile, nick realised by the time it's done, 1245, we wont have any time to shop! cause he's gotta jet at roughly one. so greatt lar. we started thinking of excuses. final one. we went up to the auntie and told her our friend got us tickets to another show already, so is it okay if we get a refund. after mumbling a few words to herself, or at least we didnt understand, she gave us back 13 bucks! yay yay yay. how cool's that. (:
mm went around all the shops possible looking for a sweater belt and slippers for nick. i think we only got the belt. cause his budget's DAMN LOW. how to get stuff. his budget for the belt's like, 15. and we managed to find one that's 20 hokay. while most places are like 40++++. plus he wanted the buckle type. so he just stood there, holding the belt in his hand, while i continue to coax him to buy it. after a few, "dont tempt meeee", he gave up and bought it. (: so watch out! cause i THINK he's gonna start wearing pants next year. like, finally. -.-
oh and i told him what's been going on recently. i mean of course, i tell him everything. -.- and he was SO BLOODY TICKLED. he kept laughing to himself. it was practically comical watching him. hahaha. dammit. i wanted to make him try shirts! but im not allowed in the fitting room! so whats the point huhh. -.-
alright larh. then we talk talk talk talk, and it was time to go! so i went back to clementi with him, then i went back to town to meet rucha. see, what a good friend i am. haha. (: anyway i havent seen ruchamama in eons! ahh. it was great. (: telling each other crazy stuff that's been happening during the hols. planning parties to go for. insulting each other. hahaha. which, btw, happens to be our favorite thing to do. (: haha i love cha! ((: we both had lunch at the far east chicken rice place, which is lushh. haha. rg girls' favorite place for lunch, am i not right! (: but we only went there after deciding against nydc. what a big diff. heh. (: cause im going there with jesssoo tomorrow! yay yay. anw i bought jess' bday pres! yay yay but i dont know if she'll like it. i pray she will.
oh and nick gave me this really pretty pocket watch thingy. it's so cool, ancient looking. haha. (: i love it! even my bro thinks its cool. (:
ugh i just found out that the church people went out like a few days back, and i really uGH about it. mik and co are like my best friends! and they didnt ask me along. i bet some people must be sniggering away. dammit. jay too. dah. its like, after i came back from china, lots of things happened, and i dont seem to be able to connect with them. ugh. kate, come back. i hate it. bahbahblacksheep. nvm, i still have my derek clique. haha, and SOON im telling you, SOON! alvin and justis' will be hanging out with jess and i. HAHA. (: YES JESS? ((: hehe. ohh i've nv mentioned this, but i think charles made a damn good leader during church camp.
....okay. talk about being random.
haha, i think the people from the jiangnan trip's really funny. (: DARYL! is so funny. and not matured and sophisticated. HI BEEHOON. (: while the rest are reallyreally nice. (: but i think we're all leading our own lives again. not living in our memories of jiangnan. ladeeda. while annalyn's conveniently ignoring me halfway through every conversation we have. grumbles--
anw i dont like the fact, that everytime i check someone on friendster. like on my list. the girls. the younger ones. they all seem to wanna know the whole barker gang. i mean, fine we've all been through that. but dont you think it's a lil passe. sheesh. really appalling. PLUS the type of people who rattle ON AND ON in their entries, not a slight evidence of depth. like. 'oh (something happened) then HAHHAHAHAA.' -.- oh i didnt know jason's attached. o.O ah well. (: have i mentioned that i love my life right now. haha. though slightly boring cause there's no school, and everyday's either stay in or go to town. but im happy happy. (: okay who're you kidding. you're just happy cause you saw nick today. laughs.
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe, youre taking over me
yawns. im dead tired. got a call at 820 this morning. 'hey! are we meeting? you didnt forget right? okay im leaving the house now!' haha. greatt. anyway, haha, nicholas tan's damn hot! (: right ling right ling. he was like in long pants and a sleeveless shirt. everyone say, "wahhh". (: but ugh that idiot doesnt let me take a picture with/of him. back to my day, nick's full of RUBBISH. and i mean it. have u seen anyone who reaches lido at what. 10? when macs isnt opened yet, and his friend's hungry. he opens the door leading to the macs kitchen, and says, hello? can we buy foood? we're starving! hahahahahaha. mann. OH. we bought tickets to the incredibles. but after sitting down and stoning for awhile, nick realised by the time it's done, 1245, we wont have any time to shop! cause he's gotta jet at roughly one. so greatt lar. we started thinking of excuses. final one. we went up to the auntie and told her our friend got us tickets to another show already, so is it okay if we get a refund. after mumbling a few words to herself, or at least we didnt understand, she gave us back 13 bucks! yay yay yay. how cool's that. (:
mm went around all the shops possible looking for a sweater belt and slippers for nick. i think we only got the belt. cause his budget's DAMN LOW. how to get stuff. his budget for the belt's like, 15. and we managed to find one that's 20 hokay. while most places are like 40++++. plus he wanted the buckle type. so he just stood there, holding the belt in his hand, while i continue to coax him to buy it. after a few, "dont tempt meeee", he gave up and bought it. (: so watch out! cause i THINK he's gonna start wearing pants next year. like, finally. -.-
oh and i told him what's been going on recently. i mean of course, i tell him everything. -.- and he was SO BLOODY TICKLED. he kept laughing to himself. it was practically comical watching him. hahaha. dammit. i wanted to make him try shirts! but im not allowed in the fitting room! so whats the point huhh. -.-
alright larh. then we talk talk talk talk, and it was time to go! so i went back to clementi with him, then i went back to town to meet rucha. see, what a good friend i am. haha. (: anyway i havent seen ruchamama in eons! ahh. it was great. (: telling each other crazy stuff that's been happening during the hols. planning parties to go for. insulting each other. hahaha. which, btw, happens to be our favorite thing to do. (: haha i love cha! ((: we both had lunch at the far east chicken rice place, which is lushh. haha. rg girls' favorite place for lunch, am i not right! (: but we only went there after deciding against nydc. what a big diff. heh. (: cause im going there with jesssoo tomorrow! yay yay. anw i bought jess' bday pres! yay yay but i dont know if she'll like it. i pray she will.
oh and nick gave me this really pretty pocket watch thingy. it's so cool, ancient looking. haha. (: i love it! even my bro thinks its cool. (:
ugh i just found out that the church people went out like a few days back, and i really uGH about it. mik and co are like my best friends! and they didnt ask me along. i bet some people must be sniggering away. dammit. jay too. dah. its like, after i came back from china, lots of things happened, and i dont seem to be able to connect with them. ugh. kate, come back. i hate it. bahbahblacksheep. nvm, i still have my derek clique. haha, and SOON im telling you, SOON! alvin and justis' will be hanging out with jess and i. HAHA. (: YES JESS? ((: hehe. ohh i've nv mentioned this, but i think charles made a damn good leader during church camp.
....okay. talk about being random.
haha, i think the people from the jiangnan trip's really funny. (: DARYL! is so funny. and not matured and sophisticated. HI BEEHOON. (: while the rest are reallyreally nice. (: but i think we're all leading our own lives again. not living in our memories of jiangnan. ladeeda. while annalyn's conveniently ignoring me halfway through every conversation we have. grumbles--
anw i dont like the fact, that everytime i check someone on friendster. like on my list. the girls. the younger ones. they all seem to wanna know the whole barker gang. i mean, fine we've all been through that. but dont you think it's a lil passe. sheesh. really appalling. PLUS the type of people who rattle ON AND ON in their entries, not a slight evidence of depth. like. 'oh (something happened) then HAHHAHAHAA.' -.- oh i didnt know jason's attached. o.O ah well. (: have i mentioned that i love my life right now. haha. though slightly boring cause there's no school, and everyday's either stay in or go to town. but im happy happy. (: okay who're you kidding. you're just happy cause you saw nick today. laughs.
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe, youre taking over me
you get me high`
4:15 AM
4:15 AM
Tuesday, December 7
okay im gonna type my whole entry in hanyu pinyin. (: have fun man. haha.
[qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu]
wo zhi dao zhe dui ni men lai suo, zhe zhen de hen qi guai. dan wo jue de zhe xiang dang hao wan. bie dan xin, zhi shi jin tian ba le. (:
wo hen qi sa. hao xiang shi you ren qi pian le wo de gan qing. qi shi, wo bu ying gai na me bao zao na me shen qi. bu man ni suo, shi ying wei wo yi jing zai gai bian zi ji, bu yao na me hua xin, zhi shi xi wang bu hui gu fu ni. dan xian zai zhe me le? wo xiang ge bai chi yi yang. dui bu qi, derek, wo da ying ni de wo zuo bu dao. zhe ci wo zhen de hen fan hen fan. er qie wo ye cheng bu qi zhe xie ya li. wo ning yuan yi ge ren, zi you zi zai de. xi huan bie ren de shi hou, jiu guang ming zheng da de xi huan. er bu hui pa, ying wei gen shui zhe ta shi wo da ying de zhe ren. wo zhen de zuo bu dao.
wo ke neng xian zai hai ai zhe ni, dan ying wei shang xin, suo yi xian zai bu neng ken ding. ru guo wo men zhen de ying gai zai yi qi, rang lao tian zuo zu. wo men kan zhe ban. hai ai ni, dai yi dian hen. hai yao shi jian, cai neng ping heng. wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me, na me, rang wo cheng shi yi dian.
jin tian zhen shi gou men. ming tian neng he xue wei jian mian. dan na me zao, shui mian zhen de bu gou eh. (: haha. he ta chi wan le fan, ta qu you yong shi, wo hui he rucha chu men! (: hao jiu mei kan dao ta le, zhen de you dian xiang ta. xing qi si shi jess' de shen ri! (((: zhen bu dong yao zuo shen me. wo men hui qu kbox, chi le fan, hai neng zuo shen me ne? kan dian ying ye gou men, dan you neng zuo shen me ne. haha. wo xu bu xu yao ti ta fu qian arh. haha.
hao, yong hanyu pinyin xie zhen de hen lei. xian zai xian shi pei le. (:
jiu wei fang qing de tian kong
[qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu]
wo zhi dao zhe dui ni men lai suo, zhe zhen de hen qi guai. dan wo jue de zhe xiang dang hao wan. bie dan xin, zhi shi jin tian ba le. (:
wo hen qi sa. hao xiang shi you ren qi pian le wo de gan qing. qi shi, wo bu ying gai na me bao zao na me shen qi. bu man ni suo, shi ying wei wo yi jing zai gai bian zi ji, bu yao na me hua xin, zhi shi xi wang bu hui gu fu ni. dan xian zai zhe me le? wo xiang ge bai chi yi yang. dui bu qi, derek, wo da ying ni de wo zuo bu dao. zhe ci wo zhen de hen fan hen fan. er qie wo ye cheng bu qi zhe xie ya li. wo ning yuan yi ge ren, zi you zi zai de. xi huan bie ren de shi hou, jiu guang ming zheng da de xi huan. er bu hui pa, ying wei gen shui zhe ta shi wo da ying de zhe ren. wo zhen de zuo bu dao.
wo ke neng xian zai hai ai zhe ni, dan ying wei shang xin, suo yi xian zai bu neng ken ding. ru guo wo men zhen de ying gai zai yi qi, rang lao tian zuo zu. wo men kan zhe ban. hai ai ni, dai yi dian hen. hai yao shi jian, cai neng ping heng. wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me, na me, rang wo cheng shi yi dian.
jin tian zhen shi gou men. ming tian neng he xue wei jian mian. dan na me zao, shui mian zhen de bu gou eh. (: haha. he ta chi wan le fan, ta qu you yong shi, wo hui he rucha chu men! (: hao jiu mei kan dao ta le, zhen de you dian xiang ta. xing qi si shi jess' de shen ri! (((: zhen bu dong yao zuo shen me. wo men hui qu kbox, chi le fan, hai neng zuo shen me ne? kan dian ying ye gou men, dan you neng zuo shen me ne. haha. wo xu bu xu yao ti ta fu qian arh. haha.
hao, yong hanyu pinyin xie zhen de hen lei. xian zai xian shi pei le. (:
jiu wei fang qing de tian kong
you get me high`
1:38 AM
1:38 AM
Monday, December 6
[icons of self indulgence]
haha, just played 'if you hearts not in it' on the pianoo. usually it doesnt affect me, but today it hit me with a bang! haha. brr whatever.
a combination of sore eyes, horrible flu, barely working limbs, a really tired mind, and a boring agenda, results in a very easily annoyed me. however i did get some stuff done today. haha. yay i started on my rs. haha. (: and google's on my side, for today at least. got some decent info. and! i practised my violin. like, whoaa. haha. (: though i gave up quite soon and went on to figure out chords on my beloved piano. and i got irritated by some people, so it was back to the piano again. haha. playing 'if i aint got you' is quite stress relieving. not about the song, but the way its played. yup. haha. and figured out most of jay chou's ballads already. haha i think i've perfected an jing and ge qian. yay yay. (: ladeedum. and i figured out the chords for the song jess sent me! zhu wo shen ri kuai le. WAH its DAMN NICE. haha. (:
(most of the chords i figure out are usually chinese cause chinese ballads are quite...similar. most chords are predictable, and the key doesnt change much. unlike the english ones.)
there's about. nothing to do today. stoned. and stoned somemore. feel like going out tmr but my stupid icecream man cant make it. wednesday's nick and cha's day. haha. ahh i cant wait! its been six long months! (: i've only seen him twice this year k! thrice, i mean. and none of them were like, GOING OUT. it was just, meet him to give him his xmas pres. meet him when i happen to be in sch. and swim meets. all are like a few seconds. woo. ah i really have nothing much to say.
was on the phone with derek just now and he's telling me a lot of rubbish. starting to sound a bit like me. haha. aiight. this is a waste of time. waste of energy. im off! (:
btw, have i mentioned how irritating raffles ruggers are? gosh.
fields of innocence
haha, just played 'if you hearts not in it' on the pianoo. usually it doesnt affect me, but today it hit me with a bang! haha. brr whatever.
a combination of sore eyes, horrible flu, barely working limbs, a really tired mind, and a boring agenda, results in a very easily annoyed me. however i did get some stuff done today. haha. yay i started on my rs. haha. (: and google's on my side, for today at least. got some decent info. and! i practised my violin. like, whoaa. haha. (: though i gave up quite soon and went on to figure out chords on my beloved piano. and i got irritated by some people, so it was back to the piano again. haha. playing 'if i aint got you' is quite stress relieving. not about the song, but the way its played. yup. haha. and figured out most of jay chou's ballads already. haha i think i've perfected an jing and ge qian. yay yay. (: ladeedum. and i figured out the chords for the song jess sent me! zhu wo shen ri kuai le. WAH its DAMN NICE. haha. (:
(most of the chords i figure out are usually chinese cause chinese ballads are quite...similar. most chords are predictable, and the key doesnt change much. unlike the english ones.)
there's about. nothing to do today. stoned. and stoned somemore. feel like going out tmr but my stupid icecream man cant make it. wednesday's nick and cha's day. haha. ahh i cant wait! its been six long months! (: i've only seen him twice this year k! thrice, i mean. and none of them were like, GOING OUT. it was just, meet him to give him his xmas pres. meet him when i happen to be in sch. and swim meets. all are like a few seconds. woo. ah i really have nothing much to say.
was on the phone with derek just now and he's telling me a lot of rubbish. starting to sound a bit like me. haha. aiight. this is a waste of time. waste of energy. im off! (:
btw, have i mentioned how irritating raffles ruggers are? gosh.
fields of innocence
you get me high`
7:02 AM
7:02 AM
[if your heart's not in ittt]
okay i needa reply msgs.
jesso but jess! justis...! haha. (: he's cool! cmon. and it's not as though u're giving up on chris. haha. give me a J! give me a U! okay kelly shut up. (: consider consider! and stop living in self denial. heh.
yuanniee ahhh my yuannie boy. haha. sorry derek and i have resorted to calling you that. liu shi yuan! dont snap at my friends so much. (: i know u're great to me, but haha. tho i do agree with you, lay it off a tad! (: (if you wanna snap, go snap at the raffles ruggers.)
and a shoutout...
derekk haha. (: a big big thank you for your late night talks. staying up, forego-ing your precious sleep, just to talk to me. and ending up with.... *counts* 4 hours of sleep? (: hope youre not walking around like a zombie now. and i WILL heed your advice, for as long as i can. haha. while i can sleep till whatever time i want. anyway sorry tuesday, i think i'll be out. this is to yuan too. yup. lets join forces and con't to make fun of shiyuan! haha. (: but you two are God-given. (: lovelove.
my eyes are so SORE. i wanted to take a picture of my badly bruised knee last night. haha. but now they're not THAT bruised anymore. ouchh. (: heh.
my random habit's back.
i'll give up everything just to find you
okay i needa reply msgs.
jesso but jess! justis...! haha. (: he's cool! cmon. and it's not as though u're giving up on chris. haha. give me a J! give me a U! okay kelly shut up. (: consider consider! and stop living in self denial. heh.
yuanniee ahhh my yuannie boy. haha. sorry derek and i have resorted to calling you that. liu shi yuan! dont snap at my friends so much. (: i know u're great to me, but haha. tho i do agree with you, lay it off a tad! (: (if you wanna snap, go snap at the raffles ruggers.)
and a shoutout...
derekk haha. (: a big big thank you for your late night talks. staying up, forego-ing your precious sleep, just to talk to me. and ending up with.... *counts* 4 hours of sleep? (: hope youre not walking around like a zombie now. and i WILL heed your advice, for as long as i can. haha. while i can sleep till whatever time i want. anyway sorry tuesday, i think i'll be out. this is to yuan too. yup. lets join forces and con't to make fun of shiyuan! haha. (: but you two are God-given. (: lovelove.
my eyes are so SORE. i wanted to take a picture of my badly bruised knee last night. haha. but now they're not THAT bruised anymore. ouchh. (: heh.
my random habit's back.
i'll give up everything just to find you
you get me high`
1:41 AM
1:41 AM
Sunday, December 5
[we'll be ready when the curtains might fall]
AH. and im BACK FROM CAMP. my was it almost torture. to think i gave up going to taiwan for this camp. haha. basically! we had worships and messages on the beach, where we laid cloth on the sand/grass and just sat there, listening to an extremely easily disturbed pastor, and i think hes really weird. okay sorry. haha.
sleeping in the tents was quite a horrible experience. okay so i got to bed at roughly midnight. wanted to sleep earlier but my head hurt really bad i had to go find panadol. besides, no one else was in their tents yet. almost no one. i was nicely alone in e tent cause the rest of the 5 girls, (5, mind you. -.-) were sleeping outside on the steps cause it was damn hot in the tent. and everyone else was too. so being alone in the tent, quite cool eh. haha. hmm. but. it was almost impossible to sleep. there was a restaurant down at the beach that was playing really loud techno music. the beats make your heart skip. and there were people playing rugby at the beach. greatt right. -.- from like 1-3am. they were SCREAMING AND SHOUTING. what a nuisance. the music finally eased at like. 2+. but there were people screaming larh. by the time they stopped. i was JUST ABOUT to fall asleep, till everyone outside thought it was gonna start raining and scurried back to the tents. so it was REALLY HOT. and the put down the sheets over the mosquito nets in case the rain came in. well guess what? it DIDNT RAIN. so just imagine the humidity. the lack of air circulation. so i gave up trying to sleep at 430. i think i fell asleep for a grand total for 15 minutes. -.-
so i ended up talking to people on guard duty. yiling roy xian and people. oh and josh woke up. goodie. more company. then i got tired outside. and the breeze was pretty strong, so i tried to lie down on the steps to sleep. but the steps are rough and stoney. it's like. you know the type of platform the old people walk on to massage the soles of their feet? the pokey stoney ones. like that! mann. how to sleep. so i really gave up. just walked around. talked to josh. used him as my pillow for awhile but haha he's too short. blahblah. when there was a slight hint of sunlight shining thru the canopy of leaves, i headed to the beach to do quiet time. haha. damn cool. reading the bible next to the crashing waves. woo. (:
but yeah i ended up falling sick after that stupid scavenger hunt, where we had to walk for gazallion miles. all around sentosa. mostly barefooted cause we had to swim in the extremely artificial and oversalty sea, thus not being able to put on our shoes when all the sand clotted up on our feet. blah. ended up walking a lot more than we should have. sigh.
mum fetched me home cause i had a stinging migraine that was quite bad. =\ ladeedum. got home and headed straight to bed. woke up like four hours later to have dinner. like really late dinner. mann i was aching ALL OVER. -.-
woke up really early to go to mum's church. im really turned off actually. first they call their bible study leader spiritual mother/father. then the pastor has like. spiritual great grandchildren. i think its a real turn off. then the pastor isnt pastor lawrence. it's APOSTLE lawrence. i mean. hes comparing himself to john and paul and all those in the old testiment. i dont know whether it's actually wrong larh. but i just thinks it's quite disrespectful. as daryl says, it's blasphemous.
anyway came home just to be able to rest for an hour. and waking up every 5 minutes to reply msgs. then i had to wake up at 12 to go for dance. sheesh. and mum was supposed to fetch me, but she stupidly got into some quarrel wit me again. sheesh. bleagh. so i sat at the bus stop waiting for the bus that took forever, looking like some zombie. =\ and in the end i was a lil late for class. sorry jess.
dance was mad. thats what i mean by. mad. haha. sheesh. when jess and i were just praying he wouldnt do on the floors, he did! -.- im left with two terribly bruised knees, and i have lost the ability to walk properly. plus the fact that about every muscle in me have been overstretched from camp, but more so from dance. it's tiring just sitting up straight. which explains my sleeping routine. anyway i think alvin dances really cutely! haha. =\ a bit messy, but it looks really cute. and haha jess, LET THE FEELINGS FLOW. justis is zai. and funny too. hahaha. man dancing next to him makes me look like a freak. he's so cool i think he can light a bulb when he dances. why? cause he's so power! haha. okay lame. but hey jess. he's COUL. (cool) (: alvin's word. hahhaha. blah.
ladeedum. anyway im in need of icecream. treats anybody? haha. ughh. i still dont feel well. i think i'll jump into my bed. (:
whatever happens dont let go of my hand
AH. and im BACK FROM CAMP. my was it almost torture. to think i gave up going to taiwan for this camp. haha. basically! we had worships and messages on the beach, where we laid cloth on the sand/grass and just sat there, listening to an extremely easily disturbed pastor, and i think hes really weird. okay sorry. haha.
sleeping in the tents was quite a horrible experience. okay so i got to bed at roughly midnight. wanted to sleep earlier but my head hurt really bad i had to go find panadol. besides, no one else was in their tents yet. almost no one. i was nicely alone in e tent cause the rest of the 5 girls, (5, mind you. -.-) were sleeping outside on the steps cause it was damn hot in the tent. and everyone else was too. so being alone in the tent, quite cool eh. haha. hmm. but. it was almost impossible to sleep. there was a restaurant down at the beach that was playing really loud techno music. the beats make your heart skip. and there were people playing rugby at the beach. greatt right. -.- from like 1-3am. they were SCREAMING AND SHOUTING. what a nuisance. the music finally eased at like. 2+. but there were people screaming larh. by the time they stopped. i was JUST ABOUT to fall asleep, till everyone outside thought it was gonna start raining and scurried back to the tents. so it was REALLY HOT. and the put down the sheets over the mosquito nets in case the rain came in. well guess what? it DIDNT RAIN. so just imagine the humidity. the lack of air circulation. so i gave up trying to sleep at 430. i think i fell asleep for a grand total for 15 minutes. -.-
so i ended up talking to people on guard duty. yiling roy xian and people. oh and josh woke up. goodie. more company. then i got tired outside. and the breeze was pretty strong, so i tried to lie down on the steps to sleep. but the steps are rough and stoney. it's like. you know the type of platform the old people walk on to massage the soles of their feet? the pokey stoney ones. like that! mann. how to sleep. so i really gave up. just walked around. talked to josh. used him as my pillow for awhile but haha he's too short. blahblah. when there was a slight hint of sunlight shining thru the canopy of leaves, i headed to the beach to do quiet time. haha. damn cool. reading the bible next to the crashing waves. woo. (:
but yeah i ended up falling sick after that stupid scavenger hunt, where we had to walk for gazallion miles. all around sentosa. mostly barefooted cause we had to swim in the extremely artificial and oversalty sea, thus not being able to put on our shoes when all the sand clotted up on our feet. blah. ended up walking a lot more than we should have. sigh.
mum fetched me home cause i had a stinging migraine that was quite bad. =\ ladeedum. got home and headed straight to bed. woke up like four hours later to have dinner. like really late dinner. mann i was aching ALL OVER. -.-
woke up really early to go to mum's church. im really turned off actually. first they call their bible study leader spiritual mother/father. then the pastor has like. spiritual great grandchildren. i think its a real turn off. then the pastor isnt pastor lawrence. it's APOSTLE lawrence. i mean. hes comparing himself to john and paul and all those in the old testiment. i dont know whether it's actually wrong larh. but i just thinks it's quite disrespectful. as daryl says, it's blasphemous.
anyway came home just to be able to rest for an hour. and waking up every 5 minutes to reply msgs. then i had to wake up at 12 to go for dance. sheesh. and mum was supposed to fetch me, but she stupidly got into some quarrel wit me again. sheesh. bleagh. so i sat at the bus stop waiting for the bus that took forever, looking like some zombie. =\ and in the end i was a lil late for class. sorry jess.
dance was mad. thats what i mean by. mad. haha. sheesh. when jess and i were just praying he wouldnt do on the floors, he did! -.- im left with two terribly bruised knees, and i have lost the ability to walk properly. plus the fact that about every muscle in me have been overstretched from camp, but more so from dance. it's tiring just sitting up straight. which explains my sleeping routine. anyway i think alvin dances really cutely! haha. =\ a bit messy, but it looks really cute. and haha jess, LET THE FEELINGS FLOW. justis is zai. and funny too. hahaha. man dancing next to him makes me look like a freak. he's so cool i think he can light a bulb when he dances. why? cause he's so power! haha. okay lame. but hey jess. he's COUL. (cool) (: alvin's word. hahhaha. blah.
ladeedum. anyway im in need of icecream. treats anybody? haha. ughh. i still dont feel well. i think i'll jump into my bed. (:
whatever happens dont let go of my hand
you get me high`
6:00 AM
6:00 AM
Thursday, December 2
[summer breeze]
where do i go
what do i do
when everywhere i go it just reminds me of you
sorry just had to do that. i havent that song in agesss. and now it's on my mp3 list. haha. my com's really laggy nowadays. pretty darn annoying. shall ask my bro whats wrong with it.
blue bus outing yesterday! haha. went shopping with xiao (im calling her xiao i dont care. not xy), ling, and chayyy! haha. stupid sabby didnt join us. okay so i was late. i woke up late, but i'd still have made it on time if my mum didnt insist that i ate before i left. got to town and they were at far east, waiting for me to take neoprint. haha whoops. so blahblah. we took the neos. then we didnt know what to do. so we just stoned at kfc. talking, chit chatting. haha. after awhile, we headed to cityhall to meet sabbymabby. made our way to marina sq, where we got a bit lost. then we saw. who ah. weizhong, keanyung, weixing, juanhe. and afterwhich they led us through this uhh. corridor with a lot of construction works going on, and they actually found the place! haha, mann.
mm. we were later joined by. daryl sean yixiang. anyone else? haha. crap i really cant rmb. oh youkai too. yup. then basically me ling ky settled the tickets. wahhh that guy cheat my feelings! i said 13 tickets. he said 91 bucks. but he gave me 14 tickets! AHHH. so one ticket wasted. grr. sorry to those who unintentionally paid more.
we watched shutter! yeah! haha. annalyn totally loses her STYLE during horrors. i was sitting next to xiao and ky. damn funny. ky kept EATING POPCORN. like not scared liddat. xiaoyu and i were a bit scared larh. but not like ANNALYN! chay and sabby too! hahaha. they kept covering their eyes, waste money! haha. the whole point is to watch the scary parts. as huang ming xing would put it. haha. sab and chay were like under jackets. annalyn kept looking to her side, and asking xiaoyu WHATS GOING ON NOW. hahaha. funny. and on the other side, daryl was like hugging his legs. hahaha. his reasoning: you're SUPPOSED to be freaked out. yeahyeahhh. haha. he almost grabbed sean. HAHA! and wayy over the other side, apparently juanhe discovered that popcorn's really interesting. considering he spent abt the whole 2 hours looking at his popcorn. hahaha. funny buncha people! ohh and wz screamed into juanhe's ears. haha. damn funny, hearing them describe their trauma during the show.
well the show was okaay larh. tale of two sisters' is STILL better. haha. no show has freaked me out as much as that one did. it plays with your mind, and haunts you. i think if daryl watched it, he can forget abt sleeping. (: hehe. kinda weird, i wasnt affected by the shutter. the grudge too. hmm. haha. oh but the last part of shutter was scary. just when annalyn thought the ghost had been EXORCISED. haha. last minute scare, cliche. (excuse me for not putting the accent. lazy) oh but my hat did come into handy! cause the ghost looked quite scary, didnt really wanna look at her. so i just had to bend my head a little and i wouldnt see her! haha. (: and everyone thought my hat was funky. yay yay. haha. annalyn SEE. (:
anyway, after the show, the girls came over to my place for dinner. my mum was asking why didnt i get the guys along. -.- not my fault. haha long story. blahblah. we ate. then played bridge. haha. reliving the good time in jiangnan! (: damn funny. i was playing while talking to nikki online. yayy havent talked to her in ages! asking her how stuff was like in taiwan. apparently not very good. haha.
ladeedum. after the left, started packing for camp. watched anger management, then went to bed. yup. so here i am. IM STILL NOT AT CAMP. cause mummy insists she wants to fetch me, but guess what! she can only come at 3. -.- and it's 3 now, and she's not here. sheesh. im gonna reach sentosa at 5 man. -.- sigh. not that im very keen on sleeping in tents on the beach for the next few days. haha. hope i have fun though. with all the people i grew up with. and having a very fun time joking around with lance, cause he's SO DAMN FUNNY. haha. (: too bad ryan's not gonna be there. mik too i think. bleagh. what kinda camp's this.
alrighht. so im off.
cause im good
where do i go
what do i do
when everywhere i go it just reminds me of you
sorry just had to do that. i havent that song in agesss. and now it's on my mp3 list. haha. my com's really laggy nowadays. pretty darn annoying. shall ask my bro whats wrong with it.
blue bus outing yesterday! haha. went shopping with xiao (im calling her xiao i dont care. not xy), ling, and chayyy! haha. stupid sabby didnt join us. okay so i was late. i woke up late, but i'd still have made it on time if my mum didnt insist that i ate before i left. got to town and they were at far east, waiting for me to take neoprint. haha whoops. so blahblah. we took the neos. then we didnt know what to do. so we just stoned at kfc. talking, chit chatting. haha. after awhile, we headed to cityhall to meet sabbymabby. made our way to marina sq, where we got a bit lost. then we saw. who ah. weizhong, keanyung, weixing, juanhe. and afterwhich they led us through this uhh. corridor with a lot of construction works going on, and they actually found the place! haha, mann.
mm. we were later joined by. daryl sean yixiang. anyone else? haha. crap i really cant rmb. oh youkai too. yup. then basically me ling ky settled the tickets. wahhh that guy cheat my feelings! i said 13 tickets. he said 91 bucks. but he gave me 14 tickets! AHHH. so one ticket wasted. grr. sorry to those who unintentionally paid more.
we watched shutter! yeah! haha. annalyn totally loses her STYLE during horrors. i was sitting next to xiao and ky. damn funny. ky kept EATING POPCORN. like not scared liddat. xiaoyu and i were a bit scared larh. but not like ANNALYN! chay and sabby too! hahaha. they kept covering their eyes, waste money! haha. the whole point is to watch the scary parts. as huang ming xing would put it. haha. sab and chay were like under jackets. annalyn kept looking to her side, and asking xiaoyu WHATS GOING ON NOW. hahaha. funny. and on the other side, daryl was like hugging his legs. hahaha. his reasoning: you're SUPPOSED to be freaked out. yeahyeahhh. haha. he almost grabbed sean. HAHA! and wayy over the other side, apparently juanhe discovered that popcorn's really interesting. considering he spent abt the whole 2 hours looking at his popcorn. hahaha. funny buncha people! ohh and wz screamed into juanhe's ears. haha. damn funny, hearing them describe their trauma during the show.
well the show was okaay larh. tale of two sisters' is STILL better. haha. no show has freaked me out as much as that one did. it plays with your mind, and haunts you. i think if daryl watched it, he can forget abt sleeping. (: hehe. kinda weird, i wasnt affected by the shutter. the grudge too. hmm. haha. oh but the last part of shutter was scary. just when annalyn thought the ghost had been EXORCISED. haha. last minute scare, cliche. (excuse me for not putting the accent. lazy) oh but my hat did come into handy! cause the ghost looked quite scary, didnt really wanna look at her. so i just had to bend my head a little and i wouldnt see her! haha. (: and everyone thought my hat was funky. yay yay. haha. annalyn SEE. (:
anyway, after the show, the girls came over to my place for dinner. my mum was asking why didnt i get the guys along. -.- not my fault. haha long story. blahblah. we ate. then played bridge. haha. reliving the good time in jiangnan! (: damn funny. i was playing while talking to nikki online. yayy havent talked to her in ages! asking her how stuff was like in taiwan. apparently not very good. haha.
ladeedum. after the left, started packing for camp. watched anger management, then went to bed. yup. so here i am. IM STILL NOT AT CAMP. cause mummy insists she wants to fetch me, but guess what! she can only come at 3. -.- and it's 3 now, and she's not here. sheesh. im gonna reach sentosa at 5 man. -.- sigh. not that im very keen on sleeping in tents on the beach for the next few days. haha. hope i have fun though. with all the people i grew up with. and having a very fun time joking around with lance, cause he's SO DAMN FUNNY. haha. (: too bad ryan's not gonna be there. mik too i think. bleagh. what kinda camp's this.
alrighht. so im off.
cause im good
you get me high`
10:55 PM
10:55 PM
Wednesday, December 1
[anything to be with you]
yesyesyes! TAUFIK'S THE SINGAPORE IDOL!
so we dont have to be worried that we're getting ourselves blatant humiliation when we send him to world idol. man, i think the songs taufik sang were really nice. i mean i love superstition, and me and mrs jones was vv nice! and he sang it pretty well. (: i STILL dont like anjing when sylvester sings it, haha. daryl was so shocked when i told him i didnt like it. ladeedum. and all for love was v nice! i cant believe they sang it. three muskerteers' ost. (: listening to it now.
i bought my hats today! (((: oh jolly jolly. maybe i'll wear it tmr. if it matches my outfit. but it's red! i'll be so. red! haha. anyway a day out with cy's always a day of fun. (: i cant stand it, i dont know how people's brains work so fast. his rebuttals are forever quick and witty. and suan-ish. truly admired. haha. so it's really funny everytime you talk to him. blah. but only 3 hours. but 3 hours of conversation. pretty satisfying, innit. (: spent a lot of time in the bookshop, commenting on the silly titles. and so on. really funny. ladeedum.
mm. someone said my last entry's rant-ish. haha. so i wont go on about my sad life and sad situation this time. haha. oh wells. having our blue bus gathering tomorrow. yay yay. watching shutter. woohoooo. going shopping with the girls b4 that though. so fun so fun. but i think we're all clueless where gv marina is.
okay i'm like. really tired. my neck's breaking. gotta go sleep. yup. (:
night yall.
there's always that one person that will always have your heart
yesyesyes! TAUFIK'S THE SINGAPORE IDOL!
so we dont have to be worried that we're getting ourselves blatant humiliation when we send him to world idol. man, i think the songs taufik sang were really nice. i mean i love superstition, and me and mrs jones was vv nice! and he sang it pretty well. (: i STILL dont like anjing when sylvester sings it, haha. daryl was so shocked when i told him i didnt like it. ladeedum. and all for love was v nice! i cant believe they sang it. three muskerteers' ost. (: listening to it now.
i bought my hats today! (((: oh jolly jolly. maybe i'll wear it tmr. if it matches my outfit. but it's red! i'll be so. red! haha. anyway a day out with cy's always a day of fun. (: i cant stand it, i dont know how people's brains work so fast. his rebuttals are forever quick and witty. and suan-ish. truly admired. haha. so it's really funny everytime you talk to him. blah. but only 3 hours. but 3 hours of conversation. pretty satisfying, innit. (: spent a lot of time in the bookshop, commenting on the silly titles. and so on. really funny. ladeedum.
mm. someone said my last entry's rant-ish. haha. so i wont go on about my sad life and sad situation this time. haha. oh wells. having our blue bus gathering tomorrow. yay yay. watching shutter. woohoooo. going shopping with the girls b4 that though. so fun so fun. but i think we're all clueless where gv marina is.
okay i'm like. really tired. my neck's breaking. gotta go sleep. yup. (:
night yall.
there's always that one person that will always have your heart
you get me high`
8:25 AM
8:25 AM